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Sex, Cigarettes, and Second Place

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Dear Allen

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Dear Allen

I don't delude myself into thinking that you're in heaven, or some other take on the fabled afterlife.  However, I'd like to think that if you were still with us, you would be proud of my brother and I.  You had such an impact on our lives and helped shape us into the people we are today.  I'm getting better, slowly.  In hospital again but it's been almost a year since I was in last which is a good sign.  I finally got into university too, after all these years of trying to get well enough to go back to study. I miss your smile, your laugh, and your ever-inappropriate jokes and anecdotes.  You were like a second father to me and I feel so pr
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Sex, Cigarettes, and Second Place

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Dear Allen

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Dear Allen

I don't delude myself into thinking that you're in heaven, or some other take on the fabled afterlife.  However, I'd like to think that if you were still with us, you would be proud of my brother and I.  You had such an impact on our lives and helped shape us into the people we are today.  I'm getting better, slowly.  In hospital again but it's been almost a year since I was in last which is a good sign.  I finally got into university too, after all these years of trying to get well enough to go back to study. I miss your smile, your laugh, and your ever-inappropriate jokes and anecdotes.  You were like a second father to me and I feel so pr
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Artist // Hobbyist // Varied
  • Dec 19
  • Australia
  • Deviant for 16 years
  • She / Her
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My Bio
I am a bitter old man in the guise of a fat 24 year old lesbian, living in Melbourne, Australia. I like to complain about menial things and if I had a lawn, I'd be chasing those darned kids off it with a sawn-off shotgun.

I'm terrible at visual arts but I still occasionally make attempts at it. Words are my forte, but I rarely put them down on paper or publish them.

Favourite Movies
V for Vendetta, Watchmen, Beauty and the Beast, The Lion King, WALL-E, Treasure Planet
Favourite TV Shows
The Simpsons, Family Guy, American Dad, The Walking Dead, Game of Thrones, Castle, A Bit of Fry and Laurie, QI
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Rammstein, Florence and the Machine, Birds of Tokyo, Karnivool, Breaking Benjamin, The Butterfly Effect, Adele, Amanda Palmer, The Bloodhound Gang, Dean Martin, The Core Death, The Dresden Dolls, Evans Blue, Juno Reactor, Katy Perry, NIN, Placebo
Favourite Books
The Handmaid's Tale, 1984, Thus Spoke Zarathustra, Mass Effect trilogy, any of the tales from The Six Duchies (Robin Hobb)
Favourite Writers
Robin Hobb, George R. R. Martin, George Orwell
Favourite Games
Mass Effect trilogy, The Witcher 1 & 2, Baldur's Gate 2, Fallout series, Bastion, Kingdoms of Amalur: The Reckoning, Divinity 2, KotOR
Favourite Gaming Platform
PC, PSP, PS2
Tools of the Trade
All I need is my fucked up brain, everything else is merely a way of attempting to convey my thoughts

Updates and things

Updates and things

Coming into hospital has triggered enough boredom that I decided to come back to this site after quite a few years of break.  At first it was for browsing fanart and that sort of crap, but slowly I'm gaining the confidence to start uploading things. I haven't been at all creative since the depression became really bad.  Being a perfectionist means that anything I do attempt ends up becoming a giant trigger for frustration.  Taking part in the in-patient art therapy has been really good for this because it lets me feel like whatever I come up with is an achievement.  Sometimes taking a step back and not judging yourself can be so beneficial.
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Hmm...

Hmm...

Over a year since I've written a journal entry, huh?  The sad thing is, I don't really have anything interesting to say!
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I hate Tuesdays

I hate Tuesdays

Why do I always want to play WoW when I can't?  It makes me wanna cry.  So instead, I got drunk and took photos of my EVA-05 and Paine doing dirty things >.> I was bored, okay?! I'll upload 'em later.
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capturedguyHobbyist Photographer
Thanks for adding my photo to your collection. :-)
GSJennsenProfessional Writer
Thank you for the :+fav: on "Invitation" :)
AlexisDevaHobbyist
Thanks for fave ^^
alternateponyHobbyist General Artist
:iconliaratsoniplz::iconsaysplz: I don't normal don't get attention like this. I don’t know, this warrant this much attention. By the goddess, how could I be so dense! You must think I am a complete and utter fool. Thanks for the favorite.


:iconsamarame2plz::iconsaysplz: I would not have dreamed that one like you could be touch so by me. But thought lingers in my mind to oath I must stick. It can never be. May the goddess smile upon you and thank you for all the favourite.
BiChanHobbyist General Artist
Best ever <3
alternateponyHobbyist General Artist
Haha your icon awesome, glad you liked it.
Thanks a lot for the watch, appreciate it! ^^
You have a really nice day, okay?