If I can have music, pencil and paper.. and maybe an eraser, I can survive everything. That is all I need.

So I'm not really an active "Deviantartist" anymore, but I still like to check through the Daily deviations, my messages and ofcourse browse around the "popular"-page.... But lately I've seen alot of... well... not so good art in the popular-pages. For instance, one photograph had 11 views, 2 favourites and 2 comments (one of them was from the author). How the hell did it appear on the "popular"-page?! Gahh! (And I don't want to bash anyones art, so I'm not going to give you a link, because that's just an example.) If I browse in the popular section I want to see popular art, and sure, I admit there are alot of shitty popular pictures also

Ok, get ready, here comes a long journal update, but I seriously need to vent... Sadness: well, my uncle that lived in Kurdistan passed away a couple of days ago. That means that only this year two of my uncles passed away, the other lived in Canada. I wish I knew them better. What I got to see and hear of them were good things, they were nice and sweet. Whats on my mind right now is that now my father is the oldest of all the siblings left, and well, even though, thank god, his health is quite good, it still bothers me. Today we had like a "wake" and although there were sadness, I was still so happy to see and talk to all(who live in Swede