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About Varied / Hobbyist Official Beta Tester Kaily Russell30/Female/United States Groups :icondoctor-x-rose-club: Doctor-x-Rose-Club
Doctor x Rose ~Forever~
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Vic Mignogna's Autograph by Before-I-Sleep Vic Mignogna's Autograph :iconbefore-i-sleep:Before-I-Sleep 34 2 Santa Monica Pier by Before-I-Sleep Santa Monica Pier :iconbefore-i-sleep:Before-I-Sleep 13 0
Not Alone - Newtina
Tina feels the cold, it bites into her skin like a knife. She’s pale and her heart feels like it might beat right out of her chest. She stares as if into an abyss and all she sees is the darkness. She’s alone now, so very alone, the last of her family torn from her side.
Queenie, why? Why’d you leave me all alone?
And then it hits her, its her fault, she left Queenie all alone. She shouldn’t have fought with her, she should’ve stayed by her side. Even though work….she was just doing a job. But she was looking for Credence and Grindelwald was still out there, she was doing the right thing...right?
It’s my fault.
Newt sits at the bedside of Tina Goldstein, grasping her cold hand and wishing she’d open her eyes.
“In rare moments a witch or wizards magic will try to protect them or turn on themselves. In this case Miss Goldstein’s magic has done both. To protect her psyche her magic has placed her in a dreamlike state, but it has
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I would have loved you
Like the sun loves the moon
And your skin brushes mine and you do not judge
These scars and bumps, this ugliness
And I feel it in my heart, really feel it
That maybe you love me too and I am loved
For the first time, she loves me
I am loved in return.
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All Roads End
It’s my fault
That I am the way I am
I don’t have the strength
I wasn’t born with it
To change myself, to be who I want to be
I can’t tell you what's in my head
Because it shouldn’t be there
Like what’s in my heart
She’s in my heart, always
The girl I can never have
She doesn’t know I exist
Do I exist?
This is where my road ends
And will it be noticed?
Like winter in California?
My head, it hurts
My heart, it breaks
My dreams, dead
I wait to be saved by her because I can’t save myself
I’m withering away inside this grave I’ve made
Without the light from dreams to light this dimming world of mine
I am so so lost and I need her
But she doesn’t know it
Please, please, please save me.
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lost my words
I’ve forgotten how to write these words
Because I haven’t felt the pain of a broken heart seep out of me onto a page
I remember a time when I bled words
When I love you’s weren’t returned
Loneliness my only friend
And even still my words have escaped me.
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The golden road by Ellysiumn The golden road :iconellysiumn:Ellysiumn 1,182 124 Ceyone - The ancient guardian by Eden-West Ceyone - The ancient guardian :iconeden-west:Eden-West 1,372 48 Bowsette by Grigorart Bowsette :icongrigorart:Grigorart 409 4 Seras Victoria by Nut-Central Seras Victoria :iconnut-central:Nut-Central 12 3 Seras Victoria by Nut-Central Seras Victoria :iconnut-central:Nut-Central 10 2 High by Gydw1n High :icongydw1n:Gydw1n 186 7 FMRE Fran from FFXII and Saphee the Lamia Nurse by Montteiro
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FMRE Fran from FFXII and Saphee the Lamia Nurse :iconmontteiro:Montteiro 138 8
Haruka x Michiru flirts by strawberrygina Haruka x Michiru flirts :iconstrawberrygina:strawberrygina 67 3 Img 20190319 010217 by Doringota Img 20190319 010217 :icondoringota:Doringota 99 7 Summer feels by FlashW Summer feels :iconflashw:FlashW 328 15 waiting in the daycare by dany-teti waiting in the daycare :icondany-teti:dany-teti 50 21 Revy by Flowerxl Revy :iconflowerxl:Flowerxl 1,059 44 Commission : Cihuahua by Sa-Dui Commission : Cihuahua :iconsa-dui:Sa-Dui 540 10 Lord Grimr and Lady Alora by NanFe Lord Grimr and Lady Alora :iconnanfe:NanFe 591 8 Gouffre by Rituhell Gouffre :iconrituhell:Rituhell 805 12


Poseidon by mullerpereira Poseidon :iconmullerpereira:mullerpereira 389 38 Unicorn by KeithDilena Unicorn :iconkeithdilena:KeithDilena 6 1 Golden gate bridge by takmaj Golden gate bridge :icontakmaj:takmaj 2,791 404 Winter in Paris by takmaj Winter in Paris :icontakmaj:takmaj 11,043 965 All of Time and Space by alicexz All of Time and Space :iconalicexz:alicexz 24,851 1,000 Breath of the Wild by AquaSixio Breath of the Wild :iconaquasixio:AquaSixio 5,195 91 Guise by escume Guise :iconescume:escume 2,824 81 Scale by escume Scale :iconescume:escume 4,050 393


Oh, thank you for my... first... llama! wow
Sat Oct 18, 2014, 8:16 PM
Thank you for the llama! :D
Mon Sep 1, 2014, 12:44 AM
Thanks for the fav :)
Tue Aug 26, 2014, 12:59 PM
thank you so much for the watch!
Thu Jun 26, 2014, 4:50 AM
Thank you for fav :)
Sat Apr 12, 2014, 12:40 AM
thank you for the favc: ^^
Sun Mar 23, 2014, 11:54 PM
thnx for the Llama :D
Sat Mar 8, 2014, 12:39 PM
thank you for the fav :)
Sun Jan 19, 2014, 12:37 AM
awesome a shotbox
Mon Jan 6, 2014, 1:02 AM
thanks for the fav :3
Sun Oct 27, 2013, 12:59 PM


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Strooitje Featured By Owner 3 days ago  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks for your :+fav: on this lovely lady...

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Hello by Strooitje

There are more here like her, where she came from ;)
Before-I-Sleep Featured By Owner 1 day ago  Hobbyist General Artist
You're welcome! :D
LouiseKunoichi666 Featured By Owner 4 days ago  Student Filmographer
Thanks for the fav dear! Attack Hug 
Before-I-Sleep Featured By Owner 1 day ago  Hobbyist General Artist
You're welcome! :D
SerenityofAsgard Featured By Owner 5 days ago
Thank you 4 the fave* Love 
Before-I-Sleep Featured By Owner 4 days ago  Hobbyist General Artist
You're welcome! :D
EllasGeekyArt Featured By Owner Mar 13, 2019  Hobbyist Digital Artist
hey just noticed i like a lot of the shows you like . you would like supernatural
Before-I-Sleep Featured By Owner 6 days ago  Hobbyist General Artist
I stopped watching after season 6.
EllasGeekyArt Featured By Owner 6 days ago  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Oh you should keep watching
Shuichi991 Featured By Owner Mar 12, 2019  Hobbyist Digital Artist
ty for fave <3
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