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Dead-at-work doodles! by AzJahlee Dead-at-work doodles! :iconazjahlee:AzJahlee 8 0
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A Bitter Valentine :iconazjahlee:AzJahlee 5 1
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Thoughts and Struggles of a Young Adult Pt. 1 :iconazjahlee:AzJahlee 8 5
JaKell's First Boyrfiend~ Character Intro (Draft) by AzJahlee JaKell's First Boyrfiend~ Character Intro (Draft) :iconazjahlee:AzJahlee 7 0 CosplayInProgress: Stocking Anarchy~ by AzJahlee CosplayInProgress: Stocking Anarchy~ :iconazjahlee:AzJahlee 11 3 Cosplay: Grell Sutcliff~ Black Butler by AzJahlee Cosplay: Grell Sutcliff~ Black Butler :iconazjahlee:AzJahlee 12 3 CosplayComplete: Grell Sutcliff, BlackButler~ by AzJahlee CosplayComplete: Grell Sutcliff, BlackButler~ :iconazjahlee:AzJahlee 14 10 CosplayComplete: Ciel Phantomhive, Black Butler~ by AzJahlee CosplayComplete: Ciel Phantomhive, Black Butler~ :iconazjahlee:AzJahlee 22 16
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Guidance Tipped with a Hint of Poison :iconazjahlee:AzJahlee 3 0
CosplayInProgress: Ciel Phantomhive, BB~ by AzJahlee CosplayInProgress: Ciel Phantomhive, BB~ :iconazjahlee:AzJahlee 9 0 Masquerade Mask~ by AzJahlee Masquerade Mask~ :iconazjahlee:AzJahlee 19 4
Literature
Torn Apart (Again)
When you told me you loved me again,
I've never been so conflicted
My heart had tears of joy
As my head was screaming, "DON'T DO THIS AGAIN!!"
But by the time I listened, it was far too late.
I had fallen for you all over again.
Listening to your words, I fell to pieces.
False hope washed away all of the hate I held for you
When you left me desolate, I
Felt the black hole grow inside of me.
Letting the monster crawl it's way out
And become my best worst enemy again!
Take me! Tame me! Bring me back to life.
Just to let me die again...
Tell me you love me.
Hold me. Kiss me. Enchant me.
Make me your whore again.
I hear you talk about her...the one before me..
And it makes me want to scream.
How could you love someone,
Who does nothing but hurt you!?
Play with you! Toy with you! Abuse you!
Making you less than humanity!
And yet you ignore the very thing,
That could heal you again..
And then there's HER!
The one you had after me!
The younger one who caused you nothing but grief!
You thought
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Literature
I Know I'm a Fool.. (The Falling Fool Pt. 2)
I don't know why...Words can't explain,
The way I love you.
I don't know why...But I have fallen so deep
I know I'm not perfect!
I know I'm not everything that you deserve!
And I know you don't want me.
I know you love her, not me...
But it's okay!
'Cause all I want is for you to be happy.
It's okay!
Although I am dying, I am not lying when I say,
I love you! I fucking love you!
And there is nothing I wouldn't do to prove it.
Do with it what you will..
My feet are still bleeding
Velvet stains seeping into the glass now
I know these will scar, but I'm willing to go that far.
I know it won't make it better..
I don't know what I'm doing!
But I will keep going until you see me!
Even if it means...endless bleeding...
But it's okay!
'Cause all I want is for you to be happy.
It is okay!
Although I am dying, I am not lying when I say,
I love you! I fucking love you!
And there is nothing I wouldn't do.
I would destroy my own world, just for you..
I know I'm a fool.
I know I'm not worthy.
I know
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Mature content
A Wolf's Heat and a Minx's Desire Pt. 2 :iconazjahlee:AzJahlee 6 1
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A Wolf in Heat and A Minx's Desire Pt. 1 :iconazjahlee:AzJahlee 5 2
Literature
Declaration of the FuckUp
Look around at what I've done.
The chaos is rising
More fuel for the inferno to feed
As I curl up and do nothing
They fight, they scream
Only a few words to end it
One voice, extinguish the burning
But I say nothing
The silence. It numbs me.
If I could just say one thing
Just get up. Do something!
Show him you're useful for once!
You insignificant fool!
You've made a monster for nothing!
After all the good he's done for you?
You know he didn't deserve that!
If only you had just walked away
Or at least speak! Now he's walking away from you
At this point,
Even having nothing is to good for you to deserve..
Keep pace. You're falling behind.
You shouldn't need a firm fist to keep you in line
All of the time, over and over
You spiral and fall face down in the dirt.
You don't know why you're here?
You're a mistake! All you do is make things harder than they need!
You're no benefit, so look up at the sky
As you fall back and die!
I am the haunted one
I am the lost and broken
And I deserve to
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Rossa Dolce by rafaarsen Rossa Dolce :iconrafaarsen:rafaarsen 133 12 Starfucked - GFB 2017 01 by Kopp-Photography
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Starfucked - GFB 2017 01 :iconkopp-photography:Kopp-Photography 275 6
Mirrors by MaySakaali Mirrors :iconmaysakaali:MaySakaali 133 24 Mother-Raw-Earth by Anhen Mother-Raw-Earth :iconanhen:Anhen 203 15 Psalm 13:5 by Azurite-Dream Psalm 13:5 :iconazurite-dream:Azurite-Dream 136 14 Kiss 3456 by 0Snow-White0 Kiss 3456 :icon0snow-white0:0Snow-White0 169 46 6 by Knarf97 6 :iconknarf97:Knarf97 311 3 The Eloquent Slink by 2BORN02B The Eloquent Slink :icon2born02b:2BORN02B 42 10 The Second Ideal by Richard-Penn The Second Ideal :iconrichard-penn:Richard-Penn 16 7 Forest Queen by Richard-Penn Forest Queen :iconrichard-penn:Richard-Penn 5 2 Viking inspired female set by Deakath Viking inspired female set :icondeakath:Deakath 1,375 124
Literature
i was made to break you open
so you chase me
down again; so i lie
helpless and squirming as you
put all the pressure on my
throat. on my thunder. where i'm
dripping with rain like a whole
host of clouds, where my breathing
is coming rough and rattled. and i want to say
this instead of
sitting here in silence,
instead of taking your
crumbs and choking:
boy, there are bigger things
in this life than your heartbreak -
there is more to this shit than your
density and darkness, than my
fingers and fabric and sea. and you are not
made of smooth marble for me to
chip away: i hope your leaves wither
the way i want you to now when you
smile at me like that. you keep forgetting
how
YOU ARE NOT MY HERO
and
I AM NOT YOUR BABY
and
WE ARE NOT THE POEM
but
you take every airy thing i
give you and
make it lead. make my lips
snap shut. make me fold over, claws
outstretched, for the girl i was
in october and kill her
over and over and over again.
i am sitting beside you draped
in a veil of silence. and if you ask me
for my c
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Still-life fruit basket by caytindo Still-life fruit basket :iconcaytindo:caytindo 3 0 Flowery delight full and complete by caytindo Flowery delight full and complete :iconcaytindo:caytindo 4 0 Back 4 by Lucas222222 Back 4 :iconlucas222222:Lucas222222 14 17
Literature
Bleeding Lines
Nobody really looks past her eyes
But it doesn't seem to be much to her surprise
So you just keep following her
Down the path of bleeding lines
On her skin
Where all her secrets are hidden within
But you don't really seem to acknowledge it
You don't really seem to notice, just like everyone else
'Cause you're just a bystander
Someone who doesn't really help
Nor rush to the scene
Instead you're just plain mean
But she's not really surprised
After all, she's used to it
Nobody really looks past her eyes
But it doesn't seem to be much to her surprise
So you just keep following her
Down the path of bleeding lines
Ohh, oh, oh
Oh oh oh, ohh, no no no
Yeah, oh, no
Ohh, oh, oh oh oh, no
She leads you to what she calls a magical place
A place to just let you escape
A rope dangles from a bare, old and dying tree
As she swings oh so freely
But not the way that you know most people swing
But you don't really seem to be the one asking questions
So instead, she just jumps off and leads the way aga
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Hello guys! Long time no see! School and work has been kicking my butt, so i haven't been able to buy more art supplies and such to post ><

In other news, I am so itching for a good RP (roleplay) right now. It's not even funny. I got a burst of inspiration of characters and such last night and I MUST express eeet!

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AzJahlee Auditore
Artist | Hobbyist | Varied
United States
I'm not that great of an artist. I just enjoy drawing. Sometimes, I tell a story with it. Other times, it's just for fun. My friends highly recommended I join so, here I am.

I have more of an anime/manga-ish style to my drawing. Or abstract designs. I also do photoshop.
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whitefoxdesigns Featured By Owner Sep 30, 2018  Professional Interface Designer
Happy Birthday! cat face 
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Happy Birthday
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Happy Birthday ^^
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GrungeWerXblack Featured By Owner Feb 27, 2018
Nice cosplay. Keep sharing your art too!
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whitefoxdesigns Featured By Owner Sep 30, 2017  Professional Interface Designer
Happy Birthday! Whoot? 
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NostalgicFandomChick Featured By Owner Sep 30, 2017  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Happy BIRTHday!!
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Happy birthday. ;)
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Happy Birthday!
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Happy Birthday
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Colorful Watch Thanks 
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