Hi everyone, it's taking alot out of me to even start on this journal.
I've been trying to go like a speedtrain lately with making pieces for contests, commissions etc..
I feel drained and approaching an artblock, which I hope won't be too severe.
I will also let you know, I'll be going on vaction for a little over 2 weeks.
I'll be gone fromJuly 13th - july 29th
I'm very anxious about it and I seriously didn't want to go at first thinking I don't deserve it, thinking I shoulden't give what little money have to something like this.
I haven't been on vacation in years, my parents will take care of my ferrets, which some of them need medication and I'm very worried for them with the hot weather too.
All these things play in my brain, thinking I should rather be productive. But I hope I can recharge my battery there and have some fun.
I'll be going to Slovenia and Kroatia, maybe I'll see some of you
I'll be attending Metaldays (metalfestival in Slovenia, and it'll be scary to go away so far and to something new.
But it'll be a journey and I'll have friends.
Wish me luck!
But before all this, I don't think I'll have the energy or focus to draw or paint anything.
I feel really bad about it, I feel useless, sad and unfulfilled.However, I'll still be working on commissions if asked for and ofcourse when I come back from my trip I'll be doing some prizes I donated for contests and such!
I can't participate in alot of contests I was planning to join in cause I'm going away and cause I feel this low. So please excuse me.
Some of you wanted to commission something. And I'm totally up for that still, no worries, commissions can motivate me still, if you guys keep coming with nice ideas that is
I hope you'll all have fun this summer and I hope you'll have nice things to do!
So, I'll be inactive for a while, please excuse me. As always with me, I go too hard and then I go silent. I'm too black & white.
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