So.. I saw this in my inbox..
Really.. It's a fucking piece of (unrealistic) art. All them special snowflakes out there... Jeezus

I feel an artblock coming up, I only realise it after struggling for a few weeks of not making anything.

I have a few pieces from a personal project that I made in September to upload here. But I feel like I don't deserve to, like it reminds me of the fact I can't make anything new. It burns. I also feel like a drop in the ocean. The only meaning it has, is the meaning I give to my art myself. Cause there's so much better out there, I'm not special or unique in any way. I just have to keep on struggling. I don't do anything over the top special, my medium doesn't set me apart, nothing sets me apart, I don't want or have the knowledge and money to make time lapse videos, or do crazy things to get recognised. I disappear for certain amounts of time, you need to be consequent as an artist to not be forgotten.
I'm not consequent. I'm so very much the opposite, and alot of you are like me. I just watch my day tick by, and when it's time to go sleep I get my sketchbook to at least try and sketch something, but I'm just reminded of how I'm not as skilled as I think sometimes..

Every day is a failure, if I haven't drawn something. It takes so much courage to even get my sketchbook and a pecil, while they are here on my desk, they make me angry and frustrated. I just wish I was utterly good at something in my life, and not mediocre. why does my only talent have to be something useless. It's very much useless, especially if you work traditionally.

Minirant over.

Trying to resurrect myself. I feel like a half decayed corpse that's trying to behave human. Still alive but my cells aren't renewing. I'm just rotting away.

There's a nice theme for a new thing..

So I lost about 230 deviations from my inbox. I accidentally removed your deviations from my inbox instead of the ones coming from groups I watch..

And I was almost caught up and like ugh.. Now I feel so bad about not seeing them.. I remember a few of who's works it was that I had to check out, and it was like more than one piece from each deviant.. 
Although in a sense there has been a weight lifted now.. But I feel like my job is done incomplete..

So if you want you can show one of your latest works here :>

Show your latest work!

I'm finally getting to give some feedback on your pieces! If I haven't yet, don't worry!

However please do show me your latest piece here and I'll check it out tomorrow, so I can at least check something of everyone :>
1 per person.

This is one of my latest pieces, what do you think?


Let's help each other out with some feedback :> Unless you already commented ofc, no need for doubles

I have some more work coming soon, I just need to do some editing and stuff :>

Please check out these cheap commissions, my friend has had alot of bad luck, losing their house in a fire and basically everything! She needs money for various things, please consider helping her out!!

You can also donate to her Ko-fi account!
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