I want to say so much, i have lot of things to talk about! but... my head is like a mess. Sometimes, i turn my phone off. Just to forget what hour is it. This year is promising me a lot of good things. Should i believe, or not? Well its always better to think in the positive way.
In a few words, without telling stories- my life is like a fire. And water isnt the solution. It would kill it
I just dont want to lose anyone, whos precious to me (sounds so primitive, but i truly wish for that). I know, that the mistakes from my past, will lead me. ahw what a horrible pessimist i am.. :D
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Life has end. Everyone knows that, but not everyone can realize that.
So its first day of new year... and its like... im feeling that i started something new, much different than past.
Im having a lot of dreams lately. I read all of their meanings in little book that my granny have. All of my dreams came true. I lost... already a lot.. understood some of my feelings, REALIZED THAT I HAD SOMEONE PRECIOUS THAT MY HEART LOVED (but ofc i lost it too). This year is promising me a lot of new things. And.. after 4 days... its my damn birthday. I just want to lay in my bed all day, eat some food, drink tea... and thats all i guess.
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I created new acc and started new career!
That means, im not a newbie :) im spending my second year here. For me, deviantArt is much better than some time killing machine (facebook i mean)
Few weeks ago, my aunt died... What a terrible funeral. Everyone looked so broken... And her body in coffin... with that unforgettable face of hers... it looked like she was suffering, in never ending flames. Yes, she killed herself. She was so beautiful, energetic, looked so strong.. that she could handle everything. 21 years old.
I never forget that night, while i was in car after the funeral. My eyes were slacking from pai