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Dear Allen
I don't delude myself into thinking that you're in heaven, or some other take on the fabled afterlife.  However, I'd like to think that if you were still with us, you would be proud of my brother and I.  You had such an impact on our lives and helped shape us into the people we are today.  I'm getting better, slowly.  In hospital again but it's been almost a year since I was in last which is a good sign.  I finally got into university too, after all these years of trying to get well enough to go back to study. I miss your smile, your laugh, and your ever-inappropriate jokes and anecdotes.  You were like a second father to me and I feel so pr
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Dear Allen
I don't delude myself into thinking that you're in heaven, or some other take on the fabled afterlife.  However, I'd like to think that if you were still with us, you would be proud of my brother and I.  You had such an impact on our lives and helped shape us into the people we are today.  I'm getting better, slowly.  In hospital again but it's been almost a year since I was in last which is a good sign.  I finally got into university too, after all these years of trying to get well enough to go back to study. I miss your smile, your laugh, and your ever-inappropriate jokes and anecdotes.  You were like a second father to me and I feel so pr
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Dec 19
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Coming into hospital has triggered enough boredom that I decided to come back to this site after quite a few years of break.  At first it was for browsing fanart and that sort of crap, but slowly I'm gaining the confidence to start uploading things. I haven't been at all creative since the depression became really bad.  Being a perfectionist means that anything I do attempt ends up becoming a giant trigger for frustration.  Taking part in the in-patient art therapy has been really good for this because it lets me feel like whatever I come up with is an achievement.  Sometimes taking a step back and not judging yourself can be so beneficial.
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Hmm...
Over a year since I've written a journal entry, huh?  The sad thing is, I don't really have anything interesting to say!
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I hate Tuesdays
Why do I always want to play WoW when I can't?  It makes me wanna cry.  So instead, I got drunk and took photos of my EVA-05 and Paine doing dirty things >.> I was bored, okay?! I'll upload 'em later.
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Thanks for adding my photo to your collection. :-)
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Thank you for the :+fav: on "Invitation" :)
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Thanks for fave ^^
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:iconliaratsoniplz::iconsaysplz: I don't normal don't get attention like this. I don’t know, this warrant this much attention. By the goddess, how could I be so dense! You must think I am a complete and utter fool. Thanks for the favorite.


:iconsamarame2plz::iconsaysplz: I would not have dreamed that one like you could be touch so by me. But thought lingers in my mind to oath I must stick. It can never be. May the goddess smile upon you and thank you for all the favourite.
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Best ever <3
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Haha your icon awesome, glad you liked it.
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Thanks a lot for the watch, appreciate it! ^^
You have a really nice day, okay?