When you told me you loved me again,
I've never been so conflicted
My heart had tears of joy
As my head was screaming, "DON'T DO THIS AGAIN!!"
But by the time I listened, it was far too late.
I had fallen for you all over again.
Listening to your words, I fell to pieces.
False hope washed away all of the hate I held for you
When you left me desolate, I
Felt the black hole grow inside of me.
Letting the monster crawl it's way out
And become my best worst enemy again!
Take me! Tame me! Bring me back to life.
Just to let me die again...
Tell me you love me.
Hold me. Kiss me. Enchant me.
Make me your whore again.
I hear you talk about her...the one before me..
And it makes me want to scream.
How could you love someone,
Who does nothing but hurt you!?
Play with you! Toy with you! Abuse you!
Making you less than humanity!
And yet you ignore the very thing,
That could heal you again..
And then there's HER!
The one you had after me!
The younger one who caused you nothing but grief!