Morning people (for those who live in the U.S.)
Is this a pattern, by the way? I notice that most of my journal entries are whenever I'm near the end of the college semester.
Speaking of which, I'm practically failing both of my classes yet again. It really is my fault this time around, especially since I was doing tremendously well in the beginning. But the point is, I get it. After understanding why I'm hurting myself through these grades, I know that I'm not really trying to change anything for myself. I mean yeah, procrastination sucks, but I want to take the first step into being ready to do this, and ACTUALLY wanting to do it, for myself to add. This whole time I've just been doing this just to please those who are believing in me, rather than me, trying to believe in myself. Well whether I'm ready or not, I understand that I'm going to be doing things on my own. I'm tired of acting like a sheltered child who thinks he can't amount up to anything. If I have to tell myself this a million times then I will, because I'm sick of being the "average" kid. I want to succeed for myself, not for others. I still have a month to correct my wrongdoings, even if it comes up as "average", at least I'm ready to have a clear mind and focus on how I want to go from there on. If I want to reach my ultimate goal, I'll have to understand that what I'm doing is no cakewalk, nor something that I can barely pass by, because in order to reach greatness, I need to put in effort.
Well now that that's out of the way, I just wanted to go ahead and make a small update. As from what you can see, I've got Echo's concept still going on. I've still got a long way to go, along with the rest of the other characters. And again, I'm really sorry for not posting anything. So to make it up, here's a picture I drew for my friend's birthday.
I'm trying to at least get one picture in every month, I just need to give myself actual time to do so. I hope you understand where I'm coming from. I know it's getting really repetitive, but I will be sure to provide as much as I can. With that, I'll talk to you guys later.