Love?...That line "can we still be frineds?"
Is nothing....the fraise "frineds for life" mean less.
in a world of taterd thoughts and dispicable actions, its amazes me how we can still believe in fairy tales, or how someone can look at another person and think they found someone they can spend theyre whole life with, when they know, deep in there souls, that this thing....that thing that tells you, you love someone will die down, and someday tell you to get away. Ive been beating down and abused, so nowi see how real people are, i see the bauty mos have on the outside, but i can also see, above all else, they horride selves that lie beneth the seemingly beautiful surface. And it discusts me to think that they mend one evil with another to create such a thing as love. A word of myth that kills, and mames.. A word that brings whole kindsdoms to theyre end. All in the pursute of maybe trying to be happy. When at the end of the day we all know. It dosent feel real...Or right
they dontthey dont know anything, but they think they do.
they dont understand how hard it is, yet theyre crushed under the weight of there own self loathing.
they dont see how hard it is for someone like me to be here, in this world, were no one is like me, no one i can tell everything to.
this world is different and this hell makes it all the more worse.
I dont know if i can trust anyone or anything anymore...
And im just not gonna risk trying.
this is my world tooi dont know anything.
Im fat and worthless. Im scared and alone.
I have no one i can count on.
And no one to hold me when i cry.
I hold this heart inside my chest, knowing it acked wit the sting of one million heart breaks. I dont forgive, and i dont forget, i know what you say but i dont like to listen, im worthless but im here to stay. even if i get in someone importants way, i smile and keep moving. cause i belong here just as much as anyone else!
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Sasodeiit was a cold, December night, when Deidara settled in for the night, his partner not to far behind, sence the
Akasuki has a very tight budget, they must share a room, and most of the time, a bed, which they both secretly
enjoyed. As Deidara lies down, and closes his eyes. Sasori, lies by him, not risking touching him, Sasori stairs
at the back of his beautiful partners head, and gently drifts off to sleep, he wakes late in the night, warmer then
he usually is, he looks beside him, and see Deidara, arms fully ecxtended, as they wrap around Sasori's body, he
can feel his face turning light red, as he looks into the sleeping face of his partner,
''Deidara?'' Sasori whispers.
''Shhhh, Dana, I'm sleeping.'' Deidara mumbles. Sasori smiles and cuddles closer into his partners arms. Shortly
after, Deidara wakes up, and relises his arms are wraped around Sasoris body, he wishes he could stay there
forever, but he thinks inside him self ~if dana wakes up and sees me, he'll murder me.~ As he try