barefeets

I've gotten some proverbial weight off my shoulders, so hopefully this new trend in production should continue pretty well.  I'm glad to be able to draw freely again!

I always come back to this site with a small feeling of guilt, like I should be updating it more often (or at all, really).  Frankly though I just don't feel comfortable posting the stuff I've been doing here; I want to maintain this site with some form of professionalism, and my usual work is anything but professional, even though it's the stuff I get paid for so it actually is "professional."  :shrug: I'd be lying if I said I didn't enjoy it though.  Still, it would be nice to be able to look at my body of work and think, "Sure, I can show my mother this..."  Maybe one'a these days I can branch out and do some "legit" stuff.  One'a these d

I wish I had that ability as an artist to turn all my emotional anguish into works of art.  Like on a day I'm feeling really fed up about some aspect of my life I could just take my welder and make some monstrosity out of metal, or throw a bunch of paint at a huge canvas.  Then I can walk away feeling better, having expelled all my negative energy. Instead I have to sit on my couch, comfort-eating, feeling like an overheated tea kettle.  Just building with pressure and wanting to bad to explode but so afraid of the damage I'd cause if I did.  So instead I pull on that mask, squash the pain down a little bit more and hope no-one notices that