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Love is....
We sit across from each other in silence,
The only sounds between us of ripping paper.
Your dark living room lit by a dim lamp
We take apart Monopoly pieces from Safeway and
All of a sudden I understand.
Love is looking at you and smiling for no reason
And missing you fervently and wholly.
Love is you loving my body, no matter how uneven,
Is having me over practically daily.
Love is never having enough of each other
Because you never want to leave anyhow.
Love is never getting tired... or getting tired together
Even love isn't enough to keep you energized by now.
Love is tears.
It can be fears.
It's all about accepting those and being clear
That both of you are okay and holding each other dear.
Love is.
Love is this.
Love is bliss.
Love is confusingly changing with every kiss.
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Feel My Nothing, Feel My Everything
Hands roam and breath is supposed to catch but all that does are my fingers on his clothes. Tongues flick and stars are supposed to spark but all that does is discomfort in my chest. He gasps but my breath remains steady and I wonder what is wrong. I feel panic on the edges of my skin and see the past in the sides of my vision but all he sees is me and I wonder why I’m broken.
He says he loves me and I whisper it back in privacy, comfort, and rarity and I wonder if I mean it because what is love anyway. How can I mean something I don’t believe in from the start and what does it mean.
People speak of some great heat and rush, a blossoming or exploding feeling in your stomach that burns deep and hard. I want to carve my stomach out to find it. I want to take a knife to my body to see if I am as empty as I feel. Pour me a shot of gasoline and light me up. I’ll do anything to feel that burn.
I’m missing a part of myself that should be there and I want to find it. De
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Sirens' Sunrise
He was beautiful. But he paled in her presence for he feared her.
“You mustn’t love me,” she says, “for anyone who loves me fails me.”
He fears the failure and yet he loves her. There was a siren call when they met and it hadn’t stopped; there was a ringing in his ears when he got close to her and yet he drowns in it, begs for more. She opens her mouth to curse him and he bathes in it. She questions him and he answers with words ready on the tongue, soothing and consoling, hands reaching out to calm the ripples of worry.
She swallows him whole. She drowns him in her tears that he dries with his light.
“You are everything,” he says, “and you are more than what they say.”
She hears the jeering, the screaming, and the bounty hunters’ roaring voices. She tastes the salt and sees sunsets but feels the chill of loneliness. He is the sunrise and burns her but she basks in the heat. The scales on her skin falls off and leaves he
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Repeat As Necessary
One. Two.
No Three.
No Four.
One. Two.
Yes Three.
Yes Four.
Five. Six.
Seven and Eight.
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5 Things They Told Me About Depression
1) Depression is like a weight in your chest. Yes.
[1] It is also like sand. It will get everywhere and just when you think it is all gone you'll find bits of it hanging on to you somewhere.
2) Getting out of bed can be the hardest thing you do in a day. Yes. Very much so.
[2] But sometimes waking up itself is the hardest thing, not getting out of bed. This is because waking up means waking up to a society that says they want you better but doesn't understand your breath catches at the thought of moving.
3) You lose your appetite. Yes.
[3] Sometimes it tastes like chalk sometimes it tastes like bricks and sometimes it feels like it'll come up.
4) You may cry randomly. Yes.
[4] But you may also feel nothing randomly and feel something randomly. You may suddenly feel good enough to go out to that scheduled hang out with your friend and laugh and hug and suddenly an hour later feel nothing at all. Or feel like your bed is a magnet and you're the metal. Or maybe you're laughing and suddenl
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Mature content
My Week :iconaylee95:aylee95 1 4
You're mine and I'm yours
But this thing we have is far from ours.
We were forged from fate,
Carved from destiny,
And spread throughout history.
We are written through space
And centered in universes.
We belong to the world,
To time and fate and destiny,
But you are mine and I am yours.
That, at least that, is absolute.
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6 Words, 6 Lines
Madness was just a step behind.
Hope just a step too late.
Laughter a slap to the face.
Defeat an absolute, cruel, bittersweet fate.
But rules, as fate, has exceptions.
So we'll be the exception today.
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I thought we had forever
But you weren't willing to wait
While I found my way.
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Don't tell me you don't know how to love
When I've seen the way you look at stars.
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Mature content
Bloody Smile :iconaylee95:aylee95 3 6
We Bloom
You say we're all flowers;
But I'm the one that wilts in a day
And you're the one that leaves fruit in your wake.
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Damned if I do
I held you as reverently as the sun
And felt my skin blister.
I said I'd love you till death comes marching
But with you I feel as if I'm burning.
I always said I was damned,
I just didn't think it would be with you.
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Meant To Be
You told me you were Icarus, I said I was the sun.
You said you were Atlas, I wanted to be the sky.
You didn't want me, but honey we were written in history.
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Love Me
Tell me you love me
So I can say, "me too"
Because you took months to say it,
And it took me half a lifetime.
So tell me you love me,
Because I love me too.
(And hey, I love you too.)
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Your fingers are flint and my body is kindling
So darling, light me on fire.
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I'm 19 now.
Hey people! For anyone that is reading this, thank you for reading. :D
I draw (though not very well at all I think) and write. I don't really draw anymore, I'm just a writer.
Well, that's all I can think of for now. If you read through all this then a great big, "THANK YOU~! :D:D" to you. Have a nice day~!

Current Residence: Oahu
Favourite genre of music: rock, metal, jazz, swing, etc.
MP3 player of choice: My Ipod, my laptop
Personal Quote: Don't forgive if they're waiting on your forgiveness. True sorrow is shown in acceptance, not in impatience.


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pinkythepink Featured By Owner Sep 8, 2015  Professional Artisan Crafter
:love: Thank you for the favorites, it really means ever so much to me that you enjoy my artwork! I invite you to add me to your watch so that you can see all the future beaded and stitched pieces I have planned! :blowkiss: Just think of the sparkles... :squee:
aylee95 Featured By Owner Sep 10, 2015
You're welcome! :)
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aylee95 Featured By Owner Aug 30, 2015
Thank you very much! 
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Welcome :tea: :hug:
DamaiMikaz Featured By Owner Sep 21, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for adding [Practice] Hands to your collections. I'm happy that you like the piece :la:
aylee95 Featured By Owner Sep 21, 2014
You're welcome! :) It was very well done.
DamaiMikaz Featured By Owner Sep 8, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the favorite :)
aylee95 Featured By Owner Sep 8, 2014
You're welcome ^^
Reham-Y Featured By Owner Aug 29, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
Thank you for the fav, I really appreciate it :D
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