bad-squirrell

[Warning: bad mood] As some of you know, I had it rough these past few years. Losses, depression, grief, sickness... Things were getting better for me these past month despite some minor issues. I felt happy, I felt like I had my life back in control. I'm in a good place now with good people who appreciate and respect me. My colleagues and superiors consider my work to be good. I also have great opportunities. I'm not going back into the path of sadness I had before. I want to keep control over my life. I will keep control over my life. I will keep enjoying the goods things which happen to me. I will keep enjoying sharing time with good people. I'm not letting my feelings spoiling everything. But an other one of my relatives died today. It's the 9th. I don't want to break down again. To be depressed again. I won't. But I don't feel well. I fear people might judge me for sharing that. I fear people will keep their distances from me because of my whinning and no one want to hear