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About Varied / Hobbyist Core Member Kaily Russell30/Female/United States Groups :icondoctor-x-rose-club: Doctor-x-Rose-Club
Doctor x Rose ~Forever~
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this anger
I’m so angry that there isn’t enough words in the world to throw at you
I will never let you make me feel like I’m worthless ever again
You small little retch
I will pierce you with resentment and vengeance
I refuse to be good
I will never kneel
Never give up, never give in
I am strong and you are weak
Disappear, disappear, disappear.
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lost myself
I lost myself
In a crowd of a million people
I forgot who I am
Lost my path
Couldn’t put pen to paper
Words forget me
I struggle
And these shoulders feel so heavy
How did I get here?
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Reborn From Ashes
This time last year I was homeless
This time this year I’m not quite homeless but don’t quite have a home
It’s like we’re stuck in limbo
Walking around with n95 masks
Like we’re living in some sort of war zone
Our homes, our forests, our livelihoods are going up in flames
Nobody is grieving for us except for those who live here
California, the golden state
Home of the grizzly bear
Big and strong
We will not fade away like this great creature for its spirit lives in all of us
We wonder, will our homes still be there
Will our jobs still be there
Will our schools still be there
Friends and family will they come back
Hold on tight, hold on strong
While the brave women and men fight on the front lines to keep us safe
To save our state
We will rebuild, we will overcome
We will shine brightly like the golden state that we are
Through the exhaustion and uncertainty
From the ashes we will be reborn.
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Oh, thank you for my... first... llama! wow
Sat Oct 18, 2014, 8:16 PM
Thank you for the llama! :D
Mon Sep 1, 2014, 12:44 AM
Thanks for the fav :)
Tue Aug 26, 2014, 12:59 PM
thank you so much for the watch!
Thu Jun 26, 2014, 4:50 AM
Thank you for fav :)
Sat Apr 12, 2014, 12:40 AM
thank you for the favc: ^^
Sun Mar 23, 2014, 11:54 PM
thnx for the Llama :D
Sat Mar 8, 2014, 12:39 PM
thank you for the fav :)
Sun Jan 19, 2014, 12:37 AM
awesome a shotbox
Mon Jan 6, 2014, 1:02 AM
thanks for the fav :3
Sun Oct 27, 2013, 12:59 PM


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So a lot happened in April, I had a blast at Disneyland & California Adventure. I didn't want to leave!!! Got to meet some Disney princesses, met Black Panther, went on Star Tours like 5 times, made myself go on the Guardians ride that used to be the Tower of Terror.





And I got back from Toronto Canada last Sunday, what an amazing city! They say it's the most diverse city in the world and I believe it. There's so much to do there! So the documentary I'm in finally premiered there, to a sold out audience and we had special guest Zachary Levi who I briefly got to talk to. He thanked me for being a fan of Chuck and I told him I'm waiting on that Chuck movie and that he thinks he's about got it lined up. So yeah, what an exciting experience, I can't wait for it premiere here in USA, I'll keep you guys informed.



Me saying how much a fan of Chuck I am on stage and him smiling at that.


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MrFastBassOfficial Featured By Owner Aug 6, 2018  New Deviant Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks for the fave.
Before-I-Sleep Featured By Owner Aug 7, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
You're welcome! :D
GBLXVIII Featured By Owner Aug 3, 2018
Many thanks for the star!! Clap
Before-I-Sleep Featured By Owner Aug 3, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
You're welcome! :D
pamlaisly232 Featured By Owner Jul 16, 2018  Hobbyist Writer
happy b-dayHave your cake and eat it too 
Before-I-Sleep Featured By Owner Jul 17, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks!! :glomp:
NickRoberts10 Featured By Owner Jul 16, 2018  Hobbyist Writer
Happy birthday, fellow Code Geass fan!
Before-I-Sleep Featured By Owner Jul 17, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks so much! :hug:
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:woohoo: :party: :iconcakelickplz: !!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!! :iconcakelickplz: :party: :woohoo:

It's July 16th which means it's that time of the year again and your special day is here! We hope you have an awesome day with lots of birthday fun, gifts, happiness and most definitely, lots of cake! Here's to another year!

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