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I'm not sure what to do anymore. I've really tried everything, at least with this account. But i feel like this one is stuck up against a cliff. The only option is to jump and start again with a new account. Because of how I started this account with mostly vore content, I cannot continue with anything else, because the majority of people that DID care about my vore content, do not care about anything else I've done

That's just something that's in the vore community, weather you see it as a fetish or as something cute like I still somewhat see it. I just... I have a dream, of making art for a living. And so far with doing vore art, the only real times I made any sustainable amount of money was when I was doing very sexual content on Eka's portal. 

That's not who I am, and I hated every moment of doing sexual content. But I felt like it was the only way I could make money with my art. And sometimes I still feel that way. Cause even though i feel like I've gotten so much better with art since I started... I have so much less attention to it than the shit art i did before... because the old shit art was vore...

For instance, two digital paintings i just made within the last month, some of the best art I've made in a long while... have less than 100 views...when I have over 1000 watchers. And i know a lot of you like my comics like...Salem's Ghost, and Mythics. and I'm excited to share these stories I have. But i also wanted to make it my career, to work every day to make these things for people... but... I rarely see feed back on anything anymore, journals, art, comics... anything. it will go with a few favorites and views and be forgotten. 

I've hated what this account has become. So many of my previous 'fans' now hate me, because i told them to stop pestering me about doing vore things. A few people would go to a recent work of mine and be like 'hey this is nice, but when are you gonna continue man eater?' and when i ignored them they would just go to the next newest thing and say 'dont' forget about maneater'. it was getting to the point where no one even cared about my new stuff anymore, that's why a lot of it has been deleted over the years..

Another thing to why I'm probably never gonna use this account in the future... In the past 5 years, I have come across so many pedophiles and creepy individuals that are a part of the vore community. Men asking me to draw same size vore of them with myself as the pred. That's NOT ok. Specially when i was 15-16 and asking for that. Asking for myself, and not my persona to be drawn was so much worst. I never did it, but to have these men talking like 'oh wow, I wish you would swallow me whole and digest me baby' that's so unbelievably fucked up. People threatening to come to my house wasn't good either. All of these things were the out come of me being into soft and cuddly vore. 

So. I'm going to be starting a new account, under a new name. I'll be posting mythics there. I hate that I have to. I've grown so attached to this account, and the name Baby Panda... I hate to let it all go. But i really dont have a choice anymore. I if I want my art career to go anywhere... I hate to let this part go. 

If you really do like my stuff, I'll link you to the new account via note if you note me about it. 

I'll still check this account every now and then.... anywho... love you guys who i got to know on here and really did care about my stuff, you guys were great. TwT 

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