I made a brush set to create this image.
You can view it here:
The day before my birthday was pretty crap, complete and utter nihilism, so I said, screw it, screw this, I'm going to create something. For me a birthday is a solid point for reflection and introspection. I am grateful that I'm apart of this world and that I can share it with you, I grateful for this community here on dA, artist freely upload and share their gifts and we're privileged enough to be able to view them. The meaning of my name is a gift from God, so I present this gift to all of you today. In the process of creating this my outlook changed dramatically and I felt the weight of purposelessness lift.