I'm getting distracted again. Finding it difficult to stay on one project. Finding it difficult to sit for long. I'm constantly moving, constantly moving things, putting them back, etc.
I'm tired. I'm anxious. I'm a mess. But what to do? What to do?
I found this article on Facebook today, here and found that I understood where this person was coming from.
When I was first diagnosed with bipolar disorder, I made it my mission to learn everything I could on the subject and reach out to others. Now, at forty-four, I'm finding that I just am not able to keep up with all of it. Yes, I do get into obsessions of tracking down 'why do I feel like this' so that I can know if it's 'normal' to feel a certain way or is it the bipolar making itself visible again.
I can't reach out anymore, though. Not that I won't talk to anyone who is newly diagnosed, or if someone needs to vent... but I find that
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