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[Warning: bad mood]
As some of you know, I had it rough these past few years. Losses, depression, grief, sickness...
Things were getting better for me these past month despite some minor issues.
I felt happy, I felt like I had my life back in control.
I'm in a good place now with good people who appreciate and respect me.
My colleagues and superiors consider my work to be good.
I also have great opportunities.
I'm not going back into the path of sadness I had before.
I want to keep control over my life.
I will keep control over my life.
I will keep enjoying the goods things which happen to me.
I will keep enjoying sharing time with good people.
I'm not letting my feelings spoiling everything.
But an other one of my relatives died today.
It's the 9th.
I don't want to break down again.
To be depressed again.
I won't.
But I don't feel well.
I fear people might judge me for sharing that.
I fear people will keep their distances from me because of my whinning and no one want to hear
