51 Recent Deviations
Cry To The StarsI have struggled through it allEach time I rose just to fallAll the lies, the criesAll the tries, that diedAlways left to wonder whyI'm the one who cannot flyI've been through it allAnd yes, I am mad as HellFor what I've done to myselfAll the pain, the hateAll the rage, too lateAll the bruises, cuts and scarsCome take my cry to the starsYes, I'm mad as HellI don't think you'll ever knowI won't tell and I won't showAll the tears, the fearsAll the sneers, too clearAll the things that I have facedAll the dreams fruitlessly chasedI don't think you know
The Other MeI've seen you in the mirrorYet I don't know who you areBut every time you're clearerIt feels like I share your marI still see your reflectionAs if you're right here with meFace draped in introspectionPray tell, is it me you see? The scars on my thighs, was that you? What else did you do? The snake in my eyes, was that you? What else did you do? The tears I have cried, was that you? What the fuck d'you do?!And all this time, your imageKeeps staring right back at meMy head is empty, pillagedWas I ever even real?I view you inside the glassDismantling me piece by pieceAre you looking to surpassTake my place, my life to seize? The passion for fear, was that you? What else did you do? The notion of drear, was that you? What else did you do? The death that draws near, was that you? What the fuck d'you do?!I must rid myself of youYou've brought me nothing but painI'll emerge as something newStronger now, without your chain "I'll remain right here For I am the seer Without me you're blind To your ill design" What the fuck d'you do?!
Time I FallMy heart wasn't brokenIt's smashed to piecesDue to words spokenMy life, it ceasesMy heart wasn't brokenBut ripped from my chestOnce it was openedReached in, took the rest Goodbye heart My dear art I'll tear you apart Never to restartMy soul was not crushedIt was simply killedDevastation rushedIts fire unfulfilledMy soul was not crushedBut massacred wholeNow it won't combustA ghost soporose Goodbye soul Lost control You I would extol But your light they stoleMy mind was not singedBut it burned ablazeNo silvery fringeOn my clouds these daysMy mind was not singedIt was just endedAnd now quite unhingedI'm so expended Goodbye mind My friend blind I know I wasn't kind While you weren't confined Goodbye then, one and all Now it is time I fall
MonsterI am not your little girlNo pretty dresses and curlsAnymoreI am not that little childWho knew of nothing but smilesEvermore The years that have passed Left marks on the past And stained this clear glass Behind the storm blastsNow within a monster dwellsDespite such attempts to quellThis delugeNow inside there lives a fiendWhose sins cannot be redeemedNo refuge The years on this path Have filled it with wrath Seeking a bloodbath Scorn all aftermath But maybe somewhere still That small girl holds the quill...