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Fight On!!!

Journal Entry: Sat Jan 14, 2012, 9:27 PM
  • Listening to: Stereo Hearts - Gym Class Heroes


So tomorrow which is monday will be a big day for me... I'll be going into the battlefield and fight. Okay, now I was exaggerating about that. But tomorrow I have a job interview so it's still like a battle for me because I really want to get the job. I was like praying about this every night since I got the interview. I wasn't really the type of person who can speak well in front of people I don't know. I'm not that articulate either. Hopefully me and my artworks  can somehow pull through. I know I can do this... FIGHT ON!!!

By the way, I'm still listening to Stereo Hearts. I've been doing so for the last couple of days. I don't know why I haven't got over this song... It gives me a nice feeling though... LOL.. :P

Oh yeah, I got a new artwork which is called "Prayer" fav.me/d4mdtb0 it's really nice cuz I created 2 main artworks within the week. So, fun fun fun! :D

Anywho, best of luck to me tomorrow!



happiness!!!

Journal Entry: Wed Jan 11, 2012, 7:22 AM

Yeah I am happy because I just finished my latest artwork. It looks nice faraway (e.g. thumbnails, etc.) hehehe... Anyway, I'm chillin' down for the night so I'm writing something random here... :)

I should really be more confident about my art. Sometimes I have this feeling that I fear what others might say about my art or my characters which is a bad habit. I grew up not really that acceptable to criticisms. I'm really trying hard not to be scared so that me and my artworks can go really far... Someone told that fear won't get you anywhere... so DAMN YOU, FEAR! Get the hell out of my system!!! So as a sort of new year's resolution, I'll try to get rid of this silly fears and ignore criticisms... hehehe...



more pageviews???

Journal Entry: Wed Jan 4, 2012, 7:42 AM


Suddenly, i thought, how on earth will i get more pageviews on my DA page... I feel pretty pathetic cuz well you know... hahaha... :P

It's probably because my art is not really that good enough to impress people or maybe it's because I'm not the type of person who makes friends and I don't have any artist friends... (what a sad life i have... i wish i could find some even though i'm just at home... and i don't really talk that much...) or maybe it's because I only post artworks once in a blue moon... there are so many possibilities...

Anyway whoever reads this must think that I am silly for making fuzz on irrelevant things... so I'll stop the rant... hopefully I could post something nice art next week... :D



  • Listening to: Grenade-Bruno Mars
(I don't really know why I'm listening to this song... it doesn't really suit me... I won't catch a grenade for nobody... and I saw some artwork post in facebook and he's so good I got discouraged...)

Earlier today, I did something absolutely random again... I took all of my manga drafts and scattered it on the floor. Then I took a photo of it... Here it is...



actually there's three of them but I'll only be posting one here. For those who are interested to see the three, please go to my blog:

avimharz.blogspot.com/2011/12/…

well it's not like I'm famous or anything for anyone to be interested in looking it... hahaha... anyway i just like to post it here in DA... just for fun.. :)
So I just felt like journalling something here... I apologize for all my nonsense...

Anyway, so I was in a foul mood since last night because a stupid arachnid, I call it "evil entity" came creeping out of the room while I was doing something so I had to stop this something.

So this is what I'm doing as of tonight:

Katol Cover-WIP

avimharz.deviantart.com/art/WI…

This is going to be a front cover of something. The skin was way too desaturated so I'm gonna fix that tomorrow.

I ran out of anything to say so I'm gonna stop for the day...
I know, I should be doing extremely important now... I was doing my friends manga the whole day and I got sick of staring at nothing but grayscale so I stopped for a while and did this:


Extremely Messy sketch for christmas


I call myself the procrastination queen sometimes....

I put this on my scrapbook and I still put it here on journal (silly, girl!)

So this is what I plan to do for christmas special this year... I really plan to have a wide range of my OCs in one artwork but due to time constraints, I doubt I'll finish that in time so I'll just stick with these four. Anyway it's still pretty bad... I didn't pay attention to the proportions again... (curse my attention span!!) D: I hope I could fix it properly when I color it...

I was actually scared to post unfinished artworks here, fearing it might get stolen or something like that. But since it's actually pretty bad, I doubt anyone would take interest in it... and I put the DA watermark just to be safe...

Anyway, I'll see what I can do with this and hopefully I could pull it off... hehehe... So that's it for today and goodnyt... :)

Oh, and my penmanship is worse than my drawings... really worse...

first time on journal

Journal Entry: Mon Dec 12, 2011, 8:11 AM
  • Listening to: Fix you - Coldplay


Okay so i think i'll be trying these journal thing in DA... i dunno what should i really be writing here... maybe i should bear my feelings here... hahaha... nah it's too personal... i should really be maintaining this account... yeah i just decided on that for like this week... i really don't open this that much because of so many emotional conflicts within me (should i really be saying that here?) but i'll do my best to fight them.

Anyway, gonna be busy for a while... i have to finish a manga for my friend (oh i hope i get a lot of money for this) i mean it's gonna be in his book that will be published next year and i haven't done my ROBONOID manga yet... it's like on a few months hiatus already...

And because of that particular reason, I won't have anything decent to post yet but I'll have something for christmas...

Well, I'm pretty much a noob here so that's it for today...