Sorry guys, if there's really any of you who are sad to see me go. But thats how it is, now. I'm sick of getting more bullies in my messages than actual real comments on my art. I'm tired of letting person after person attack me with a keyboard forgetting that I'm a person on the other end. I'm tired of letting complete strangers make me cry and feel like I'm insignificant. I'm tired of getting called stupid. I'm tired of hearing that I'm stupid for thinking anybody could like my art, stupid for standing up for someone else being bullied, stupid for anything I do.
On deviantArt, I'm just another "stupid Tranny" and thats all I'll eve
I thought for a while about what kind of theme I wanted for this contest, but now I wonder how there was really any question in my mind. The mood I've been in lately I've wanted to get out, dressed in gaudy, sexy clothes, go somewhere where theres glittering lights and pumping music, dance in front of complete strangers donned in glow sticks and baggies. I want to party! I want to get out of the house! I want to RAVE!
All credit to the artists:
Song, "FANTASTIC BABY" (c) BIGBANG
"RAVERS" (c) Snow-Body
"Jumpstyle!" (c) FoxInShadow
"43. Ravers in the UK" (c) NeroStreet
November 3, 2013
I'm laying here fucking sick in body in mind, fucking around while I've got so much to do because I don't want to fucking do it. Why? Because why the fuck should I do it? Where the fuck am I going with all this? Its not leading up to anything I fucking want? College? Sure. Theres something I want to do because I fucking HAVE to. But what do I do after that? I can't just excuse everything to go the fuck to grad school right away to give myself an excuse not to have a life. That costs money. And what am I going to do to make it after college? Work for a company? Do some math and science shit that will drive me up a fucking wa