SICKANDTIREDThere always something wrong with me, be it emotionally, or physically, there has never been a time where i was fully happy with myself, ive always had something to make me doubt im worth something. And to this day i have yet to feel as perfect as others say i am, i always find something that i want to change. I never want to be me, i always see people being what they want to be in life, when im sitting here being the worthless thing i am. I have no one to count on, no one i can tell anything too, i miss when i didnt care. I miss when the world was smiling and laughing alone with me, instead of at me. I wish, i could crawl out of this skin, and never come back.
Please One More ChanceHave you ever been so wanted.But so left behindhave you ever been so alonewhen youre with someone who careshave you ever been so warm in no ones armsTheres away that one person,who no matter what happens,you will always base what happens next on themI dont remeber what it was about youthat made me so crazyBut all i do remeber is what made me want to be with youyou where unsafeyou where unsureyou wanted me one daythen wanted me gone the nexti wanted the emotional rolacoasterIt felt some what right to be there when you wanted meand not have to give you all m timebut that was thenand this is nowI dont want a flingi dont want anything thing lessthen all of youI want your heart along with your bodyI know you dont understandbut please, give us another chance
Baby?Something is changing in usSomething is getting dangerousThis lust like feeling is getting greaterwith every kiss he tells me laterthat im the person he wants to be withBut then the next dayhe'll talk to me and sayIm not the one hes looking forit always leaves my heart beating on the floorbut then the next day he sayshe wants to be with me againso i say yes every timeand hope above all hopethat, that was the last goodbye
ByronLoveDear Friend,You live to far away, Austrilia isent your home.If anything my dear, it is your cage,please byron dear, come home, and be with me.Like weve both been praying for.You are the flame that dances along with mine in a emberless fire.the voice that sings sweet words through the long distance call.Please My darling,Come homeI miss youxoxoxox.Me<3
Another Simpl Blessingthe sweetest smellthe greatest warmthwrapped in the somehow forbidden embrasethe gentle feel of lipsthe tingling of tender fingertipsthe sweet, perfect cue of a loved oneHushed breathes along my neckin these armsthe place id kill to be
powerThese people are relentless.They show no mercy, and i highly regret the day.I came to be what everyone thinks of me as,when this world doesn't really understand,doesn't want to try to understand,what its lie to be,someone who has spent so many hours alone,someone who has tried countless times to take there own life,for the sake of others like me,I say no more, for i regret whati have done to make others feel the way i do, when i know i have before.And people here, and people where, i wonder how they can look them selves in the mirror, and think they have a purpose,which i regretfuly say they do,there job is to make the suicidal work at that horrid goal, to make the weak relize what they wish they werent,people liek that are the iones who are nthing to most people, and are the root of so many peoples pain and suffering,As they walk with there head held high, my people weap, and huddle under there shadows,well i say NO MORE,we should fight for the rights we diserve, and w