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Broken'D smear Another attempt rises from swirls of colour... Last time I wondered if the next attempt Would revive this dying tale? Another excuse blots the page... You can't seem to keep it going, So you close your eyes and keep dreaming soundly, Only to wake up and realise that Nothing has changed. Meaning to add more, Yet I keep hitting a wall. Must be the same old reason: 'I can't seem to think anymore.' Nothing has changed and all I can do is hope that his, Day will one day return when I awake.
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 Shed idea I tried writing a story a while ago... A story about a young man entering the life of adulthood as a stranger... A stranger to those around him... A stranger to the society he existed in... A stranger to himself. I tried a while ago to portray his final acts as a protagonist, Following a path winding along uncertain times. It started where it left off, He was alone, He was lost, But he was alive. I tried to send him into that inevitable road, But then the road, his journey, fell into nothing. For a while, a long while, he has hung in suspension. The strings which have pulled him have snapped, For a long time he has
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Writer's Confession
August 2007 I felt compelled to write this. I fear that I will not have another opportunity, my mind hasn't been this clear in ages, and if I were to delay now… my feelings will never be heard.   As a writer I am… have been… in a unique position. I had the power to create characters and portray the world in a light of my choosing, with rules defined only by me. I was God, for my choice determined whether a character lived or died, found love or walked alone, achieved his or her goal or failed it miserably. A single defining moment could be formed in a matter of seconds which could make or break a future lasting many
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Dark Sign – The Second night Notes/ transcripts thrown together on a table, under flickering and uncertain lamplight. 'It wasn't just my eyes playing tricks on me… he definitely changed into that monstrous creature… a hybrid of man and wolf… am I right, please tell me I'm right… I wasn't just imagining those things, I'm not crazy, you believe me, don't you? --- '…Voices touched with the heaviest of emotions, images riddled with uncertainty and regret, the running pain. Yeah, that's about it in a nutshell… It all sinks deep into everything I do and stalks me with a vengeance, as if I did something wrong.
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 Dark sign – The forsaken night Signs lead us towards our futures through many possible choices. One road inevitably leads to another and from that a limitless network is formed and will forever grow beyond the bounds of imagination. We all interpret signs differently, either by their literal meaning or implied - Literal in the case of a message passed on to you by worded signs or by the words of others – Implied in the case of unexplainable coincidences which conflict or clarify with an internal concern – in both cases it will never quite be the same, and many choices, if not all, are irreversible. My concern… is on get
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Degeneration
A diary is ones way of preserving past events, so as to recount them later, or as to leave an unyielding legacy to the world in order to be kept in living memory. To leave one’s mind in the world when the clock chimes 12... The gears of time are unceasing… Flesh and blood inevitably become bone and dust and the cycle goes on and on… Until all that is left is a pile of bones…and even they will suffer from time’s unrelenting hand, a hand that spares nothing and no one. For when all the dust and chaos has settled upon the barren globe and the sun has transcended beyond its final horizon, there may not be a man to tell
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Curse of Days
 Curse of days Standing from a distance nothing seems astray, The man simply sees a ruined house which has seen better days. He’s heard stories that it fell victim to a tragic demise, Caused by a plague of death and lies. Once bright white walls are now blackened by the hate, That filled the house on that unforgettable date. Windows, long shattered, floor boards, rotted away, All caught up in a storm of utter decay. He wonders how its secrets are still unsolved. He wonders why he still wants to be involved. Nothing can change the simple truth, That those people had died, and so did his youth. Yet he makes a bold move towards
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BrokenD smear
Broken'D smear Another attempt rises from swirls of colour... Last time I wondered if the next attempt Would revive this dying tale? Another excuse blots the page... You can't seem to keep it going, So you close your eyes and keep dreaming soundly, Only to wake up and realise that Nothing has changed. Meaning to add more, Yet I keep hitting a wall. Must be the same old reason: 'I can't seem to think anymore.' Nothing has changed and all I can do is hope that his, Day will one day return when I awake.
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sHeD idea
 Shed idea I tried writing a story a while ago... A story about a young man entering the life of adulthood as a stranger... A stranger to those around him... A stranger to the society he existed in... A stranger to himself. I tried a while ago to portray his final acts as a protagonist, Following a path winding along uncertain times. It started where it left off, He was alone, He was lost, But he was alive. I tried to send him into that inevitable road, But then the road, his journey, fell into nothing. For a while, a long while, he has hung in suspension. The strings which have pulled him have snapped, For a long time he has
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Writer's Confession
August 2007 I felt compelled to write this. I fear that I will not have another opportunity, my mind hasn't been this clear in ages, and if I were to delay now… my feelings will never be heard.   As a writer I am… have been… in a unique position. I had the power to create characters and portray the world in a light of my choosing, with rules defined only by me. I was God, for my choice determined whether a character lived or died, found love or walked alone, achieved his or her goal or failed it miserably. A single defining moment could be formed in a matter of seconds which could make or break a future lasting many
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Dark sign - 2
Dark Sign – The Second night Notes/ transcripts thrown together on a table, under flickering and uncertain lamplight. 'It wasn't just my eyes playing tricks on me… he definitely changed into that monstrous creature… a hybrid of man and wolf… am I right, please tell me I'm right… I wasn't just imagining those things, I'm not crazy, you believe me, don't you? --- '…Voices touched with the heaviest of emotions, images riddled with uncertainty and regret, the running pain. Yeah, that's about it in a nutshell… It all sinks deep into everything I do and stalks me with a vengeance, as if I did something wrong.
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Writer's Meme
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Fugitive night
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Dark sign - 1
 Dark sign – The forsaken night Signs lead us towards our futures through many possible choices. One road inevitably leads to another and from that a limitless network is formed and will forever grow beyond the bounds of imagination. We all interpret signs differently, either by their literal meaning or implied - Literal in the case of a message passed on to you by worded signs or by the words of others – Implied in the case of unexplainable coincidences which conflict or clarify with an internal concern – in both cases it will never quite be the same, and many choices, if not all, are irreversible. My concern… is on get
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Degeneration
A diary is ones way of preserving past events, so as to recount them later, or as to leave an unyielding legacy to the world in order to be kept in living memory. To leave one’s mind in the world when the clock chimes 12... The gears of time are unceasing… Flesh and blood inevitably become bone and dust and the cycle goes on and on… Until all that is left is a pile of bones…and even they will suffer from time’s unrelenting hand, a hand that spares nothing and no one. For when all the dust and chaos has settled upon the barren globe and the sun has transcended beyond its final horizon, there may not be a man to tell
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Curse of Days
 Curse of days Standing from a distance nothing seems astray, The man simply sees a ruined house which has seen better days. He’s heard stories that it fell victim to a tragic demise, Caused by a plague of death and lies. Once bright white walls are now blackened by the hate, That filled the house on that unforgettable date. Windows, long shattered, floor boards, rotted away, All caught up in a storm of utter decay. He wonders how its secrets are still unsolved. He wonders why he still wants to be involved. Nothing can change the simple truth, That those people had died, and so did his youth. Yet he makes a bold move towards
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Prelude to fall
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Rift in Reality - Enter
  Rift in Reality Prologue The Earth… A lone blue planet suspended in the depths of endless space seemingly deserted of life… On it, humanity exists as the single most intelligent and developed race… … … … People thought things would never change… 1991 It was just another time on the blue planet… Humanity had settled their differences… Or at least… for the time being… People looked towards the future in desperation… Hoping for more, hoping to put all the conflict and pain behind them for a brighter tomorrow… People looked at their lives and wondered if we had fou
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87 - General update
Apologies for the DA silence over the last couple of weeks, I graduated from uni, have been catching up on a bit of r&r, enjoying the sweltering hot weather and doing more resting. ^^; I'll continue my writing when I find a gap of time, but for the time being I have a lot going on in RL which is taking up all my time. Hope you're all having a great summer. Bahns
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86 - Writing progress 2
Writing on 'Tragic Hero' is going well, In this last week I have written a lot more than I have writen for a long time. I'm still trying to decide how far I want to take the story, so I won't be submitting anything until I Confirm the number of chapters I want to write. I also want to finish writing the first couple of chapters so I can submit chapters on a reliable 4-7 day cycle, so I can start submitting the story as early as possible as well as ensuring that there won't be any significant delays in the submittion of chapters. In terms of an ETA for the first new chapter, early July maybe? I really want to showcase the current style of wr
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85 - Writing progress
'Tragic Hero' is being written, so expect chapters to be submitted in the near future. I will also try to catch up with reviewing fics that I said I would check out. I recently finished my exams, so I have the time to go through anything. I hope everyone i doing well, the next journal will be made soon to update writing progress. Bahns.
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Happy birthday! :D (Big Grin) Have your cake and eat it too :iconballooonplz: Party :hug:
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Happy birthday! :D (Big Grin) Have your cake and eat it too :iconballooonplz: Party Hug
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Happy birthday! :D (Big Grin) Have your cake and eat it too :iconballooonplz: Party Hug
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Happy birthday! :D (Big Grin) Have your cake and eat it too :iconballooonplz: Party Hug
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Happy birthday! :D (Big Grin) Have your cake and eat it too :iconballooonplz: Party Hug
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Thanks for the watch!
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