Going through all of my photography I've saved up over the years to put together submissions hasn't been as easy as I thought it would be. Not for lack of material. Quite the opposite. That and it's hard for me to look back into my own past. I really don't want to anymore. I just don't don't have the energy for it. I think my submission descriptions reflect that. Not very much information and not much effort to explain beyond the most basic details. Coming to deviantART itself today makes my chest hurt. Though that could just be from all of my exhaustion building up. But a bit of it feels like it's right in my heart. Just some heartbreak then, most likely. I've been going to the VA a lot this last month, mostly to resume my old scheduled appointments, but I've also had to go for new individual ones. I really haven't been doing very good lately, and I don't really see it getting better any time soon. I think I'm finally at my limit. But until then, I can get out some new submissions.
I've finished my first round of new submissions. I think it worked out pretty good on how I was spacing them out. I'm going to put together some more for this month. I might have jury duty this month though, so I have to see what's going to go on with that. But I dumped most of my pictures into one ginormous folder so I don't have to hope around so much anymore. It takes me forever to sort through them that way, and they're out of chronological order, but that doesn't really matter anymore. Sorting through them isn't so bad, because now I can just start from the beginning and just look through them one at a time until I come across one I want to submit. First I have to make sure it's not one I've already submitted first. I keep forgetting how many I already have on here.
I've decided to finally replace my old military ones that were removed. But I have to find the folder that has all of the pictures and the descriptions of them saved. I thought I knew where they were, but then I just realized that I think they were on my old computer. It's going to be weird plugging that thing in and turning it back on again after all of this time.