*many hugs your way*
it is not a fun place to be. There are three things I think everyone needs to hear no matter where they are in life...
1. What you're going through IS hard... you are not weak for feeling it is hard
2. You are not alone. Even if we can't always help there are always people out there on your side even when it feels like you stand alone
3. You CAN get through this. You're stronger than you know and life has turns you haven't seen yet
Having been struggling with health, family, financial, etc etc stress these last few years as well, I appreciate the struggle... it's hard. I hope you feel some relief and hope soon :)