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RASCAL FLATTS - WHAT HURTS THE MOST
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me ~ Gauche Suede/ Noir

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do ~ Gentle and Gauche Suede/Noir

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken ~ Gentle

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do ~ Gentle and Gauche Suede/Noir

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do ~ Gentle

Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do ~ Gentle and Gauche Suede/Noir


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Another pic of Gentle and Gauche/Noir but this time it's about when Gentle met Gauche/Noir again and he's now a Reverse Marauder whom doesnt remember a single thing about his old life including her :iconpanicatthediscoplz: and to top that off, they are also enemies because of their affiliation :nuu:

In my mind, I always figured that the Black Order (of D. Gray Man) would be considered an ally to the Bee Hive goverment, the enemy to Reverse (of Tegami Bachi/Letter Bee) and since Gentle is an Exorcist and that Noir is a Reverse Marauder, they are forced to become enemies :iconnoeswooplz: Despite this complications, Gentle still loves Noir the same way she had loved Gauche Suede and is confused on what she has to do :iconlegaspplz:

On one hand, she loves Noir too much to hurt him eventhough he is her supposed enemy and hasnt the heart to fight him to the point where she wants to leave the Black Order but on the other, she has to obey the Black Order and be bound by them even Leverrier because she has vowed to protect Chihiro Hoshakuji, Allen Walker and Lenalee Lee from him (for some strange reason, Leverrier fears her maybe due to her royal heritage. I'll explain it someday :iconidkplz:)

Long story short, Gentle has to make a decision on whether or not to be bound by the chains of the Black Order, risking her love for Noir and fight him someday or leave the Black Order, knowing Leverrier would chase after her and maybe lose the trust and be hated by her Exorcists friends forever....

PS: I love how these two and the background turned out :D but I hate how Gentle's blush look :X I chose this song because it suits Noir and Gentle alot :la:

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Gentle Sakura belongs to :iconbeyblade23:

Chihiro Hoshakuji belongs :iconalbertxlailaxx:

Gauche Suede/Noir belongs to Hiroyuki Asada

D. Gray Man belongs to Katsura Hoshino

Background Brushes credit belongs :iconabluescarab: [link] :iconarca-stock: [link]

Reference Pose Credit belongs to Tegami Bachi/Letter Bee Anime (Noir) and Fairy Tail Anime (Wendy Marvell)
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CrosseDestinieS's avatar
Ha ha! I love that song! :iconlawooplz:
beyblade23's avatar
Dont we all? :XD: Well, maybe not LNT >>;;
wingz-G's avatar
wheeee gauche :D
beyblade23's avatar
Le Gasp! You know Letter Bee?! Owo :eager:
wingz-G's avatar
yessss :D i looove eet *3*
gahh, i wanted noir to remember sooo badly T^T but cuz the manga is still ongoing, i have hope for gauche :D
beyblade23's avatar
We all want that to happen! :nod: I really hope Noir can remember x3 Do you think they would make a season 3? Bcs last time it ended, there was more questions left unanswered ^^;
wingz-G's avatar
same :D
naww actually i dont~ that ending rly did seem like a closing finale (sadly enough)
well not really... like what questions...?
beyblade23's avatar
Awwwww, that's too bad D'= Well, it ended in a touching way = p

Well, for starters, how did Gauche lost his memory in the first place? Does Lag has a connection with the Articial Sun or is he the Artificial Sun itself? And how and why? Would everything really be okay for the Ones who are Unable to Becomes Spirits?

And questions realted like those :dummy:
wingz-G's avatar
ohhh a ton of this was for interpretation:

- gauche lost his heart becuz he was sent to the artificial sun where lag's mother stole his heart to use its power for the sun.
- becuz lag's basically the offspring of his mother, he inherited the artifical sun-like abilities from his mother to take his heart and use it to max power
- pfft-- yeah probs~
beyblade23's avatar
Ohhhh~ Lol, I agree, probs
NeonZebraa's avatar
This is actually to true...

It's so cute though. The characters poses are amazing x3
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albertxlailaxx's avatar
ZOMG I LOVE THAT SONG BY RASCAL FLATTS *_* And this is so beautiful! Gentle looks soooo cute :iconchuuplz: I'm loving the drama of this! What will Gentle do :iconzomgplz: Can't wait to see more~
beyblade23's avatar
Lol, I know. That song is beautifully sad! ;p Thank you but I still hate the blush I did on her >_>;;; What will Chi say if she knew that Gentle is bounded by the Order just to protect her, Lenalee and Allen from Leverrier? :O_o:
albertxlailaxx's avatar
I think the blush is fine. Better than some works I've done of Chi where the blush is too dark :P What would Chi think huh....she'd be pissed I think. If possible, she'd go against Leverrier and started a riot. Its bad enough she and Katsuo are bound to the order, but Gentle too :ohnoes:
beyblade23's avatar
Lol :XD: I like to see a fight between Leverrier and Chi or maybe one about Leverrier and Noir since I can imagine Leverrier hating Noir whom the reason Gentle wants to leave Owo I know D= sad, isnt it?
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