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Cinderella Carriage Pumpkin- Halloween 2016 #2 by blah1200 Cinderella Carriage Pumpkin- Halloween 2016 #2 :iconblah1200:blah1200 6 8 Cinderella Carriage Pumpkin- Halloween 2016 #1 by blah1200 Cinderella Carriage Pumpkin- Halloween 2016 #1 :iconblah1200:blah1200 2 0 An Evening With a Dead Mr. Poe- October 2016 by blah1200 An Evening With a Dead Mr. Poe- October 2016 :iconblah1200:blah1200 1 8 My Soul Shall be Lifted From This Tomb Nevermore by blah1200 My Soul Shall be Lifted From This Tomb Nevermore :iconblah1200:blah1200 0 0 State Fair Cookie Fries 2016 by blah1200 State Fair Cookie Fries 2016 :iconblah1200:blah1200 1 3 Bacon Creamed Corn- State Fair 2016 by blah1200 Bacon Creamed Corn- State Fair 2016 :iconblah1200:blah1200 0 12 Me Driving the Inside of a Silverado or Ford by blah1200 Me Driving the Inside of a Silverado or Ford :iconblah1200:blah1200 0 3 Me and My Dad at The Chevy Silvarado's 2016 by blah1200 Me and My Dad at The Chevy Silvarado's 2016 :iconblah1200:blah1200 0 9 Fried Chicken And Dumpling's- State Fair 2016 by blah1200 Fried Chicken And Dumpling's- State Fair 2016 :iconblah1200:blah1200 3 13 The Gnome Lamp- State Fair 2016 by blah1200 The Gnome Lamp- State Fair 2016 :iconblah1200:blah1200 0 0 Badass Scotts Men Doll- State Fair 2016 by blah1200 Badass Scotts Men Doll- State Fair 2016 :iconblah1200:blah1200 0 0 A Fairies House- State Fair 2016 by blah1200 A Fairies House- State Fair 2016 :iconblah1200:blah1200 0 0 Clockwork Guy Figure by blah1200 Clockwork Guy Figure :iconblah1200:blah1200 0 0 Star Wars Gang Crochet Figures State Fair 2016 by blah1200 Star Wars Gang Crochet Figures State Fair 2016 :iconblah1200:blah1200 1 0 The Secret Garden Restaurant -State Fair 2016 #2 by blah1200 The Secret Garden Restaurant -State Fair 2016 #2 :iconblah1200:blah1200 0 0 The Secret Garden Restaurant -State Fair 2016 #1 by blah1200 The Secret Garden Restaurant -State Fair 2016 #1 :iconblah1200:blah1200 0 0
check out some of my drawings, pics and writings all in my gallery and dont forgot to see my scrapbook toos if u want. ^^

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sometimes i follow a fire fly by dorovalley sometimes i follow a fire fly :icondorovalley:dorovalley 22 2 The Vampire Lady - Day 03 by DyanaWang The Vampire Lady - Day 03 :icondyanawang:DyanaWang 26 7 3 Of A Kind by BlueHorizon89 3 Of A Kind :iconbluehorizon89:BlueHorizon89 14 8 He Was Number One by BlueHorizon89 He Was Number One :iconbluehorizon89:BlueHorizon89 47 4 Jem by BlueHorizon89 Jem :iconbluehorizon89:BlueHorizon89 15 9 Happy Family by BlueHorizon89 Happy Family :iconbluehorizon89:BlueHorizon89 8 5 Katana by Bulletproof-Eggs Katana :iconbulletproof-eggs:Bulletproof-Eggs 151 7 Time to Rise! ver.1 by luleiya Time to Rise! ver.1 :iconluleiya:luleiya 706 23 TMNT #88 - RI cover by luleiya TMNT #88 - RI cover :iconluleiya:luleiya 662 22 TMNT: City Fall by luleiya TMNT: City Fall :iconluleiya:luleiya 433 14 Sans Dog by Tea-cup-kitty Sans Dog :icontea-cup-kitty:Tea-cup-kitty 57 0 Sans is back by Tea-cup-kitty Sans is back :icontea-cup-kitty:Tea-cup-kitty 49 1 Eventide by Foxfires Eventide :iconfoxfires:Foxfires 149 10 2017 LIVE by rumrock 2017 LIVE :iconrumrock:rumrock 66 0 Noodle2018! by rumrock Noodle2018! :iconrumrock:rumrock 59 0 Noodle! by rumrock Noodle! :iconrumrock:rumrock 79 0
these happen to be some of the drawings ive seen other people draw and liked them so much that i had to add them to my collection of what is called "favs" ^^

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Well as the title says, Rudy passed away on Wednesday this week during my lunchbreak at work. He was suffering from Cushings Disease, which is common for his breed along with other terriers. Basically it is like arthritis but worse and shuts down their organs. Rudy was so bad because his kidneys, and liver were shutting down and he could no longer walk upstairs, sleep on my bed with me or barely go outside to the bathroom. Then one day when he went to the bathroom we noticed blood a lot of blood. We took him to the vet that morning while I was at work since he continue to experience blood the next day as well and our vet said he had a severe intestinal hemorrhage where he was basically bleeding to death. Worse than poor Earl.  I was not ready for it but knew I did not want my buttercup to suffer so I held my baby in my arms sang his favorite song to him and told my mom to go along and let him be with his brothers up in heaven. I still am grieving about it as this is so sudden especially after losing Earl 3 weeks ago. But we have Oliver, our new little Posh Maltese puppy to help cope with our sadness. His name is a tribute to Earl standing for "All Live Earl" or "I love Earl". We got him shortly after Earl died but only because we could not handle seeing Rudy at the time being so sad without his brother and we were miserable. Oliver barely knew Rudy but had a playmate for a while. Now he has my sisters dogs to play with for now until she moves out. We will get another Scottish Terrier but not right away as Oliver needs to be potty trained and its stressful. He's almost got the hang of it surprisingly. I will upload pics of him eventually when I can feel happy again. I just am not doing ok right now. It will take me some time to heal as Rudy was really a good friend and my therapy buddy. He will be so deeply missed. Rudy I love you forever and thanks for being there for me when I had a bad day, panic attack or just needed something to cuddle and keep my feet warm. Thanks for the wonderful 10 and half years you have given to me. May you find happiness with your brothers in heaven. xoxo


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  • Drinking: Dr. Pepper Dark Berry
ummm greetings everyone reading this.... no i am not dead... i just have been avoiding this website for a long ass time do to sorting my head out these last nearly 2 years and trying to find a job which i finally have... and will be busy with it. with 40 hours a week.. and have hardly any free time to myself. but that is all i will say on my job matter no further questions will be answered for my safety of my job sorry.  all i will say is that its office work and leave it at that seriously i am not going to explain it dont ask me. i cant for legal reasons. heck i might have to delete this journal later O_O

anyways as you can probably read from this ....Earl my maltese passed away this morning. he has been suffering from a terrible cough for several months almost a year now which turned out to be him having an enlarged heart causing heart murmurs. lately we have noticed this week that he has been having to get up more in the middle of the night to go to the bathroom and his coughing has sounded worse to point of him sounding like a honking goose. :( poor little thing has a hard time eating because he needed his teeth cleaned again but we could not do that since it involved putting him to sleep which cant take that risk. so yeah his breath smelled like rotten feces no joke but the guy was so loving you looked past his horrendously smelling mouth and constantly wanted to kiss him. So with his struggling to eat and going to the bathroom, he had weight and this morning before i was going to my autism group meetings with my friends, my dad was coming downstairs and noticed giant puddles of blood dripping down the stair case. my mom was freaking out because she thought it was Rudy who has had trouble peeing lately...idk why he just will not go outside. hes ok though dont worry i think he just either ate something bad or mightve had a minor bladder infection. but hes fine now sad now really depressed but hes fine health wise...

anyways....... so with the blood going down the stairs and my mom freaking out, Earl comes hopping up the stairs after me crying and shaking freaking out and I bent over to pick him up and hold him when I screamed into tears because I saw a giant puddle of blood and a slight bit of poo from his bottom. I wanted so badly to stay there and be there to help my poor mother at the time. because i literally have never seen her cry so much. he was all she had left of her parents. i wish i could have been there to have helped earl in his time of need and the last memory i have of him, is him just looking at me scared shitless. i at least am glad i got to kiss him. but i miss him so much. i have no one who will come running to me when i have a panic attack or bad day who is always there by my side to snuggle. i miss him so bad. first Toby and now Earl. I just hope i do not lose Rudy any time soon.

I really am trying to hold my shit together now and i am happy that i have a job and will be participating in statewide autism conference in August with my friends but i just wish more than anything right now, I could have one more day with toby and Earl. one more day where i could hear them talk to me, play with them, kiss them and watch as they smile and their snowy white fur glistens in the sun but theyre gone. and im almost still upset with how the Avengers movie ended. saw last night and loved it but... dear fucking god that ending is depressing. for now im keeping an eye on Rudy. poor little buttercup is crying and looking for Earl confused.

maybe i just will finish my steamboat willie legos.

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Well as the title says, Rudy passed away on Wednesday this week during my lunchbreak at work. He was suffering from Cushings Disease, which is common for his breed along with other terriers. Basically it is like arthritis but worse and shuts down their organs. Rudy was so bad because his kidneys, and liver were shutting down and he could no longer walk upstairs, sleep on my bed with me or barely go outside to the bathroom. Then one day when he went to the bathroom we noticed blood a lot of blood. We took him to the vet that morning while I was at work since he continue to experience blood the next day as well and our vet said he had a severe intestinal hemorrhage where he was basically bleeding to death. Worse than poor Earl.  I was not ready for it but knew I did not want my buttercup to suffer so I held my baby in my arms sang his favorite song to him and told my mom to go along and let him be with his brothers up in heaven. I still am grieving about it as this is so sudden especially after losing Earl 3 weeks ago. But we have Oliver, our new little Posh Maltese puppy to help cope with our sadness. His name is a tribute to Earl standing for "All Live Earl" or "I love Earl". We got him shortly after Earl died but only because we could not handle seeing Rudy at the time being so sad without his brother and we were miserable. Oliver barely knew Rudy but had a playmate for a while. Now he has my sisters dogs to play with for now until she moves out. We will get another Scottish Terrier but not right away as Oliver needs to be potty trained and its stressful. He's almost got the hang of it surprisingly. I will upload pics of him eventually when I can feel happy again. I just am not doing ok right now. It will take me some time to heal as Rudy was really a good friend and my therapy buddy. He will be so deeply missed. Rudy I love you forever and thanks for being there for me when I had a bad day, panic attack or just needed something to cuddle and keep my feet warm. Thanks for the wonderful 10 and half years you have given to me. May you find happiness with your brothers in heaven. xoxo


  • Listening to: nothing
  • Reading: nothing... i never have time to read anymore
  • Watching: nothing
  • Playing: World War Z
  • Eating: nothing... i cant get myself to eat anything
  • Drinking: Dr. Pepper Dark Berry

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:woohoo: :party: :iconcakelickplz: !!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!! :iconcakelickplz: :party: :woohoo:

It's July 11th which means it's that time of the year again and your special day is here! We hope you have an awesome day with lots of birthday fun, gifts, happiness and most definitely, lots of cake! Here's to another year!

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