3rd suicide note.Within death's cold, sweet embrace lies the truth I aim to find.
To rid oneself of guilt and pain, eternal peace at mind.
To leave of all these pains, i plan to leave the world behind.
And sleep within death's sweet embrace, of how she is so kind.
Brand me a coward, i don't care. I won't be here to know
of how my memory'll be insulted. I think I'd rather go.
In this ever changing world, I'll never make a mark.
So I'll just leave it all behind to lavish in the dark.
My life ain't so special, I'm just another guy.
All my efforts fade to dust no matter how hard i try.
All life on earth is fleeting, I'm no special case.
My spot here is common, so easily replaced.
With that said I think I'm done rambling about my life.
Lamenting at how hard i fail and how I'll never find a wife.
Of how I'll die alone in this world, oh misery take me now.
And maybe in the afterlife, I'll find happiness somehow.
Not all stories end happyThe damsel has found her prince,
as this dragon lay slain
That's how the story ends,
what more should i explain?
This story is hers, so i have no right
to change what the author wishes to write.
It is written in stone, it is laid down in ink
how my story ends, as fast as a blink.
I wake up from dreaming, but the pain's still there
The poisonous sorrow, it thickens the air.
I look at the big picture, and i see my place
far from her story, thus i hide my face.
Well my story's done, her's has just started.
I just wish to forget the part where we parted.
As this dragon roams, once again left alone
who's broken heart once again turns to stone.
A shy confessionThe stars at night, you remind me so
'cause when I'm lost i will always know
wherever darkness i may go
when i look at your light, i don't feel so alone.
The will to live, a reason to stay
with you in my mind, all my doubts go away.
All that you'v done, i can never repay
I just hope i do justice with these words i say.
I would sing you a song, but my voice is too flawed.
I would paint you a picture, but i can't even draw.
I would do all i can to prove to you my will
To win your heart, despite my lack of skill.
Well now all's been said, what's left is to wait
The answer you hold decides my fate.
The cards have been dealt, the die has been cast
Only time can tell when I'm with you at last.
Lament of insignificanceOh sweet failure, we meet once more
Oh battered again, you leave me quite sore.
Isn't it enough to take away from me
the future i dreamed, now i never will see.
Your words like a knife, cutting inches too deep
as blood gushes out, my sorrows you reap.
To add insult to injury, you remind me so well
all my failures before, and why i should be in hell.
These wounds i wear will never heal
the hopes i hold, you always steal.
You remind me of how it's all my fault
in these gaping scars, you keep rubbing salt.
In these ashes of shame shall i never rise
only kept company by these cuts and cries.
I'm too insignificant for others to see
Are you giving a damn? well just leave me be.
I see the lies you're keen to hide
but you have no fucking idea what it feels inside.
But maybe you do, but i don't give a damn
It won't solve the problem, I'm still what i am.
A bloody failure, a living mess
All my weaknesses i do confess.
My game ends here, the die is cast
my pain ends now, my curtain call at last.
A note to the unkind worldSpare me your sympathy, a counterfeit smile.
Spare me your words, do you think i'm still a child.
You think this is funny, i think so too.
Life's a joke, nothing you hear is true.
I whine, i weep, i scream, i stare,
Yet people pass by without a care.
A hate for humanity festered within,
From this seed my darkness will begin.
Please don't listen, you'll just waste your time.
Oh trust me, i already wasted mine.
If you truly don't care, then leave me alone.
If this is a joke, please go on your own.
Life's unfair, but who gives a damn?
Just look at me and see what i am.
A monster, a freak, a boy left insane.
Shunned by the majority, an outcast in pain.
This world is sick, apathy's the disease
spare me a lecture on god oh please.
Nobody listens, why bother and try?
All your efforts will just go awry.
I'm ok, so don't even ask.
We all know your sympathy's just a mask.
Leave me alone to rot in my hate,
A hate in all of us, this world will create.
Suicide noteThe world is just too much to bear
And it hurts the most because no one cares.
I guess this is how it will all end
And the scars I cut will never mend.
When I'm gone, they'll all cheer
Because that will be the last they'll hear
Of the boy whose heart is drenched in sorrow
Who had no past and no tomorrow.
Filled with darkness is my heart
Ripped to shreds and torn apart
It left a gap in me that bled
And soon in no time I was dead.
This should be so long, this should be farewell
But I'm rejected in heaven, and rejected in hell.
I guess for eternity I'll be cold
And be a ghost whose soul was sold.
Of betrayal and griefDrops of blood trickle from this wound fresh cut
In the center of the class to keep everyone shut.
These days, no one listens til' you get yourself hurt.
That's how it goes in this little fucked up world.
Eyes dart the room and silence fills the air
People's faces locked in a cold, blank stare.
Well i guess it's the shock, 'cause i know no one cares
All you'll ever get are whispers and glares.
I leave the crowd and back to normal it seems.
A sliver of sympathy? Only in my dreams.
This world is cruel, uncaring, unfair.
Trust no body, unless you're willing to dare.
Peel back the lies and then will you see,
Every one's just another face, that's what it seems to me.
A minute, you're friends. A second, they're gone.
And it appears you've been played as a fool all along.
Betrayal turns to sorrow, and sorrow turns to hate,
Forgiveness was an option, but now it's too late.
It's a dog eat dog world, there is no one to blame.
That's how it goes in this twisted little game.
Maybe i do have trust
Suicide note ver. 2Life's a bitch, but no one will hear
Cuz when this is all over, i'm outta here.
I'll leave the world, it couldn't care less.
After all, i'm just another mess.
A disappointment, a walking shame.
I did all i can, i'm all to blame.
But would it still matter if i slit my wrist now?
Then maybe i'll find my solace somehow.
Just one slit, it'll be over fast.
To break away from life, that's all i ask.
To jump in the river, to drown in the flood.
To sink knee deep in a puddle of blood.
I can hate all i can, but i'd just waste my time.
I'll keep all this pain, it's a problem that's mine.
Lock from the world, and leave it to rest.
Life's a challenge, and i've failed my test.
Forgive me now, but i won't change my mind.
For me, this world is just too unkind.
I see all their smiles, i envy them so,
But i don't give a damn, it's my time to go.
I'll leave it all behind, my failure, my life
And take with me a heart full of strife.
Leave this world in the silence of sleep
and embrace my death, this chas