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We feign that our mental issues give us some sort of creative license. That the pain and suffering allots us a unique view. Unsure if the voices are manufactured or split from what is real. The pills will dampen the thoughts both negative and positive putting you into a gray blurry blotted area that makes you feel neither living or dead. Miss a dose and for a split second you feel the colors of the world rush in. Even if the only color is red from rage. The feeling of life is magnificent. Then you are no longer sure what is real. Which is the real you. The anger and the voices or that hindered thing that goes day to day merely existing. I do
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a friend till my end
last shes been a friend through think and thin been there for me againg and again shes kept me sane when i was about to break she keeps me with a smile every time i shudder and quaked i dont know how shes does it or even the reason or rhyme be she is always there for me ever day every night and every time she was a lost love lost back in the past but at leaste now i can say i friendship will forever i dont know how to thank her but maybe this poem will convey this hopefully shows that i am greatful for ever time she has helped whatever day Thanks shelly, you have helped a hell of alot, every time i was about to break
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should I???
could a man like me really love there is no way to really tell all i can do is sit and wait letting my eyes slowly swell maybe i cant truly love a girl maybe i was never meant to be maybe its not that at all in fact maybe a girl jsut cant truly love me my heart might be a little to big or it could be im not a good man it could be im just really odd or they dont like my life plan today i am beginning to dought if it is women that are the reason its time i almost give it all up time to let my heart die like the fall season i hate haveing them reject my love not knowing the pain it causes seeing as how it will always happen a
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Never know till you let go
i know i am not wanted and i know this to be true her heart causght in the past it hurts me through and through im gonna miss her and her love but i know today it will be ok i know she will look back and she will probly say wow what a great man i wonder what might have been i wonder if he would do if him i chose to win hed probly make me breakfast in bed whisper sweet nothings into my ear hold me tight when i felt tired tell me hed always love me dear be the first one i see every morning allways be a kind gental man keep his promises to me forever and love me as much as he can hed keep me warm on every winter night tit
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hate hurt pain confusion
my mind is racing with questions a many is she still my one and only or am i denied im getting passed up againg but no matter ther truth is it cannot be she chooses her X over a good man she has told me truth that she can confusions is what i feel tword this can i still love her in all of it can i hold the same feelings i did does she still care for me in any way the only way to tell taht im still feeling is watching the tears go down my cheecks my logic is true but my heart tells me differnt by my normal plans i couldnt be with her but my heart says do it you fool but i dont think she feels the same way and now i think she
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Feelings
It could have been grand It could have been great But as of right now you choose some one else to date Im hurt there is no dought feels like my body is in pain God damn hun i love you And its a damn shame I know this is what you want This is what you deserve But this hurts to even write I hope this next realstionship you preserve I jsut wish it was different But i know it cannot You have made up your mind But my feeling will never be forgot Im going  to love you till the reaper takes my soul Untill then i will hold little hope Till we meet on the shoal I know i cant change your mind I already asked if you where sure And
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identity chrisis
i sit on the beach and wonder who have i become and who i am a small time ago i was but a youth and child plaing yelling letting my whole imagination run wild but at this point in my life its starting to become a real strife iv become a drone of the military and i dont complain but my head its full and thinking is causing me pain i do as im told i am what i need to be but when ever i look in a mirror i dont see me i see a stranger looking back in and he almost scares me outa my skin a year ago thats not who i was a year ago i didnt get a buzz (cut) hes cold hides his heart is kinda depressed its at this pont i looked and con
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tribute to a friend
This is for  a person i have never met But hers somthing ill make a bet I know her more that she may know she knows me and has watched me grow for many years we have talked alot and all these conversations i have never forgot she has a warm sweet tender loving smile jsut to see her id run one million mile iv heard her laugh and iv heard her sigh hell i do belive at one point i heard her cry she has always been around when i need a laugh and when i has gone she remebered me when I left she has helped me through some damn rough time agiang to see her id comit some crime i can only hope that i have helped her out as much as she
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We feign that our mental issues give us some sort of creative license. That the pain and suffering allots us a unique view. Unsure if the voices are manufactured or split from what is real. The pills will dampen the thoughts both negative and positive putting you into a gray blurry blotted area that makes you feel neither living or dead. Miss a dose and for a split second you feel the colors of the world rush in. Even if the only color is red from rage. The feeling of life is magnificent. Then you are no longer sure what is real. Which is the real you. The anger and the voices or that hindered thing that goes day to day merely existing. I do
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Answers are given up
Answers lie beneath, The cold winters breath. Tears streak with warmth, Cheeks red and chilled. Chest heaves and shudders, Racking violent sobs. Racing heart confused, Hurt with the abuse. Honor my decision, Giving up is what I decided. Going over in my head, Peril thoughts again. Prepare for the answer, Surprises at store. Sensual touches of mine, All belong to me.
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New work will be comming
Sorry for lack of everyhting here guys, been busy, right now im in kuwiat and everything is hectic as hell. We dont know what we are doing or when were going to leave but as soon as i get back i will post a few neat things. A few snap shots from around the world pretty much. But take care everyone and I hope to talk to you soon Mosher
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haha thank you
ok fuck it im staying. jsut cause i really like some one on here and she said she liked my page.
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Yuffie1972|Professional Traditional Artist
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MsVictoria's avatar
Thanks for the fav on my Spike and Faye cosplay!
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BlackMageDarkness's avatar
it was really good, i can tell time and care was taken in creating those costumes. Very good job on them, i hope to see more of your work as well.
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MsVictoria's avatar
Hopefully Ill be posting more soon. Thanks again. :)
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Not an issue, And i cant wait. :)
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