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Bitterness

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Bitterness

Feelings deceive, friends betray. Death is comfort, life is dismay. Love is unfaithful, hate stands true. Controlling emotion, uneasy to do. My soul screams silent, heart humbled by fear. Lips hungry for words, eyes thirsty for tears. Your presence deceiving, an absence of real. You leave and I crumble, my pride on your heel. Laughter is painful, sadness relieves. Lying is easy so no one believes. Anger\'s eternal, temporarily sane. Hot tears in my eyes, cold blood in your veins. Beauty is fleeting, memories fade. Money is worthless, debts aren\'t always paid. I live to empower words that are unsaid. As silence devours the voic
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dangling

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dangling

Broken boundaries behind me, Shattered dreams lay at your feet. Your coldness reminds me not to wish my heart to beat. Abandoned feelings live in my head. They try to control me, ignore them instead. The pain is too much, I'd rather be dead. So I try to destroy the voice in my head. My bleeding heart ripped out of my chest. It's falling apart, grasping for you. Pathetically yours, now I'm obsessed. Your gaze won't let me believe that we're through.
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unnatural craving

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unnatural craving

Apathy is what I crave loneliness owns me. I don't have a soul to save Emptiness surrounds me. Overanxiously I wait to gaze into your eyes. As I enter I escape the world that I despise. All I wanted was attention you want me to disappear. My happiness lives in suspension of my self-eroding fear.
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chasing the wind

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chasing the wind

It's been a long time since anyone's made me feel. What's always been a fantasy is now becoming real. It's been a long time since anyone's gained my trust. What's always been impossible has now become a must. If I get too close, please don't disappear. Because living without you is now my greatest fear. If you get too distant, I'll feel as though I've sinned. Cause in my life I'm constantly chasing after the wind.
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Release Me

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Release Me

I never wanted you in a cage. Once binded by love, now filled with rage. I didn't think that my feelings would change, but I didn't know life would be rearranged. Please don't hate me for setting you free. I didn't think you'd fall in love with me. Most people don't really love at sixteen. It's been a long time, please stop waiting for me. I'm never coming back, I've told you time again. I love you like a brother, think of you as a friend. I never meant to hurt you, I only meant what's best. and until you let me go, my heart can never rest.
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You Reap What You Sow

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You Reap What You Sow

If you were the one, wouldn't I know it? If you were in love, wouldn't you show it? You don't treat me bad, but you still blow it. Feelings never shown, so how should I know it? If you dont' plant the seed, how can you grow it? You can't reap the harvest if you didn't sow it. I'm starved for affection and I think you know it. Your love is a boat with no paddles to row it.
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Control

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Control

Heart, please don't fall. it isn't worth the pain. Mind, stay in control of what my heart contains. I can't let myself feel the love that wants to flow because it can't be real. Mind, don't let this fantasy grow. If I let my heart direct me I'm asking to be let down. He'll let me go and expect me to pick myself up off the ground.
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Caged love

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Caged love

When you're not with me, I miss you more than life. But when you're right beside me, it cuts me like a knife. My head is full of voices I never knew exist. So many different choices are fading into mist. I love you more than anyone, but that love is my cage. As I look at the setting sun it fills my heart with rage.
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self desire

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self desire

This is not the way to live life in an untrusting way. I  hate to have to say. that I look upon this world with dismay. We all need saved from self desire. We'd find help if we'd just look higher. The world will turn its back on you It doesn't matter what you do. Self-centered people. Live to achieve the American Dream. Minds full of evil. with souls tangled up in your own self-esteem. Live for the moment. Don't think about your family or friends. You'll never repent. Is this the happiness of which you dreamed?
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crush

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crush

Your eyes control my every move. Can't look away from that shade of blue. More beautiful than anything I've ever known or ever seen. If I could just make myself forget your eyes... your lips... your face. My feet would touch the ground, I bet but I'd feel out of place. I don't know how much longer my feelings can be denied. With every heartbeat they grow stronger, My heart I cannot fight. I know you feel the way I do. I see it in your eyes, your touch. Please don't deny you feel it too I think you're far more than a crush.
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Pointlessness

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Pointlessness

Stop a minute, look around you. This pointlessness, it surrounds you. Another face lost in the crowd. When it's all over, can you be proud? You think this life is just a game. You're fighting for your five minutes of fame. These things won't matter when you die. What really matters is how many people would cry? Who really loves you? It's hard to find a friend. So many untrue. Feed them and they'll bite your hand. Everyone's living for themself. Hurting each other to gain more wealth. Nothing's different under the sun. Everything new's already been done.
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artificial friend

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artificial friend

You are so fake I cannot fathom. You do not care whose hopes you crush. You'll sacrifice your true friends' feelings for your own sake, you're so selfish. Think about someone besides yourself. Carry your own cross, don't blame someone else. Quit using people, they aren't your pawns. The world doesn't revolve around your wants. You aren't as important as you think you are. You strive for perfection, but you missed it by far.
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whipping boy

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whipping boy

You play the game, I pay the price. I take the blame, you don't think twice. If you were my friend, you'd respect my needs. but I understand that on my pain you feed. When you are angry, I always pay. When you need something, I don't delay. There in a heartbeat, and when you've succeeded I'm gone in a flash when I'm no longer needed.
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crush

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crush

Your eyes control my every move. Can't look away from that shade of blue. More beautiful than anything I've ever known or ever seen. If I could just make myself forget your eyes... your lips... your face. My feet would touch the ground, I bet but I'd feel out of place. I don't know how much longer my feelings can be denied. With every heartbeat they grow stronger, My heart I cannot fight. I know you feel the way I do. I see it in your eyes, your touch. Please don't deny you feel it too I think you're far more than a crush.
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self desire

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self desire

This is not the way to live life in an untrusting way. I  hate to have to say. that I look upon this world with dismay. We all need saved from self desire. We'd find help if we'd just look higher. The world will turn its back on you It doesn't matter what you do. Self-centered people. Live to achieve the American Dream. Minds full of evil. with souls tangled up in your own self-esteem. Live for the moment. Don't think about your family or friends. You'll never repent. Is this the happiness of which you dreamed?
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Caged love

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Caged love

When you're not with me, I miss you more than life. But when you're right beside me, it cuts me like a knife. My head is full of voices I never knew exist. So many different choices are fading into mist. I love you more than anyone, but that love is my cage. As I look at the setting sun it fills my heart with rage.
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Control

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Control

Heart, please don't fall. it isn't worth the pain. Mind, stay in control of what my heart contains. I can't let myself feel the love that wants to flow because it can't be real. Mind, don't let this fantasy grow. If I let my heart direct me I'm asking to be let down. He'll let me go and expect me to pick myself up off the ground.
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You Reap What You Sow

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You Reap What You Sow

If you were the one, wouldn't I know it? If you were in love, wouldn't you show it? You don't treat me bad, but you still blow it. Feelings never shown, so how should I know it? If you dont' plant the seed, how can you grow it? You can't reap the harvest if you didn't sow it. I'm starved for affection and I think you know it. Your love is a boat with no paddles to row it.
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Release Me

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Release Me

I never wanted you in a cage. Once binded by love, now filled with rage. I didn't think that my feelings would change, but I didn't know life would be rearranged. Please don't hate me for setting you free. I didn't think you'd fall in love with me. Most people don't really love at sixteen. It's been a long time, please stop waiting for me. I'm never coming back, I've told you time again. I love you like a brother, think of you as a friend. I never meant to hurt you, I only meant what's best. and until you let me go, my heart can never rest.
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chasing the wind

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chasing the wind

It's been a long time since anyone's made me feel. What's always been a fantasy is now becoming real. It's been a long time since anyone's gained my trust. What's always been impossible has now become a must. If I get too close, please don't disappear. Because living without you is now my greatest fear. If you get too distant, I'll feel as though I've sinned. Cause in my life I'm constantly chasing after the wind.
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The Things You Said

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The Things You Said

The Things You Said I can feel the knife going through my back and I know its you because I feel the same touch every time we kiss Your whispers echo around rooms evading my ears your smile shows your teeth which are dressed in white hiding the red of blood. Your gentle voice is a soothing as piano to me but sounds more like the drums of an invading army ready to capture and kill anything they see. I shall keep quiet of your actions knowing full well you will drown in your own shallowness.
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It was a boring day.  I did nothing.  Hooray!!If Barbie's so popular, why do you have to buy her friends?
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Have you ever had a dream, that you were so sure was real? What if you were unable to wake from that dream? How would you know the difference between the dream world and the real world?

What you know you can't explain, but you feel it. You've felt it your entire deviant life, that there's something wrong with the story. You don't know what it is, but it's there, like a splinter in your mind, driving you mad.

You take the blue pill, the story ends. Your browser closes and you believe whatever you want to believe. You take the red pill, you stay in wonderland. And, I show you how deep the rabbit hole goes.

I offer only the truth, nothing more.

Take: The Red Pill
Take: The Blue Pill

Fella Point Right spyed, nobody has ever done this before.
Ninja Point Right I know. That's why it's going to work.

Do not try and bend the spoon ...
Hey thanks for the fav!!!! and thanks for adding me to ur devwatch! im gonna read some of ur stuff now!
welcome to dA! i'm gonna add you to my deviantwatch cuz i liked your first poem so i hope the rest of the stuff you put up are as good if not better then that!! great work!!
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