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The Good Comrade
By Epicurean
"Ich hatt' einen Kameraden,
Einen besser'n find'st du nicht"
"I had a comrade,
A better one you won't find"
- traditional German military funeral song, "Der gute Kamerad"
"Thank you, folks. It was a great seminar, and I'm very much looking forward to your term papers. Papers with bottles of fine rum included will be treated preferentially." In the traditional gesture of University students, the six men and three women knocked on their desks a few times before they left. One, Detlef Böhmer, wanted to throw around an idea for his term paper. It was a beautiful summer day, Mr Böhmer was quite bright, and so I asked him to come with me. We were walking through the old town. The magnificent buildings of Bamberg always seemed to get my intellectual juices flowing, and I told Böhmer I was sure he could make his idea about Wittgenstein and Sellars into an excellent paper. At the Markusplatz, I had to turn left towards the Regnitz, while Böhmer
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The Fates did not favor my father when we were born; my sister and I. Never did a son quicken in my mother’s womb until her death. The babe had not survived either and so my father was left with no heir to inherit his throne. Just two daughters whom he could only pray would bear sons.
I had been keeping myself at a distance from Father since Anteia’s wedding. The palace was far too quiet with her gone. No rattling of jewelry as she walked nor her melodic voice drifting through the halls as she sang. Dinners were held in utter silence without her there to whisper gossip in my ear. Even my own room felt empty and hollow.
Yet again I found myself wandering towards the stables. By now the horsemaster and stable hands were used to it, expecting the moment the painted walls of Lykia’s palace became too suffocating to bear and I sought a way out. The hounds lazing about raised their heads and perked their ears at my approach. For the first time
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You may have heard about that demoness who comes after the maidens of your village, town, or wherever she may roam, she who ravishes them and leaves before dawn. Selene is what she's called by. As demonic as she is, you'd never suspect that she walks among you even now, you wouldn't be able to tell her apart from any other person in the world, unless she displayed her true form and you knew what to look for. Fiery red hair and vivacious blue eyes, you'll be captivated by her pleasant appearance, her good-natured demeanor but it's all a ruse! A hope that you'll invite her home or introduce you to her friends. Oh, after you say outright you're interested in her, she'll tell you she's not interested, already with someone, or waiting for her love to return. You may be very upset, feel like she should've known, wondered how she could be so dense--but by then, she might have gotten what she wanted.
You may have introduced her to a woman--a sister or friend--a
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Wolfir of the Vastwood​
Yes, the name is the same as those seen on the plane of Innistrad in Magic the Gathering but they're a bit different in origin and function. My version of Wolfir are natives of the world of Dark Moor, a fictional setting of my own creation.
Also called Wytch Wolves, Wolfir are the offspring of Wytches and werewolf alphas. Wytches themselves are the precursor species to various types of witches. Wytches are natives of the Wicked Weirding, an ancient and primordial realm governed just as much by imagination as physical laws. The Wytches of Dark Moor are refugees from the Weirding, a group of fifteen sisters who arrived on Dark Moor centuries ago for unknown reasons. Wytches rarely interact with the more prevalent human institutions such as churches and governments, preferring the solitude of forests and mountains and especially the Vastwood. Over the centuries, some humans or groups of humans have sought them out, learning bastardized versions of their magic
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The Good Comrade
By Epicurean

"Ich hatt' einen Kameraden,

Einen besser'n find'st du nicht"

"I had a comrade,

A better one you won't find"

- traditional German military funeral song, "Der gute Kamerad"

"Thank you, folks. It was a great seminar, and I'm very much looking forward to your term papers. Papers with bottles of fine rum included will be treated preferentially." In the traditional gesture of University students, the six men and three women knocked on their desks a few times before they left. One, Detlef Böhmer, wanted to throw around an idea for his term paper. It was a beautiful summer day, Mr Böhmer was quite bright, and so I asked him to come with me. We were walking through the old town. The magnificent buildings of Bamberg always seemed to get my intellectual juices flowing, and I told Böhmer I was sure he could make his idea about Wittgenstein and Sellars into an excellent paper. At the Markusplatz, I had to turn left towards the Regnitz, while Böhmer was to go right. I watched him take a few steps, and stop, and turn around. "Doctor Schreiber..." He hesitated. "Yes?" A small convoy from the Bundeswehr passed us, two five-ton trucks led by an Iltis jeep-type vehicle. Böhmer had to wait to ask his question for all the noise the old Diesel engines were making. "You're a reservist, right?" I nodded - I had mentioned the fact in passing during one of the seminar sessions. "I am." "So am I." he replied. "Have you gotten new papers?" I nodded slowly. Discussing the alert papers one got from time to time could get one into lots of trouble, but this time, they had come out of turn. I hadn't told Hannah yet, it was no use frightening her over nothing... "I have, too. I think...I think it might be serious. Did you hear Gorbachev yesterday? The language he's using? And Kohl...he used the word Vaterland nine times in the Bundestag when he spoke last week, the Süddeutsche Zeitung reported that."

I nodded in response. He wasn't the only one worried. "It seems Gorbachev is under a lot of pressure. NATO might just have overdone it with the additional field exercises. And really...if I were the Soviets, I would be worried too. They must know that the balance of power is shifting the West's way militarily. It's always hard to tell, but from what I get from the GDR, the "old guard" communists are upset by that. General Keßler has been on East TV a lot, and Mielke, and I haven't seen Krenz in a while..." Here, near the Inner German Border, we could easily get East German television, which was obviously under tight censorship, but over the years, one learned to read the signs, just as I thought the East Germans had. Keßler was the Minister for Defense and Mielke the leader of the secret service apparat, the "Staatssicherheit" or Stasi. Both were extreme hardliners, and they were shown in some form almost every night, often very close to Honnecker himself. That meant that they were gaining influence or that Honnecker wanted them to grow more powerful. Krenz was a bit more reform-oriented at least in reputation, but things had gotten quiet around him. Böhmer hesitated again before he spoke. "Herr Doktor...if your action word comes up on the radio, will you go?" I would hear that question again and again in the next weeks, but Böhmer, 20 years old and fresh from his conscripted service, was the first to ask. I looked up to the sky, where an airliner peacefully made its way west, towards Frankfurt. "It's hard to imagine...but if it comes under the kind of circumstances we see now, where it's not some sort of posturing, but real, actual defense against an armed invader...yes, I think I will." He nodded thoughtfully. "I've never been a pacifist. Defending yourself is morally correct, even a duty at times. Still...if I had any doubt that this whole crisis wasn't mostly the Soviet's fault..." His voice trailed off and he looked at me the way he must have looked at the Feldwebel, his Sergeant in the Bundeswehr. He probably thought I was an officer of the reserve, but I really wasn't. I hadn't been much good in the army, and just did my best to get quietly through my time with the Parachute Bataillon 262. "You can only use your best judgment, I guess." For a university teacher in Philosophy with a "Doktor" degree, it wasn't a particularly bright answer. But it was all I had for my student that day, before I went left and he went right.


I enjoyed the next few days; the semester had ended, so I was free to do pretty much whatever I wanted. I mostly read a couple of crime novels while drinking copious amounts of sweet coffee on the small balcony of our apartment. In the evenings, when Hannah would come home, we went out a lot - per bicycle to our favorite Biergarten, on foot to our Italian restaurant of choice in the old town, or driving Hannahs old Opel to the countryside. The weather remained great. However, sunlight did not seem to reach Bonn, Washington, Berlin-Pankow or Moscow, because the political rhetoric on both sides remained very inflammatory. Russian and East German Politburo members kept denouncing NATO's additional summer exercises, calling them an "aggressive act" and, in prime 50's language, "an Imperialist plot to strengthen the forces of counterrevolution in our socialist fraternal countries in Central Europe." That was interesting enough, because it was the first time they acknowledged the existence of the Polish, Hungarian and East German popular reform movements in so overt a way.

The day I became really worried was about a week after the short discussion with Böhmer. We were watching the Tagesschau, the fifteen-minute news show on state-financed (West German) TV, and Hannah was biting my ear as a photograph of GDR Defense Minister Army General Heinz Keßler came on. "...additionally, the Minister once more commented on the NATO exercises 'Kindred Spirit' and 'PlanEx XVI', stressing that the forces of the Warsaw Pact were prepared to 'nip any Imperialist aggression in the bud'. Asked whether that might include preemptive action, he replied that 'any action to protect of the Socialist accomplishments of the workers and peasants' would be taken as necessary." The anchor was about to start the next report when an assistant appeared and put a sheet of paper on her desk. "A report just came in about an apparent crackdown on the political opposition in the GDR." I put a hand on Hannah's shoulder. "Wait, I want to hear this." The picture changed to a very grainy black and white film of a cobble-stone street with a medieval tower in the background. Green-clad Stasi troops (I recognized their uniforms) and workers' militia, called "Betriebskampfgruppen", were forcing their way into one of the old houses in the street. Pistols and AK-47 rifles (called "machine pistols" by the Warsaw Pact) were in evidence, and two young people with long hair were having the crap beaten out of them by the Stasi. The TV anchor's voice explained: "This secretly filmed amateur material shows the Junge Gemeinde in Jena, a center of dissident youth in the southern GDR, led by Protestant preacher Lothar König, who was identified as the bearded man now being dragged out by armed members of the Ministry for State Security. According to our sources, this incident occurred yesterday. König and several other members of the Junge Gemeinde as well as visitors to the Junge Gemeinde are said to have been arrested and taken away, presumably to prison facilities run by the MSS. Observers called the involvement of Betriebskampfgruppen militia a deviation from usual peace-time security protocol in the GDR. The GDR government denied comment earlier today, while West German Foreign Minister Genscher called on the GDR to respect the Final Act of the Conference on Security and Co-Operation in Europe, which includes protection of religious belief and free speech. A draft speech by Chancellor Helmut Kohl for a press conference tonight is even harsher, calling the action 'extremely imprudent and contrary to the law and Human Rights', also announcing a German-Belgian military exercise to start in two weeks decided upon 'in light of recent developments'."

I leaned back; the news show went on to other matters. Hannah noticed my silence, and that I didn't make any move to re-start her seduction attempts. "Can the Bund draft you back into service if there's a crisis?" She had never shown much interest in my less-than-glorious conscription, because I had finished it years before I met her and as a physicist, her interests were quite far away from the military. "I'm way, way down on their list, dear. Getting too old, and I was never that much good anyway." It wasn't exactly a lie, but still far from the truth. I wasn't in the highest reserve category, but in the second, which would probably still be activated before war was actually inevitable. "Hey, you didn't get tangled up in the parachute..." I forced a grin. If she was prepared to take things lightly, I would love to play along. "Yeah, but only because I was afraid of what the Spieß, sort of the boss asskicker in a Company, would do to me after I hit the ground."

We ended up having sex after all. When I lay on the bed, panting, my arm around Hannah, my mind wandered back to Hauptfeldwebel Zittau, my Spieß or First Sergeant for most of my active service. He had just hated me in the beginning, but once I had found my stride as a Paratrooper, he hadn't singled me out any more. I almost felt nostalgia for my time in the Bundeswehr, for the first time really. Some things had been alright. The rush of the mad jump from an airplane...the exhilaration after a successful landing...relaxing with the others from my Platoon after the exercises, when the NCO's would give us some leeway... I looked down my body and grinned quietly. Being fit beyond belief hadn't been too bad either. That was far away now...


Over the next three weeks, chance, human weakness and folly seemed to conspire, I thought. The GDR government continued its ever more brutal assault on everything resembling an opposition. Even the Christian denominations, formerly a covert haven of free expression, lost what little safety they had enjoyed from state repression.

On July 28th, Hannah was working late, so I had settled down with a beer for the Tagesschau, which was becoming more and more the harbinger of bad news. The first image was of a completely destroyed car on a North German country road, I recognized the flat landscape and characteristic vegetation. The charred, twisted remains of the car, I learned from the voice-over, had contained the equally mangled remains of Erich and Margot Honecker, the GDR's political leader, and his wife, the Minister for Education. The weapon that had killed them was a Carl Gustaf recoilless rifle, in essence a sophisticated grandchild of the Panzerfaust of World War II. I had fired such a weapon myself in the Bundeswehr. A sixty ton main battle tank would survive a hit nine out of ten times, but a civilian car might as well be a cardboard box for all the protection it offered...

A Neo-Nazi group claimed responsibility. Part of their (rather professionally filmed, I noticed) video was shown. The anti-Communist rhetoric was almost muted, the focus was on the national identity of the Germans purportedly "suppressed by all Imperialist forces". My beer was growing warm as I kept watching the coverage. The GDR government was livid with rage, and called the terrorists "agents of the Bonn regime". Both the assumption of the West's guilt and the 1950's expression ("Bonn regime") deeply worried me. There was no attempt at keeping calm, no call on the NATO countries to explain, not even the slightest opening for a reconciliatory gesture... This is belligerent language, I thought. The latin expression "bellum gerere" meant one thing, and it was as unequivocal as the Honeckers' destroyed Lada: to wage war.

Later that evening, an urgent report came in, talking about shots exchanged at the Berlin Wall between West Berlin Police and GDR border guards during a protest on the Western side of the Brandenburg gate. I used the last hour before Hannah's return to look at my military papers, checking whether they were all in Ordnung. They were, but that did nothing to calm me down.


On July 30th, Supreme Headquarters Allied Powers Europe (SHAPE) in Brussels, Belgium, announced that it had activated the plan just rehearsed a few weeks earlier in the additional REFORGER exercise: almost 90.000 U.S. soldiers were beginning to be flown across the Atlantic to link up with their pre-positioned equipment in West German depots.

Again watching the evening news and some GDR TV, I noticed the conspicuous absence of Mikhail Gorbatchev from both. There hadn't been any news about him for a few days, and sure enough: On July 31st, the NATO governments started to call on the Soviet Union to guarantee his personal safety. The response was ominous silence. Within days, it became clear that there had been a silent coup, and that Gorbachev was most likely dead. It took another few days before "speculations" and "rumors" became fully fledged public truth, and the extreme caution employed by even the most boisterous political commentators (like the notoriously right-wing Gerhard Löwenthal) made me very, very uneasy. Nobody, it seemed, wanted to be that one voice to tip the balance. The rhetoric by politicians became more muted as well. The U.S. President, who had earlier in his career scared the world with anti-Soviet invective, spoke calmly, reasonably, and most of all, slowly whenever he commented on the current situation. Things hung in the balance, it seemed; Hannah agreed, but she still did not know what an end to that balance might mean for me personally.


I still spent his days lounging around, half-heartedly reading this philosophical journal or that, watching too much TV. On August 5th, GDR TV ceased all reports on the strength of the Nationale Volksarmee and the other Warsaw Pact armies. Two days later, West German ARD TV reported "an unprecedented build-up of military power" in two general areas of the GDR - the flatlands on the border of the West German state of Niedersachsen and the hilly space between the Harz and Thüringer Wald mountains, the Fulda Gap. Someone from CIA leaked to the German press that the latest batch of Soviet and GDR conscripts had not been inducted, while the one that was supposed to end its usual three-year term had not been dismissed from active duty.

On August 7th, Chancellor Kohl appeared in an international press conference. The imposing figure looked tired to me, his complexion doughy, his eyes reddened. Kohl was a very bulky man, tall, strong and quite fat, and he clearly was doing everything to put his full political and physical weight behind the message he was about to announce. There was little trace of his regional accent from his Palatian home region, which never seemed to leave his speech at other times. "I address myself today to the recently appointed leaders of the Warsaw Pact alliance in Moscow and their allies in the capitals of Eastern Europe." An historian by trade, I thought. On important matters, he always assumed that old-world, elegant yet wordy style German historians use... It was also the first overt acknowledgment that there was a new leadership in the East. "The NATO countries' governments have noted with disappointment your failure to react substantively to the approaches made to you over the last few weeks, via your embassies, your Foreign Ministries and the United Nations Security Council. We have only our Intelligence information and the aforementioned lack of communication on which to base our view of the situation. We see the largest concentration of military forces perhaps ever in the history of the world. We see East German workers taken from their jobs to be called back into the Armed Forces. We urge you in the spirit of cooperation that has served us so well over the last few years: Do not continue this course of action. Enter with us into negotiations about a reduction of both sides' military state of readiness. Unfortunately, it is the opinion of my government and the opinion of the NATO Council, backed by our allies across the world, that the situation does no longer warrant the restraint heretofore exhibited by my country and our Western, Northern and Southern neighbors in the NATO alliance. Therefore, it is my duty to put you, the leaders of the Warsaw Pact, on public notice: if you fail to contact a NATO government or NATO international body of your choice with the demonstrable intent to start negotiations by August 8th, 1 a.m. International Standard Time, I will ask of the parliament of my country the immediate implementation of a State of National Defense as mandated by the Grundgesetz of the Federal Republic of Germany." Turning to the assembled journalists, Kohl added a quick "Thank you, Ladies and Gentlemen" and retreated to the bowels of the Bundeskanzleramt without answering questions.

Hannah had already heard the news when she came home from work. " bad is this?" she asked after the briefest of welcome. I looked at her for a long time, my heart still pounding from Kohl's address two hours earlier. "Extremely so. I'm really, really afraid it's going to happen this time." Ever-pragmatic Hannah was visibly flustered. "We should get out before everything's going downriver here." I shook my head. "There will be no safe place anywhere on this side of the Atlantic." There was also the little fact that I would be committing a criminal offense if I left the country or even Bamberg when the Verteidigungszustand, the state of defense, was declared. But I had still not told Hannah that. "We should go to my parents. They won't attack villages in the Schwarzwald, will they?" "I doubt it. We really might be safer there as long as the whole thing doesn't go nuclear." And even then, I thought, chances in the country were a little better than in Bamberg, barely an hour's drive from the border and a major U.S. military garrison. "Look..." I added. "Let's wait. They're bound to start talking now. The Soviets don't want to die either. Let's...let's leave the city tomorrow, spend a day in the countryside. We can take the car, take some clothes if things go to shit quickly. We can leave the radio on." As would be my duty under the Wehrpflichtgesetz, the Law on Mandatory Defence Service, if the Verteidigungszustand was declared. "We can relax for a few hours and then decide what to do." To my relief, Hannah nodded. "Okay. Let's do that."

I got the mail before we left the next morning. There was a warning about a possible mobilization, and a reference to my codeword chart.


The strength of the German summer can be unparalleled in August. Hannah and I found a place under a large oak tree on a meadow, deep in the Moorwald forest east of the city. The sky was cloudless. I could see American fighter planes circle overhead every now and then, in neat groups of two or four. They were mostly F-16s, but once the bulkier frames of F-15s passed. I still could tell the different types apart from the recognition charts I had studied in the Bundeswehr.

I had brought three books, two of them novels instead of my usual feed of scholarly works, but none of them were really able to capture my attention, not even Heinrich Mann's "Der Untertan", the insightful and hilarious satire on Wilhelm II and German "manhood" in general. I pretended to be reading nevertheless. Hannah was buried deep in one of her crime novels and there was no purpose in worrying her now, not when we were here to relax. I looked over to her. She was lying back on the blanket we had brought, a cheap, slightly rough tan one. Her green dress contrasted with the colorless blanket, as did her skin with its deep, rich brown. She had one foot set on the ground and the seam of her dress was resting high on her thigh. Supporting myself on one arm, I put down my book and reached over, sliding my hand up the underside of her leg, past the knee. She often preferred a direct approach to a slow build-up to seduction. She also set her book aside, looking at me over her sunglasses. "Aren't you afraid our friends up there are watching?" she asked, but her voice already husky. We hadn't had sex for over a week, and that was too long for either of us. "Those are fighter planes. They don't have cameras." She smiled. "Well then...don't make me wait too long today." "I won't."

It was intense that day. I don't know what made it so. Maybe it was the unusual setting. Maybe the radio we had on just played the right kind of song, or our hormonal systems were in perfect sync or something like that. I was still panting slightly half an hour later, as the 2 p.m. news came on. "...Bundestag and Bundesrat have, in a joint session and in accordance with the Grundgesetz, passed a motion by Bundeskanzler Helmut Kohl declaring that as of 15:00 today, the Federal Republic of Germany is in a state of national defence, citing an 'immediate threat and high probability' of an attack on the territory of the FRG by the Warsaw Pact. The armed forces of the Federal Republic are now under the command of the Chancellor. All citizens are requested to keep their radio or TV on at all times. As of 21:00 this evening, all civilian air travel will be suspended. The use of Autobahns will be restricted to German and allied military forces. Further traffic restrictions may be imposed as necessary." A few related items followed. I turned up the volume. "Damn...this is really happening, isn't it?" Hannah asked. "'fraid so." I beckoned her to be quiet. "Sorry, but I need to hear this."

"Some messages from the Federal Ministry of Defence for all Defence Areas: Grüner Vogel. Blauer Hirsch. Schwarzes Edelweiss. Gelbe Magnolie. Lila Pferd." "What are these?" Hannah asked. "Code phrases. Sorry, but I really need to hear this, so please shut up for a moment," I replied tersely. "But why..." "Hannah, please!" I didn't know a lot about these messages, some would be red herrings to distract outsiders, but it sounded to me like about the whole list of activation orders was being given. The voice on the radio carried on. "Steile Berge. Eiserne Eiche. Roter Adler..."

It hit me like a punch to the stomach. Roter Adler, red eagle. That was my word. My word. I fell on my back, staring up at the sky. There was another flight of Eagles up there. The F-15. The Eagle. Hannah was kneeling now and grabbed me by the shoulders, her face scared and furious, her eyes wide with the shock of understanding. "Don't tell me you're being called up!" she screamed directly at me. "Damn you! You told me this was impossible! Just two weeks ago, you said this could not happen!" I swallowed, but couldn't reply, couldn't look into her brown eyes. She slapped me across the face, hard. "Don't tell me you're going there!"

She screamed some more, and I screamed too to calm her down, and we cried, and drove back to the city in complete silence. I had to pack.


The main streets of Bamberg were packed with vehicles of all sorts. Owners of trucks were heading to collection points to hand them in to the government. The city population was fleeing in thousands, to the West and South mostly, while military vehicles were heading North and East. The insignia of the United States Army were everywhere, with vehicles from the Bundeswehr added here and there. For the first time, I saw actual tracked vehicles, a U.S. Company of Anti-Air Artillery, use the streets. The police were out in force, but they could do little to alleviate the congestion. Loudspeakers were giving warnings about not leaving home, but nobody seemed in a mood to listen anymore.

We finally made it home. As we headed for our door, I could see a drunk leaning against it. He stumbled towards me. I recognized Böhmer, my student. "They called you up too, didn't they?" he yelled, his whole body wavering from one side to the other. "They did." I said quietly. "I'm not going, you know!" he said loudly. He stood just inches from me, and his breath stank of cheap liquor. "I'm not going, Herr Feldwebel! Not going anywhere, and certainly not to fight the goddamn Russkies because Helmut had to piss with the big guys!" Anger surged within me quite suddenly. I grabbed him by the arm and shoved him in the direction of a tram stop down the road. "I don't care what the hell you do, but get out of my sight, I have other shit to worry about." My words reverberated within me. I hadn't spoken like Doktor Schreiber, scholar of the Analytic and the Philosophy of Mind. I had sounded just like a Herr Feldwebel. Like a Prussian NCO of old.

As I started to pack my things, Hannah was quiet. But just as I zipped the last bag and straightened up, she came into the bedroom. There were no tears in her eyes, but she was pale and her hand shook as he touched my face. "I'm sorry I hit you." she said dramatically, as if it was the only important thing in the world. I couldn't help feel I had never deserved anything as much as her slap in the face earlier. "I'm sorry I lied to you. We're even." We both started crying simultaneously. "Listen, call or write or whatever when you can. I'm going to my parents. I can still make it before the roads close." I was a bit shocked to hear her say that. "Of course I will call." "Where will you be?" "I don't know. If I'm going back to my old outfit, I'll be somewhere West and North of here. They call that the Fulda Gap. The fighting there will be bad, but I'll be on the fringes of it. So don't worry if there's bad news from there. It doesn't necessarily concern me." I explained hastily. If she wanted to make it to Freiburg before 21:00, she really had to get going soon. She understood, and we kissed, and she left.

As I myself got ready to go to the train station, a particular image from my time in the Bundeswehr came to my mind. A guy from a different platoon in my company had gotten tangled up in his parachute's risers and fallen to his death. I remembered the funeral, as we had all stood, lined up in order. A military band had played the song, and we had not sung the words, but we had all thought them, all felt how close Death was.

"Ich hatt' einen Kameraden, einen bess'ren find'st du nicht

Die Trommel schlug zum Streite, er ging an meiner Seite

In gleichem Schritt und Tritt, im gleichen Schritt und Tritt.

Eine Kugel kam geflogen, gilt es mir oder gilt es dir?

Ihn hat es weggerissen, er liegt zu meinen Füßen

Als wär's ein Stück von mir, als wär's ein Stück von mir.

Will mir die Hand noch reichen, derweil ich eben lad'

Kann dir die Hand nicht geben, bleib' du im ew'gen Leben

Mein guter Kamerad, mein guter Kamerad."

"I once had a comrade, a better one you won't find

The drum called to the struggle, he walked right at my side

In the same stride and step.

A bullet came flying, is it mine or is it yours?

It was him it ripped away, he's lying at my feet

Just like a piece of me.

He tries to grab my hand, just as I stand to load

I cannot shake your hand, you remain in Eternal Life

My good comrade."


Unable to join his assigned unit, Dr Joachim Schreiber was redirected to a Jäger or Light Infantry unit, the Jägerbataillon 761, and promoted to Feldwebel. These Territorials were soon engaged in an attempt by NATO to stop the 3rd East German Army sweeping to the West along the Inner German Border. Fighting alongside US VII Corps, they had to abandon Bamberg after about forty-eight hours of fighting under pressure from a Czechoslovakian attack to their right. A new defense line Würzburg-Frankfurt was established. Seventy-two hours after hostilities started, it became clear that the Warsaw Pact offensive was stalling in two key places: in the outskirts of Frankfurt (the right bank of Main river), and twenty kilometers outside Hannover. The Soviet Supreme Command decided that the use of tactical nuclear weapons was essential to victory. A number of weapons in that first salvo of about thirty warheads was aimed at US VII Corps and its German attached units. JgBtl 761 was annihilated. Feldwebel Dr Schreiber's body was never found. A NATO retaliation warhead hit Bamberg, where deserter Böhmer was killed in his hiding place.

At 0234 that same night, the US President ordered the Strategic Air Command to execute MAO (or Major Attack Option) "Skyfall", having gained incontrovertible intelligence regarding an imminent strategic nuclear strike by the Soviet Union. At 0251, the first Intercontinental Ballistic Missiles left their silos both in the central United States and the plains of Russia. That is the end of recorded history.
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Lady of Horses

The Fates did not favor my father when we were born; my sister and I. Never did a son quicken in my mother’s womb until her death. The babe had not survived either and so my father was left with no heir to inherit his throne. Just two daughters whom he could only pray would bear sons.

I had been keeping myself at a distance from Father since Anteia’s wedding. The palace was far too quiet with her gone. No rattling of jewelry as she walked nor her melodic voice drifting through the halls as she sang. Dinners were held in utter silence without her there to whisper gossip in my ear. Even my own room felt empty and hollow.

Yet again I found myself wandering towards the stables. By now the horsemaster and stable hands were used to it, expecting the moment the painted walls of Lykia’s palace became too suffocating to bear and I sought a way out. The hounds lazing about raised their heads and perked their ears at my approach. For the first time that day, my lips curved into a smile as I knelt to pet them. They whimpered and nuzzled my hands and I felt a weight fall from my shoulders.

“Here already, Princess?” the barrel-chested horsemaster asked, leaning against the entrance. “You barely even made it past noon this time.”

“Just goes to show how stifling it is without Anteia,” I shrugged, the wiry-haired pup beneath my hand rolling over to show his belly.

“If you ask me, your father should have waited for some king’s second brat. Put him on the throne so he can stop moping.”

“Proteus had too good of an offer to refuse,” I scoffed. “At least we got some decent horses out of it.”

The old shaggy-haired man laughed.

“Fool didn’t know what he was giving up.”

Hippotheon had been here since before I was born, and when I had shown an interest in horses, he had indulged me, teaching me how to ride and care for a horse. How to groom and feed even while on the road. How to train a dog to hunt and track, a bird to return to my hand. When I had asked him why he had bothered to teach a girl such things, he had said it was better than tending bored horses for a man who would never ride them, being so obsessed with remaining inside his glittering walls.

“Is Xanthe waiting” I questioned him, brushing dog hair off my indigo chiton.

“Eager and ready for the wind in her hair,” Hippotheon answered happily, stepping aside to let me through.

My beautiful Xanthe was waiting for me, standing outside her stall, soft golden flanks and mane of creamy white meticulously brushed, yet still I had made sure to put a brush in her saddlebag. The young stable boys stood with downcast eyes, Xanthe’s accoutrements in their hands. By now they knew I preferred to prepare her myself. Experience had made me faster at it anyway. I made sure to hand each a few obols as I secured her blanket, saddle, and reins, patting her side as I did so.

“Good morning, my dear, did you miss me?” I asked in a gentle voice.

She whickered softly and leaned into my hand, tail flicking in anticipation.

Once certain that everything was secured, I swung myself into the saddle and took hold of the reins. With a click of my tongue, we set off at a canter down the gravelly mountain path.

Lykia’s numerous lofty peaks and rough stone was a familiar site to me. The palace had been built into the side of one long ago, before even my father’s time. From there you could see the capital stretch out below, a swath of red brick roofs and puffs of intermittent smoke. Far off, the sea was nothing more than a glimmering strip of blue, ships only dots against the horizon. The brisk mountain air carried the lingering scent of last night’s rain and this morning’s bleating of goats. It was a sparse and rocky place with little farmland, but it was home.

In my seventeen years, I had explored every hidden path and inconspicuous crevice. I knew which meandering ways led to valleys of trees and grass strewn with flowers. I knew which rocky overhangs to rush under to avoid a downpour and which precarious paths to leave be. I had more than a few scars to prove my experience of the latter.

Since the sun shone bright that day, I steered Xanthe down a narrow trail of sparse grass, towered over by mountains on either side. We passed by familiar vultures’ nests, full with their still flightless offspring. There was no sound but that of Xanthe’s hooves, the squawking chicks, and the mountain wind whistling low in my ears. I pulled my himation tight around my shoulders at the slight chill.

It wasn’t long before the valley opened before us, a solitary pocket of lush green sealed off by the mountains, save for a small winding stream that trickled inbetween and the path through which we came. I rode Xanthe down to that familiar tree closest to the stream and dismounted, then took off the reins so she could more easily relax. I couldn’t remove my sandals fast enough to feel the grass beneath my feet.

I had used to come here with Anteia, our secret place. We would ride our horses here and stay until were were certain someone would come looking for us. The tree’s branches were bedecked in ribbons we had tied onto them, our little offerings to any nymphs that might have lived there. The stream’s edge was littered with old toys and water-stained dolls, poor things which we had subjected to drowning and capture in our wild adventures. She had always played the queen or oracle, sitting upon her favorite boulder with a flower crown in her dark hair. I would be the monster-slaying hero, brandishing a wooden sword we had slunk away with and wearing a dented old helmet that was always too big for my head. It was our escape from Father’s melancholy. And now here I stood alone.

“I’ll have to start planning how to sneak out here soon,” I said to Xanthe, my voice sounding cracked and unused to my own ears. “Or just find a way to run off, let my husband have the throne and do as he likes.”

Xanthe’s response was a blink of her dark eyes and a press of her head against my cheek. The smell of fresh hay and lavender oil filled my nose. I brought out the brush I had packed and began to run it through her mane, humming softly as I did so. Xanthe had always been a vain little thing and loved to be groomed and spoiled. I made sure she had an apple to nibble on as well.

“Of course I’ll take you with me,” I eventually went on to say. “Can’t imagine leaving all on my own. We would have to bring Leuke with us too.”

Xanthe’s ears flicked and she stared at me as if questioning my judgement.

“She’s a good dog,” I argued with a smirk. “Besides, it’s not like you’re going to be hunting rabbits any time soon.”

She shook her head indignantly and went back to rolling her apple along the ground.

“She’s also a good watchdog,” I insisted.

Some probably thought me mad, always talking to animals as if they were people. I did not care. If it gave any suitors pause, I would take it. After all, what man wanted to marry a mad girl?

I went to put the brush back in the saddlebag, and that was when my blood ran cold.

Prowling along the nearest peak was what haunted the nightmares of Lykians as much as it did the mountains. Eyes like burning coals stared out from a lion’s face, its sharp teeth dyed red with gore and dripping with bloody saliva. Bits of its last meal clung to its dark, matted mane and shaggy hide in roughly torn gobs, stuck in the crevices of its cloven hooves. Its bright green tail glittered dangerously in the sunlight and ended in a snake’s head which rose from the carcass at its feet, venom falling from its forked tongue. It was the Chimera, and its eyes were locked on me, all four of them.

I was scrambling onto Xanthe in an instant. Digging my heels into her sides, I bid her to run and run she did. Hooves pounding against the ground, we raced away, the sound of the Chimera’s roar ringing in my ears. It was not until we had reached the palace stables, Xanthe trembling and worked into a lather, that I realized I had left my sandals in the valley.

Hippotheon’s eyes bulged when he saw us skid to a halt. I leapt off Xanthe and even in my own state of panic, tried to soothe her. The horse master approached me as I whispered comforting words in her ear.

“What happened?” he demanded, glancing between the horse and me.

“The Chimera,” I panted breathlessly. “It’s gotten bolder, I saw it in the valley.”

Every stablehand stopped what they were doing and froze. Tools fell from the hands of the smallest lad. For all I knew, I could have very well started a panic.

“I have to tell my father,” I muttered and made to leave the stables.

Hippotheon pulled me back by the shoulder and I ssaw that my arms and shoulders glistened with rain. My clothes suddenly felt wet and heavy and drops trickled down my cheeks. It must have started to pour on our way back. I was soaked to the skin, barefoot with blades of grass clinging to my toes, and my hair a wind-tossed mess.

“It will have to wait,” he said, his voice low in my ear. “Your father has a guest.”

And then I finally noticed the sleek black stallion that had not been here this morning. Clearly well-groomed and fed. The mane had been chopped short and braided with gold thread. A city boy. Just what we needed, a puffed-up noble just as the Chimera was deciding to expand its territory.

I glared at Hippotheon. Guest be damned, this was far more important.

“If forced to risk the Chimera’s wrath or some damn prince, I will take my chances,” I loudly proclaimed so they could all hear. “I’m telling him.”

With that I started running. Someone had to take action around here.

My father’s throne room was an utter waste of space. Whoever had built it generations ago had not taken into consideration that Lykia rarely, if ever, had any guests. The most those gaudily painted walls and overstuffed cushions ever saw of human faces were Trojan emissaries on official trade business. I only set foot in the place when absolutely necessary, as I was now.

Music echoed through the halls that now bustled with servants carrying trays of steaming food. They eyed me with curiosity and spoke in hushed voices to each other. Let them. Surely it was entertainment for them to see the princess sopping wet and ready to barge into her father’s little party.

Just as I thought, there were more dancers and flute girls than there were guests. I supposed I should not have been surprised, whenever there were men, there would be a brothel. One of the dancers snaked her way onto my father’s lap and his ring-laden fingers pawed at her breast. She was no older than I. Our guest had his back turned to me and all I cared to note about him was his long black hair. Whoever he was, I did not care. I stomped past him, plucking a firm sizable apple off the table. The women nearly dropped their flutes at the sight of me. The girl in my father’s lap froze halfway through stroking his scraggly beard, her kohl-lined eyes wide. Father blanched and spluttered, wine dripping onto the front of his clothes.

“The Chimera preys ever closer to the city and you sit here putting on a feast for a single man,” I admonished him, projecting my voice throughout the room.

Best they all knew. Then they could spread the word throughout Lykia. Then Father could no longer ignore it.

“I saw it in the valley, just outside the city,” I continued on to a room full of bone white faces and trembling hands. “Every year it grows closer and you do nothing. Nothing but sit in a gilded box and pray it will just go away.”

The shock starting to wear off, my father’s lips pulled back into a snarl.

“Philonoe, now is not the time,” he hissed as if everyone was not already listening.

“Tell me, then, when it will be the time,” I demanded. “When the monster is prowling the streets?”

Gasps arose from the women and my father’s face grew splotched with anger and embarrassment. The girl scrambled off his lap as he got to his feet. I remained with mine planted firmly to the spot.

“I will not be spoken to like this by my own daughter,” he blustered and I could smell the wine on his breath, see the fear in his eyes.

Before I could so much as open my mouth to retort, a cloak was draped across my shoulders. Large calloused hands pinned the rich green fabric at my shoulder. It smelled of leather and seawater. When I whipped around to rebuke this intruder, I came face to face with Father’s guest.

Just as I had suspected, he was a city boy. He was too effortlessly handsome, too clean, and too smooth. His strong-jawed face may have grown a beard of maturity, but it was too well-groomed and immaculate. Yet for all those sea-green eyes might have been striking, they lacked the stoicism, the dull cynical gleam of one who had spent their life outside a sprawling city. The well-muscled body at the peak of health implied training and status, tanned gold from ays under the beating sun, at his own leisure of course. His clothes were finely made and painstakingly patterned, likely woven by a mother who doted on him. A prince, no doubt. From where, it hardly mattered. They were all the same, all grovelling for scraps of power.

He closed the cloak in front of me and smile pleasantly at my father.

“Iobates, your daughter is understandably distressed,” his voice was low and nonchalant. “Best that she be allowed to rest and have some men sent out to patrol the area, at the very least to assuage her fears. Surely that would be possible.”

I opened my mouth to argue, tell him I was not some fragile flower that needed rest, but he squeezed my arms with a look of warning. I glared at him, but found I kept my mouth shut.

Father actually seemed to consider the man’s words and wrung his arthritic hands. He did not even look at me, but at him.

“Perhaps it would be wise to double the patrols,” he finally conceded as he cast a furtive glance about the room. “As for you, daughter, keep to your rooms and do not wander outside the palace. The gods were merciful enough to let you escape this time, they might not be so generous the next. I apologize for her behavior, Bellerophon.”

The city boy caught me glowering, my jaw clenched, yet he did not berate me. His gaze was sympathetic, pitying. He released his grasp on my shoulders.

“That will not be necessary,” he replied, then offered the briefest of bright smiles at me. “If anything, you should be thanking her for bringing you this news.”

My father did not respond, so eager was he to please his guest. Meanwhile, the man Bellerophon handed me off to a female servant, who placed a hand upon my back as she led me away to my chambers.
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The recreation of such a bridge, Yes a half-mended heart would ever gaze upon it, A fog that won't dissipate for you to see. Contemplating... Temptation's knock upon your emotion's door, It's the same back and forth that pivots towards either letting it burn to the core or set's you upon your hands and knees with a hammer and nails, pounding planks back into the frame. You ask your self --- " For what purpose?" -- To look into those eyes that held within it, the very luster that willed your heart to drum, She would tell you to make war with the sky and come back with the stars, And you as the stricken man would begin to build your own tower of Babel, Attempting to steal the Milky Way. If she had laid her hands upon your chest, The breaths of pure enjoyment with swept hair, you the stallion and she the one with your reins, Your intimacy bucking, The summer's humid mirth getting a lot heavier under the gyration of her will --- and yet still --- the lingering pleasure would render you addicted. Even when those same eyes, armed with those same hands, and the lips that sang such surrendering salve upon your worst anger's tirade would cut you through --- Yes you may have thought what you had was a Gordian Knot... but the undoing so fast -- so deep --- so complete --- You find that those old Shakesperian sonnets weren't a wasted old world's lesson. Your eternal man's hour shattered, The chest heavy --- the thrust of reality's blade complete, They dare would write that the fair sex was the weakest of the two, But in truth --- Just as it claimed even men such as ones who presented their lives to die upon Troy's walls knew better So you become the angriest of carpenters, plank by plank, nail upon nail, the syncopation of your own mind's decree crashing against the turmoil of your heart, Everyone around you would want to rip you from such a mad man's task, throw your hammer into the sea, and bend your nails into unusable angles But you violently willed forward and told them they could find a road to their own hell --- for this perdition was your own, Yes you --- the injured Romeo that would sooner even kill Juliet in order to lay against she within nocturnal consumption, Building rickety steps and joining her's again... even as she poured a second glass of her lemonade and watched you ponder painfully while pining for her passion. Did he not see where she already had two fanning her with large palm leaves, Her satin chaise lounge, the curled golden trinkets upon her bare ankles and the bare display of her breasts for a perfect shade Helios willfully painted upon her skin? No --- they would say. He only saw the oasis that he had admired, touched, and delved into 1000's before, Each dip was as if the first time repeated its dream reaching experience, Forget the holes he punched in the wall, the screaming aftermath, clawing his bare fingers into the rain-soaked earth, bare to the judgement of God himself --- such was his love's stigmata.

And just as he drove the last nail and performed that last perpetual step as a cure for his continuous oblivion --- he was only met with the ringing of bells. The caw of the crow. The Latin phrases uttered from the book. The pitch black cavity of the earth. The lowering of her polished casket's decent. " Boy...," it would be said, " She was unreachable then and she's unreachable now --- you need to let go before you drown," And his answer was to abandon the bridge, Heading toward's his workshop of impossible odds, Building his left and right wax wings so he would attempt to fly to her instead --- into that bright perilous sun... because that's just how it's done, Its the story of the broken one. - Fin-


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