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Never know till you let go

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By BlackMageDarkness   |   Watch
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Published: March 13, 2007
i know i am not wanted
and i know this to be true
her heart causght in the past
it hurts me through and through

im gonna miss her and her love
but i know today it will be ok
i know she will look back
and she will probly say

wow what a great man
i wonder what might have been
i wonder if he would do
if him i chose to win

hed probly make me breakfast in bed
whisper sweet nothings into my ear
hold me tight when i felt tired
tell me hed always love me dear

be the first one i see every morning
allways be a kind gental man
keep his promises to me forever
and love me as much as he can

hed keep me warm on every winter night
titlting my head to give me a kiss
hed never miss a chance to say
hed love me every day then  his eyes would mist

he would always protect me
be there through thin and thick
he would always be there for me
even pieceing our house brick by brick

he would always be there for me to keep me happy
hed write poetry every valintine day
hed make sure there was a smile on my face
him to always make sure it would never fade away

but this might not happen ever at all
but its ok i knwo this true
but one day i might get that call
and then ill still be blue

but as of now i still know ill go on
continue to grow and love  as well
but as of now she has all my love
but she will pass it up to another thats jsut swell
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© 2007 - 2019 BlackMageDarkness
This is for one in particualr. But also for anygirl thats ever been foolish enough to pass me up. heh ehh damn i dident know poetry helped me feel better
but ya there are many good men left on the planet, many like me, just some times women dont see it till its to late
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Posession This demon's taken control of me Depression I curse myself and my incapability Regression I wish, I hope, to go back to the day Dispassion When I didn't care about it, either way Displacement Why are my thoughts so out of place? Abasement Mayhap it's someone else with my face Chastisement Punish me, now, for I spit and I curse Excitement It feels so bad, and I want it to be worse Searching I look for a way out of all this Lurking Shadows hide me, my courage I miss Waiting I see it there, my eyes it will haunt Hating I look for the moment when I can taunt Distraction It looks away for a moment or three Inact
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I know if I touch him It's gonna hurt I know if I hold him It will only make it worse If I pull him close, wrapped in my arms I know that it will only bring me harm He'll slice me through with his wounded eyes Bleed me to death with his silent cries Slit my throat with his pleading gaze Scar me with his mournful ways I can't get close, can't let him in He'll cut me and I'll bleed within It's happening all over again I try, won't cry As the knives go in If I pull him close, it will bring me pain But to push away simply brings the same The hurt in his eyes when I turn away Is a price that I'm unwilling to pay
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LyraAlluseProfessional General Artist
I like it. ^_^
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thank you very much, im glad someone likes it
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LyraAlluseProfessional General Artist
NP ^_^
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