they dontthey dont know anything, but they think they do.
they dont understand how hard it is, yet theyre crushed under the weight of there own self loathing.
they dont see how hard it is for someone like me to be here, in this world, were no one is like me, no one i can tell everything to.
this world is different and this hell makes it all the more worse.
I dont know if i can trust anyone or anything anymore...
And im just not gonna risk trying.
this is my world tooi dont know anything.
Im fat and worthless. Im scared and alone.
I have no one i can count on.
And no one to hold me when i cry.
I hold this heart inside my chest, knowing it acked wit the sting of one million heart breaks. I dont forgive, and i dont forget, i know what you say but i dont like to listen, im worthless but im here to stay. even if i get in someone importants way, i smile and keep moving. cause i belong here just as much as anyone else!
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Sasodeiit was a cold, December night, when Deidara settled in for the night, his partner not to far behind, sence the
Akasuki has a very tight budget, they must share a room, and most of the time, a bed, which they both secretly
enjoyed. As Deidara lies down, and closes his eyes. Sasori, lies by him, not risking touching him, Sasori stairs
at the back of his beautiful partners head, and gently drifts off to sleep, he wakes late in the night, warmer then
he usually is, he looks beside him, and see Deidara, arms fully ecxtended, as they wrap around Sasori's body, he
can feel his face turning light red, as he looks into the sleeping face of his partner,
''Deidara?'' Sasori whispers.
''Shhhh, Dana, I'm sleeping.'' Deidara mumbles. Sasori smiles and cuddles closer into his partners arms. Shortly
after, Deidara wakes up, and relises his arms are wraped around Sasoris body, he wishes he could stay there
forever, but he thinks inside him self ~if dana wakes up and sees me, he'll murder me.~ As he try
himyou've beaten me down, broken my heart, and crushed my spirit. You've kisses all the pain you've caused away one way or another. The world i live in now would have never been the same if i weren't for your love and your lies. I know you say you've never lied, but the look in your eyes works ageist you, and tells me everything. The way you talk to me, when were alone, is like you never want to be apart from me, but the time we do have to be apart, i feel like someone you could just cast aside, and forget about, and then i remember, you've cried for me, you've gotten down on your knees and begged for me to want you back, you've kissed the ground Ive walked on, and you've needed me on more then on occupation. Now i see that you cant help but lie to me, its only your nature, but remember, i can read your eyes, and i know. i love you Jake, way more then Ive had the guts to admit.