COMING OUT (WITH AUTISM + ADHD) (ALSO VENT)

Honestly autism is pretty much just a massive itch where you want to absolutely suppress it but that's the most unhealthy thing happening, combine it with depression and you get absolute hell, I can't describe how it's difficult to work with neurotypicals and such as somebody who is neurodivergent and may not have the brain capacity with others.

I am aware of how my condition works, but I've been treated like shit by others in my school over it since I don't work the way they want me to work, and I hope there would be people more accepting for myself in general. Of course, I do have impulses which does involve me thinking of something and wanting to do it. It's like a train coming and crashing and you see too many train crashes in one go, or also finding out who is actually the amongus impostor in real time since the impostors keep killing each other. It's absolutely depressing being unable to look at one point at a time since you look at all of it in one go.

However, I don't want this to be an excuse, I just want people to at least have the emotional capacity and understanding for someone like myself. I can't exaggerate how much people do need it. Would appreciate if you spread it. Thanks.

- Billygoat