Days will go and time will pass,
In this void, I have plunged,
The weight is heavy but has no mass,
I am empty, only emotions reside.
In stasis, my feelings will remain.
I cannot obliterate it, can't be contained.
I have nothing else to treasure,
My dread, my pain without measure.
Time multiplied by distance,
This longing blooms no repentance.
My soul, my essence is searching,
For I left my whole, your's for the taking.
The right thing and hardest thing are the same,
This endeavor I endure with disdain,
For my true happiness was left where i came,
Living in your words, until sanity wanes.
Your face, your smile, a glimpse of bliss,
In its absence everything's amiss.
No gold, no sight, no world wonder,
Can amount to the moments we were together.
I can never force you,
I can only stand my ground,
Hoping nobody else fills your need,
And offers you the world and heed.
If my fears catches me, cast me away.
Chase all my pent up fidelity,
Strip me of all meaningful hope,
Give away my life's en