So as expected the long distance thing never works out but as a result I lost my hair lol
No regrets, as I need to work on the manly side of myself. I'm currently on vacation. I went with my dad to see some more houses away from the city as well as heading over to Shenandoah national park and see the locals by getting a pint of beer. Apparently there were people in the bar that came from my old middle and high school (of course from different years because they're much older than I)
I've been getting very serious and out spoken with my beliefs and a couple of authors and the people I surround myself with have aided me in this remarkable journey. I finished George Lincoln Rockwell's Book "White Power" and nothing has striked me as unreasonable. Its just common sense with a more coherent and orderly framework with additional facts to support his world view. The Last step in saving whites from degeneracy seems to be implementing the sharia meme into reality. By using leftist tactics and adopting the weaponized words against us "islamaphobe" we in turn can successfully bring back order by making subservient women barefoot and pregnant again.
At this point acceleration is inevitable when civil war is only a few years away astrologically (dad says somewhere around 2023 but the peak is 2027) these cycles seem to happen every 84 years due to saturns influence.
Here is his website if anyone is interested.www.astromating.com/
The plan for me is to go for a practical high paying job. I've looked into plumbing, electrician work, trucking and I guess the most attractive but costly route would be aviation mechanical engineering. I was almost considering being a pilot but its basically being a glorified bus driver with a hectic work schedule and lots of unhealthy meals. Knowing myself I won't be able to take care of myself this way if I had work under pressure. I think we're gonna settle near an old friend of mine (I call him a friend even though we have barely spoken in almost a whole year) my bro still converses with him regularly when they play video games. My concern is getting a car that'll last me to venture to different places in the town. They're lots of pretty white chicks hopefully I could snatch one up in a few years after I develop my skills and body. I still give off a young boi vibe in almost all my photos despite my maturity and voice I lack the body and work experience to be a full fledged man. And so it begins, I will train myself physically as well as spiritually via meditation. Lets see if I can stop playing with these ideas and settle down already and follow through with my plan. There are so many temptations around me that I must remove in order to strengthen my mind and what I want to achieve. Namely women (which are a large distraction) kik roast chats, material goods like a new leather jacket, food, and youtube. All of these my dad coins the devil's radio and I need to lower their influence if I want to go anywhere with meditation and a healthy desirable physic. Books will continue to be the fuel that will bring me substance and nourishment instead of the crap that fills my mind on the internet.
~Here's to being the best that I can be
edit) Oh yeah I've also decided gonna see my pals over in austria and germany and shoot a short film with them ` FRUTADA!