[TW] Her Conviction

This was something I drew back when I was struggling pretty bad in college  -- getting a terrible final grade, having terrible roommates, friends leaving me, peer pressure, question of faith...mostly about the last one. Sin and conviction, in faith to be exact. I dunno man  ...the religious organization I joined in college made me think of self-loathing shit...that I'm a sinner and that nothing I do will make God happy or whatever. Hah There's a reason why I left that organization. They fed me good food, though; so, I'm very thankful for them taking care of me. But, I didn't appreciate the overemphasis of sin and conviction in their lectures; it gave me too much anxiety and depression. I had a bad anxiety attack at one point from their retreat too  . That's why I left.

Initially, I didn't want to post this on here, because I hate having to censor artworks I've done extensively to finish, especially artworks about depression. As much as possible, I don't want my works to be censored because of the details I meticulously include on my compositions. I changed my mind and decided to post this on here anyway, because it would be wasted efforts either way.

 

     

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