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Literature
Prose before hoes
Makartnijs, herbārijs, viskijs, Rokijs, Dohertijs
Būs mūsu viesi
Kad rīklē liesim
Tad pēc četriem sausiem kausiem
Mēs viens otram ausīs bļausim
Sesto bausli
Vairs nepieļausim
Cigaretes, bāra letes, taburetes, piruetes
Galvā maisās
Domas baisas raisās
Pilnīgs hlams, prieka nams, vēl viens grams from Amsterdam
Jā, būs no rīta
Diena norakstīta
Lej Mēriju, tin grāmatu un dziesmu to par zaldātu
Kurš neguļ gadiem
Un tad vēlreiz par mums abiem
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Literature
Haika
Kārtējo reizi izdzeru sausu
Tērvetes alu.
Šoreiz es patiešām esmu dirsā.
Elpa stājās, tomēr es
vēlreiz iedomājos.
Mēs īstenībā labprāt uzpīpētu.
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Literature
Cirvji un virves
Kā lācim miegu
kā adatai diegu
kā bērnam prieku
man vajag Tevi
Kā zvejniekam tīklu
kā maizniekam mīklu
kā balsij rīkli
man vajag Tevi
Kā dzērājam glāzi
kā otai krāsu
kā brālim māsu
man vajag Tevi
Kā ģitārai stīgas
kā tūristiem Rīgas
kā Jānim Līgas
man pietrūkst Tevis
Kā ziediem sirpi
kā kaklam virvi
kā mugurai cirvi
man "vajag"  Tevi
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Literature
Zivis
Raudas un asari
tāds vārds ir zivīm
Raudu es asaras
par abiem diviem
mums
Kam beidzies ir ceļojums
nesācies īsti
Nu viena Tu klīsti
Pa ielām, bulvāriem, prospektiem
tiem
Kur divatā jāiet, bez lieciniekiem
Viens nu es zīmēšu Jūrmalas smiltīs
vārdus, ar kuriem cits Tevi sildīs
Vieni mēs celsimies un gulēt iesim
Vieni mēs paliksim, skumji patiesi....
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Literature
Viesi
Pudele ruma galvā vēl dejo
Kājas vairs neklausa vienatnē ejot
Nāc, lūdzu, ciemos
Pusnaktī vienos
Parunāsim ...
Runāsim čukstus, kā jau mums patīk
Tik daudz ir sakrājies man Tev ko sacīt
Par to kas ir labi
To ka mēs abi
Neaizmigsim....
Aizvērsim logu, lai nedzirdam citus
Pienāc man tuvāk, sirds straujāk sitas
Ieskaties acīs
Tās Tev ko sacīs
Neizvairies....
Pielieku lūpas pie Tava smaida
Pasteidzies, mirklis tik laimīgs mūs gaida
Minūtes skrien
Mēs divi vien
Neapstājies....
Nemanot pienāca pirmdienas rīts
Galvenais palika nepasacīts
Tu aizgāji tad
Un mēs vairs nekad
Netiksimies....
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Literature
Ieteikums
Paskrien nedaudz atpakaļ
Nokāp nedaudz lejā
Pakrīti un nepiecelies
Paspļauj pats sev sejā
Padodies un vaino sevi
Galvu sit pret sienu
Naktī pārdzīvo cik spēka
Raudi visu dienu
Necīnies, nekam nav jēga
Visur elles mokas
Paskat, rekur ceļa gals
Nolaid zemāk rokas !
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Literature
Vairs neko
Saullēkta gaismā
Pienāc man tuvāk un maigi skauj
Čuksti tik klusi
Lai dzirdu cik skaļi sirds tava bļauj
Noskūpsti lēni
Ieskaties acīs, never tās ciet
Mīli tik balti....
Lai nepāriet..
Ņem manu roku
Ved mani tur, kur nekad vēl nav būts
Uzzīmē prieku
Dāvā man to, kas vēl neiegūts
Iededz to liesmu
Kas nebīstas aukstuma, sāpju, nekā
Esi man līdzās
Mīļotā....
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Literature
Plea for mercy
Es trīcu, bet nav man auksti
Tu zieds, bet man vairs neatplauksi
Tu vīsti, Tu izgaisti manās rokās
Mēs mirstam un miršu es elles mokās.
Kaut skriešu, kaut kritīšu nepanākšu
Kaut sniegšos, tik augstu vairs neuzkāpšu
Par vēlu es nāku... nepaspēju
Kāds cits nu Tev pienesīs zvaigznes un vēju
Un citam Tu atplauksi vēlvienreiz
Un cits Tev būs tas, kas es biju reiz
Tā bija, tā būs
Un vairs jau neizžūs
Tās asaru upes, kuras es liešu
Es biju, es būšu un tālāk es iešu
Bet atpakaļ tagad, nav spēka uz priekšu...
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Literature
Tev, Tu, Tas, To, Tad
Tev nekad neredzēt
Ko sirds var otrai sirdij nodarīt spēt
Var lūpas klusēt, bet dvēsele kliegt
Bet nekad neaizliegt
Par Tevi asaras man liet...
Nāks siltais lietus, līs
Un manas skumjas projām aiznesīs
Tu nesaproti, mīlu Tevi tik ļoti
Reizēm pat tāpat vien
Pār vaigiem asaras man skrien...
Nāks laiks, pāries viss
Un aizmirsīsim to, kas noticis
Bet līdz tai dienai, būs jāpaliek vienai
Domai prātā kas skan
Cik ļoti dārga biji man...
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Literature
Blood Ballad
Es apskaužu asinis
sarkani tumšās
Kas Tevī tik viļnaini plūst
Jo tās iet caur sirdi
Caur vietu, kur tādi
kā es nekad nenokļūst
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Literature
Netici visam ko lasi
Modini mani vēl pēdējo reizi
Stāsti, cik viss bijis nepareizi
Stāsti, ka laiks nu ir atvadīties
Ka vienam bez otra mums saulaināk ies
Stāsti, ka skaistākās dienas bij kļūda
Sapņu pilis bij vientuļa būda
Laime un jūtas bij pasaku tēli
Stāsti, lai asaras manas birst žēli
Plēs manas brūces un ber tajās sāli
Stāstot, cik turpmāk mēs paliksim tāli
Liec, lai no sirds Tevi ārā grūžu
Lai aizmirstu Tevi pavisam - uz mūžu
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Literature
30. february
Tavs skatiens viltots un samākslots
Viens vards patiess, cits samelots
Sarunas izskan uz bēdigas nots
Tas viss, kas no tevis ir šodien man dots
Tev elpa kā ledus, tavs pieskāriens auksts
Tas smaids tik pa jokam, kā pienākums plaukst
Un sirdspuksti mūsu tik dažādi skan
Tas nedur, tas negrauž, bet sāpigi gan
Bij neprātigs, tagad būs nelaimīgs stāsts
Tavs skūpsts, tas nav skūpsts, tavs glāsts vairs nav glāsts
Es jūtu - būs asaras jātērē
Jo tavas acis... tās saka man nē
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Literature
Across the Rubicon
Ja mēmi klusēs skaļie trotuāri
Es Rubikonā* kāpšu
Un bridīšu tai pāri
Aiz manis sadegs gadiem celtie tilti
Uz priekšu vedīs ceļš
Tur, kur silti
Lai visas manas laivas dzelmē slīkst
Palikšu šai krastā
Kaut nezinu, vai drīkst
Uz biļetes, kas slēpjas manā kabatā
Stāv melns uz balta rakstīts
"Vienā virzienā"
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Rubikona - Upe Itālijā. "Šķērsot Rubikonu" - nonākt punktā,
no kura vairs nav atpakaļceļa...
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Literature
Mums
Man kaislība, tev apnikums
Tev pastaiga. man ceļojums
Mans kompliments tev pārmetums
Tev atbildes, man jautājums
Tev pazeme, man debessjums
Tukši vārdi - solījums
Kas bijis tiem, tas nebūs mums
Neveiksmīgs šis gadījums
Tavs sīkums ir mans notikums
Sirds mana dejos,tava skums
Kā priekšlikums, kā pienākums
Spīd tavās acīs apnikums
Savāds ir tavs apreibums
Jo, kas tev sula, tas man rums
Kāds var pavilkt, cits kāds stums
Neveiksmīgs šis gadījums
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Literature
Forever
Forever, have I lost you?
You're fading from my sight.
Can you not see we're falling?
We're dying in the night.
My heart is yours, Forever,
I'll never turn away.
I'll wait for you to find me.
I'll try to make you stay.
You promised me, Forever,
To make our hearts as one.
Did you forget, Forever,
To tell me we were done?
Forever, will you hold me,
And sooth my heart to sleep?
Tell me again, Forever,
That I'm the one you'll keep.
My heart will beat, Forever,
Until you bid it rest.
I'll live for you, Forever.
I'll try to pass this test.
Forever, I feel empty,
My heart has told a lie.
Forever, can you promise
That you won't start to cry?
This wound will bleed, Forever,
But pain is worth the prize.
I'll sing for you, Forever,
An angel for your eyes.
I'm leaving you, Forever,
But, Forever, I will wait.
I promise that I'll meet you
At heaven's golden gate.
Forever, I will hold you,
I'll never let you go.
Forever, I will love you,
Though you may never know.
I want to stay, Forever,
But God has
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Literature
Mirror
Mirror, Mirror,
lie to me
and show me what
I want to see,
a world untouched,
un-harmed by love,
a world not cursed,
that soars above,
a world of warmth,
not cold as ice,
a world where hearts break once,
not twice.
Mirror, Mirror,
lie to me
and show me what
I wish to see,
a moonlit night,
not pouring rain,
tears cried for joy,
not cried for pain,
a peaceful life,
a brand-new slate,
a world where love
can't turn to hate.
Mirror, Mirror,
lie to me
and show me what
I hope to see,
a world where pain
cannot occur,
where tears don't make
my vision blur,
where happiness
can't drag me down,
and love won't try
to make me drown.
Mirror, Mirror,
lie to me
and show me what
I pray to see,
a place where I
won't need to feel,
where time and life
are not so real,
a place where I
don't need to think,
where into death
I'll never sink.
Mirror, Mirror,
lie to me
and show me what
I know can't be,
a world where death
is not a choice,
a place where I
can't hear his voice,
a world where cuts
don't bleed or sca
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Literature
Insomnia-A dark nursery rhyme
Insomnia:
twinkle twinkle
little pain
I see you've come
to play again
lodged here in my soul so tight
turning brightness into night
twinkle twinkle
tearing ache
please let me sleep
to never wake….
…now I lay me down to sleep
my life in tatters at my feet..
if I should Wake before I die
I pray these tattered wings can fly..
twinkle twinkle
empathic strain
I never want to feel again
trapped here in this world so cold
where self is wrong
and Us is gold.
twinkle twinkle
falling tear..
how i wonder why i'm here..
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Literature
heart broken
In my dreams
It was me in your arms
My lips on yours
There was only us
And the clouds
And the stars
It was the world and us
It was us against the world
But in your arms I could take it
Anything the world dished out
And with your kisses I was strong again
In my dreams it was me in your arms
My lips on yours
But in reality
It's always been her
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Literature
Porcelain Doll
Porcelain doll with tangled hair,
People pass or stop and stare,
Her cotton clothes are ripped and torn,
Her parents regret the day she was born,
Her plastic heart has melted down,
Her stunning smile, a perfect frown,
Her shining future, a blackened road,
Her flowing words, a fucked up code.
Once glowing eyes, now dark and dead,
And voices scream inside her head,
A falling rain of acid tears,
Mirrors reflecting all her fears,
A fire raging through her veins,
Drugs to reduce all her pains,
Her porcelain skin, now scarred and bruised,
Her staggering beauty, now gone and used.
A foreign beauty, now buried alone,
A cryptic place where light once shown,
Once graceful flight with song and dance,
A life of hope and true romance,
Now blundering falls and morbid display,
Where crystal tears fall every day,
A heartless place of death and disease,
Where evil comes and goes with ease.
Porcelain doll with tangled hair,
Shattered dreams and timeless despair,
A radiant star, now void black hole,
Tryi
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Literature
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Numur divdesmit divi.
       Kad balerīna uzvelk kerzas
Tu esi kā pašnāvība – vienmēr esmu gribējusi tevi pamēģināt, bet nemēģinu, jo saprotu, ka pēc tam vairs nekā nebūs. Es izvēlējos garāko ceļu pāri ielai.
Aizvēru acis un iedzēru pretsāpju zāles, bet man sāpēja tik ļoti, ka vajadzēja novokaīnu. Vai uz mēles var uzlīmēt plāksteri?
„Viņas izturēšanās restorānā atgādināja ielasmeitas izturēšanos, un arī pēc narkotiķes viņa izskatījās.” Es sēdēju dušā un domāju, vai lietus var būt tik silts. Pirms gulētiešanas iedzer siltu šampanieti, jo tev slāpst.
SNIEDZ UZ MANIS. Tu zini, kā izskaties, ja tevi ieskenē? Ielīdīsim ledusskap&
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Literature
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Numur piecdesmit astoņi.
          Pat melnāks par tulpēm.
Mēs dzīvojam tehnoloģiju laikmetā. Lai justu tevi, es vairs nelieku zem spilvena tavas vēstules, bet gan uz ādas uzrakstu tavu telefona numuru.
Kad toreiz gāju pie tevis, es skatījos uz luksofora sarkano cilvēciņu, viņš smējās par mani, un tobrīd es biju gatava mesties ceļos un lūgt Sātanu un eņģeļus reizē, lai sarkanais nekļūst par zaļo. Tikai mazliet novilcināt laiku, tikai tādu mazu bišķīti. Ja es ieradīšos vēlāk, tad taču tu teiksi ko citu?
Sēdēju Kronvalda parkā uz soliņa, sēdēju. Brilles uz acīm, cigarete pirkstos un kurpju purngali uz iekšu. Sēdēju. Rakstīju savas dienas grēksūdzī, un man garām paslīd
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Edgars Balins
Latvia
Current Residence: Jelgava
Favourite genre of music: Love metal
Interests
  • Listening to: Beatles
  • Reading: Three men in a boat by Jerome K. Jerome
  • Watching: Mirror
  • Playing: Guitar
  • Eating: Pasta
  • Drinking: Lemon tea
Nozagu šo te no Šarlotes, zinu, ka viņa nedusmosies

1. Do you have any peircings?
Only ears
2. Whose car were you in last?
Mine
3. When is the next time you will kiss someone?
hmm =/
4. What color shirt are you wearing?
grey with white stripes

5. How long is your hair?
Hmm.. They touch my shirt a little bit =]

6. Are you good looking?
Well... no, but some girls says otherwise

7. Last movie you watched?
limuzīns jāņu nakts krāsā

8. Who were you with?
My friends

9. Last thing you ate?
cookie

10. Last thing you drank?
Tea with lemon <3

11. What are you currently listening to?
sound of birds behind my window

12. Who came over last?
actually I don't remember

13. Are you happy right now?
No, not at all.

14. What did you say last to anyone?
Hi ! ( to that pretty girl @ work)
15. Where is your cellphone?
10 metres behind me

16. What color are your eyes?
green

17. Are you left-handed?
No. And I'm happy about it

18. Spell your name without vowels:
dgrs

19. Do you have any pets?
2
20. Favorite Singer?
Ville Valo

21. What do you dislike currently?
dunnnōōō =/
22. What are you listening to now?
Music

23. If you could have one thing right now what would it be?
true love

24. What is your favorite scent?
That smell of early morning at summer...

25. Who makes you happiest?
Friends

26. What were you doing at midnight last night?
hahaha It's not discussable

27. When is your birthday?
16.12.1988

28. Who has the same phone as you?
Noone, for sure.

29. Most awesome person?
I don't know... But for sure it's not my neighbor... or teacher

30. Do you read your horoscope?
Just for fun

31. Where was the last place you bought something?
Rimi.

32. How do you feel about your hair right now?
grrrrr.............

33. Do you bite your nails?
No !

34. Do you have any CDS?
some =]

35. Do you have any expensive jewelery?
My senior ring... It's priceless

36. Myspace or facebook?
facebook

37. How fast have you driven a car?
120 km/h But most of all, I hate fast drivers..

38. Have you ever smoked?
Yes
39. What was or is your favorite subject in school?
History

40. Do you have Verizon?
? o_O

41. What type of boy or girl do you usually fall for?
Someone, who is really unfit for me
42. Do you have any hidden talents?
Yes. But I don't know them.. that's why they will stay hidden.

43. Favorite Song?
Oasis - Wonderwall
44. Do you like to sing at all?
O yeah !

45. Dream Job?
Professional poker player

46. Where does most of your family live?
In their house
47. Are you an only child or do you have siblings?
couple of sisters

48. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
yes

49. What was the first thing you thought when you woke up?
It's Fridaaaaaaaaaaay =]
50. Do you drink?
Lemon tea, lot of lemon tea !

51. Know any other languages?
Latvian, Russian..Little bit polish And language of inhabitants of Latgale

52. Hero?
Hero ? That's a song of Enrique I guess..

53. Have you ever been IN a wedding?
2 times
54. Do you have any children?
I hope no !

55. Did you take a nap today?
no =/
56. Who has the same birthday as you?
Ludvig Van Bethoven

57. Ever met and talked to anyone famous before?
Renars Kaupers. Toms Grevins
58. Do you want to be famous one day?
Maybe

59. Any Pet Peeves?
Any idea what does this question means ?

60. Are you multitasking right now?
No

61. Do you like Britany Spears?
Never

62. What is your least favorite chore?
Almost all of them

63. Last place you drove your car?
Ogre city

64. Ever been out of the country?
Yes

65. Where were you born?
in hospital

66. Could you handle being in the military?
No

67. What is your average cell phone bill?
5-6 ls.

68. Who are you thinking about right now?
Evening

69. When was the last time you laughed REALLY hard?
Today

70. How many pairs of shoes do you own?
5, maybe 6

71. Are your toes always painted?
nop o_O

72. How many cell phones have you had?
Hmm... maybe even 10

73. What are you doing today?
Working
74. Have you ever been gambling?
yessssssssssssss
75. How many hours did you sleep last night?
4
76. Do you like rollercoasters?
yes

77. Have you ever been to disneyland or world?
No

78. Do you have a favorite cartoon character?
Homer Simpson

79. Last thing you cooked?
Pasta

80. How's the weather?
Pretty nice
81. Do you e-mail?
Yepp

82. What's the stupidest thing you ever did with your cell phone?
Took pictures of myself
83. Last time you were sick?
5 days ago

84. What states have you lived in?
Latvia, Poland, Czech republic

85. Do you wish you could move?
Yes..

86. If you could squeeze anyone.?
Adolf Hitler

87. Favorite color? …you can only pick ONE
White

88. Have you ever wanted someone you cant have?
YES ! ! ! ! ! ! !
89. If you could be anywhere right now where would it be?
Paris would be ok
90. Are you happy with your life?
No, but shhhh, that's a big secret

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coolheart Featured By Owner Dec 29, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
Paldies par watch, atvainojos, ka ar aizkavi, bet te nebiju kādu laiku!
Laimīgu 2011!!!!
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MARGOart Featured By Owner Nov 28, 2010  Hobbyist Photographer
thank you very much for the fava and comments!
Have a nice day!:airborne:
Hi Jelgava
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BoniitiC Featured By Owner Nov 8, 2010  Hobbyist Photographer
paldies par :+devwatch:! ;p
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atsirka Featured By Owner Oct 8, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
Paldies par watch|!!! <3
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Malders Featured By Owner Oct 7, 2010
paldies :)
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blind-actress Featured By Owner Oct 7, 2010
paldies par Watchu! :handshake:
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SilvesterIn Featured By Owner Oct 5, 2010  Hobbyist Photographer
Sveiki!
Aicinu Tevi pievienoties ''Photographers-Latvia'' Grupai [link] :star: Un palīdzēt man to pilnveidot ar jūsu skaistajiem darbiem un idejām/ieteikumiem! :dance:
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katenakts Featured By Owner Aug 8, 2010
čau :tux:
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begging-heart Featured By Owner Feb 4, 2009
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HIM :D
paldies par komentāru ;)
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MissChemical Featured By Owner Dec 25, 2008
oo. ko es te redzu. :o
paldies par vērošanu. ;D
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