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Going through all of my photography I've saved up over the years to put together submissions hasn't been as easy as I thought it would be. Not for lack of material. Quite the opposite. That and it's hard for me to look back into my own past. I really don't want to anymore. I just don't don't have the energy for it. I think my submission descriptions reflect that. Not very much information and not much effort to explain beyond the most basic details. Coming to deviantART itself today makes my chest hurt. Though that could just be from all of my exhaustion building up. But a bit of it feels like it's right in my heart. Just some heartbreak then, most likely. I've been going to the VA a lot this last month, mostly to resume my old scheduled appointments, but I've also had to go for new individual ones. I really haven't been doing very good lately, and I don't really see it getting better any time soon. I think I'm finally at my limit. But until then, I can get out some new submissions.

I've finished my first round of new submissions. I think it worked out pretty good on how I was spacing them out. I'm going to put together some more for this month. I might have jury duty this month though, so I have to see what's going to go on with that. But I dumped most of my pictures into one ginormous folder so I don't have to hope around so much anymore. It takes me forever to sort through them that way, and they're out of chronological order, but that doesn't really matter anymore. Sorting through them isn't so bad, because now I can just start from the beginning and just look through them one at a time until I come across one I want to submit. First I have to make sure it's not one I've already submitted first. I keep forgetting how many I already have on here.

I've decided to finally replace my old military ones that were removed. But I have to find the folder that has all of the pictures and the descriptions of them saved. I thought I knew where they were, but then I just realized that I think they were on my old computer. It's going to be weird plugging that thing in and turning it back on again after all of this time.
  • Listening to: Silversun Pickups
  • Reading: The Hero of Ages - Brandon Sanderson
  • Watching: Star Citizen update videos
  • Playing: Total War: Rome II
  • Eating: Rice & chicken
  • Drinking: Milk


Benjamin Lee
Artist | Hobbyist | Photography
United States
I used to be in the military, where I started my camera hobby. Unfortunately, I got hurt. They didn't have much use for me anymore, so now I'm out. I'm kind of just drifting around now, not sure what to do. I have been taking pictures occasionally, but I haven't had much energy in a long time to do anything much with them.

I'm a lot slower on updating stuff on my account now. But I hope you enjoy what you see here. It's the accumulation of a lot of adventures over the years, to a lot of different places. I'm trying to work up the energy to have some more adventures and to create some images to share how beautiful the world can be from my point of view.

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intrepidati0n Featured By Owner Sep 23, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the fav! Hug 
Bigbenhoward Featured By Owner Oct 7, 2015  Hobbyist Photographer
No problem! It's great work, it was an easy decision to favorite! :D
spectre-draws Featured By Owner Sep 14, 2015  Student Digital Artist
Thanks for the faves! :D
Bigbenhoward Featured By Owner Sep 15, 2015  Hobbyist Photographer
It was hard not to give any, considering your excellent character designs and artwork!
ShiniReiko Featured By Owner Feb 11, 2015
Happy birthday!
Bigbenhoward Featured By Owner May 21, 2015  Hobbyist Photographer
I never said thank you for the birthday wishes! How very rude of me. But so I'd like to thank you now for that!
ShiniReiko Featured By Owner May 22, 2015
It's fine. No worries.
Bigbenhoward Featured By Owner Jun 4, 2015  Hobbyist Photographer
TheVollstad Featured By Owner Mar 18, 2014
Thanks for the fav! :)
Kaeldahn Featured By Owner Jan 19, 2014   Digital Artist
Thank you for the kind words on my Garrus painting, much appreciated
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