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HELLO!

HELLO!

ohmy it has certainly been a long time since i've been here. truth is, junior college has definitely kept me busy. and i can't really find time to view all the devwatches i have on my list! AHHH!! which is sad. so btw, if anyone's even interested in checking out what's going on in my life, you can visit my blog cheers! :D i'm part of: ~the-abandoned-album (https://www.deviantart.com/the-abandoned-album):iconretro-inside::iconnegativephotography::icononewordphoto::iconsingaporeans:

5 more days!!!

5 more days!!!

YES!! JUST FIVE MORE DAYS AND THE TORTURE WOULD BE OVER!! i have my literature paper tmr, amaths on tues, physics and geography on wed, amaths on thurs, and chemistry on friday. then it's OVEROVEROVER!!! i'm not even in the mood of studying. crapp.. my camera's failing me! there's sth wrong with the settings, the battery charges very slowly and is used up very quickly and it doesn't connect well sometimes!!!!!!!!!!!! -pulls hair i can't wait for next friday evening! :w00t: i'm part of: ~the-abandoned-album (https://www.deviantart.com/the-abandoned-album):iconretro-inside::iconnegativephotography::icononewordphoto::iconsingaporeans:

RWOARRR

RWOARRR

I NEED A NEW CAMERA. as i look through my gallery at my past works. i realise my gallery looks SO childish. I WANT MY O LEVELS TO BE OVER!! SO I CAN REALLY GO OUT AND TAKE PHOTOS!! sigh. it's not a good week. i feel like crying for no reasons at all. at the slightest things. disappointment, stress, pressure, mockery, being slighted, more disappointment, it all adds up. and i cry myself to sleep. i wonder when this will be over. i'm having my chem prac tmr. tmr is THE DAY. when it all begins. i wish for it to be all good and over SOON!!!! i'm part of: ~the-abandoned-album (https://www.deviantart.com/the-abandoned-album):iconretro-inside::iconnegativephotography::icononewordphoto:

updates001.

updates001.

NEW UPDATES EVERYONE! i just can't seem to keep myself away from this wonderful place. haha. SO. today kinda felt like last day of school! cuz we got our results! GOSH. secondary school life seemed to have just flown past! i think i haven't been studying since i entered secondary school?! well, now's the time to get all four years' worth of knowledge into my head and do well for the exams!!! hopefully i can do this! WELL. results were moderated and i got under twenty pts! YAY. okay so now i can go to a junior college for my first few months. :bookdiva: GOSH. i went to school and took manymanymany photos! but i don't think i'll be uploading a

1000 pageviews!!

1000 pageviews!!

YAYYY I PASSED THE 1000 PAGEVIEWS MARK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHOOPEEEEEEEEEEEEE hahahha. i'm nearing my 1000000 pageviews goal. step-by-step. HAHA. seems a long way more though!! i'm part of: ~the-abandoned-album (https://www.deviantart.com/the-abandoned-album):iconretro-inside::iconnegativephotography::icononewordphoto::iconsingaporeans:

goodbye for now.

goodbye for now.

it's a rainy day today, so much work and papers to complete, so little time. my o levels are coming so soon. i really don't know what to do. i've been crying much these past few months. deaths. departures. stress. pressure. just a word coming from my dad could make me cry an entire night away. all these crying eats up my studying time. but i don't know how to stop it. staying up late burning the midnight oil. then fatigue. then sleeping and wasting more time and realising i've to burn the midnight oil again. it's a total vicious cycle that eats me up. i went to victoria junior college yesterday. the joy. the spirit. it's like an entire fami

the abandoned album.

the abandoned album.

a new cool community i joined!! ~the-abandoned-album (https://www.deviantart.com/the-abandoned-album) hey guys! if any of you happen to join after checking out this link, pls tell them i was the one who introduced you! lol.

rest in peace, my friend.

rest in peace, my friend.

yeah, he passed away on sunday. it was all so sad. argh anw, don't wish to talk too much abt it. not doing too well for my exams. in fact did quite badly for my prelims. but tt was cause i didn't study! well. expected it anws. will be TRYING my best to give this my best shot. last chance i've got to work hard at it. anws, i've submitted a new shot on grandma's room. and am sending it in for onewordphoto's sepia contest. feel free to comment!! hopefully i'll make it to some journal or get a DD soon! haven't got much time to work on photography much though. will be back in full force after nov 18th!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

wake up dear friend.

wake up dear friend.

just last week, i was online talking to this friend from martial arts class. he had just gotten a girlfriend and we were happily talking about this other friend's birthday party and he was telling me to go as he was gonna bring his girlfriend along. as usual, we were teasing each other and having fun chatting with one another. on thursday night, i received news that he had fainted while doing guard duty and was admitted into hospital. a brain tumour had been found and he soon went into coma. he hasn't waken up since and i've been praying every night. dear alvin: we're all praying for your health and safety. please wake up soon. now his lip

I LOVE DEVIANTART!!

I LOVE DEVIANTART!!

i got selected for a trial for all the perks for the membership!! this sooo rocks!

staring blankly ahead.

staring blankly ahead.

and after months of hard work. we got a GOLD. -beams. syf'05.drama.sngs.iamjane.
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