I remember emotion
Like the deaf recall a tune.
I still have the notion,
But even that will be gone soon.
The songs are muffled at first,
But the notes remain.
I can still be immersed
In musical joy and pain.
But like a copy of a copy of a copy,
Notes are lost and misplaced,
The whole thing gets sloppy,
A masterpiece defaced.
Finally, the end of the blaze
The last notes die in a frost
Leaving the profound malaise
That something beautiful was lost.
Dead is the feeling I once had.
Left in a mute concert hall,
I wonder how it can hurt so bad,
To feel nothing at all.
After being locked out of my original YouTube account because of Google Plus, I had to start over with a brand new channel. Now I've reached the milestone of 100 subscribers! I know it's not a whole lot, but it still feels good to have at least gathered a modestly sized audience. Here's my channel, if you're interested in gaming:
I'm still focusing on building original machines in a really awesome game called Besiege, but I'm working on a video for a different game now.
BTW, I haven't forgotten about my artwork on DeviantArt. As soon as I come to a break-off point in my videos, I plan to make more art for here. Also, I'm st
It's been a LONG time since I've been on here, because when I moved, my computer that had all my art data on it quit working. One of my Dad's friends volunteered to work on it, but he sat on it for 9 or 10 months without working on it before I finally just took it back. I still haven't gotten it to work, though he said it's probably a power cord, so I might be able to fix it with a trip to Radio Shack. In the mean time, I'm on my backup computer.
I've been working on a new YouTube channel, and so far the video of which I'm most proud is the one in which I set what I believe to be a record in a game called Besiege (embedded below). It's a
I had a rather lengthy response to Elliot Rodger: More Than a Madman by Laci Green, but some deviants made some admittedly valid points against parts of it, so I deleted it. One of them was parasite-z (https://www.deviantart.com/parasite-z), and I don't remember who else because I didn't make a note before I deleted the deviation. However, I'll share with you the points that I still think are valid.
Laci's analysis is very oversimplified as she only attributes the shooting to causes that fit with her preconceived oppression narrative. In short:
:bulletred: Masculinity is toxic.
:bulletred: Men are violent, because it’s okay to generalize a gender based on what a va