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United States

Im 19, my form of art ive had uploaded so fa is just be in pictures not in pursuit of any kind of modeling career just because i tend to like some of my pictures taken rather then my draw art. I also upload a few writings here and there. I am her mainly to see other peoples are and give my opinion on it. thanks have a good day
Current Residence: my cage.
Favorite genre of music: rock music, and AC
Favorite style of art: Graffiti
MP3 player of choice: Do not have one at the moment
Personal Quote: "some people believe in god, i believe in music, some people pray, i turn up the radio"

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People don't get how emotionally messed up I am after what happened this weekend. I am good at putting on a while and pretending I don't have feelings but I do damn it. And I feel like burning from the inside out.  My confidence is shattered and my heart isn't much better. I gave everything I was to this guy, and it all turned into this. I let myself change into what he wanted instead of staying faithful to myself, which makes me feel weak. Why was I so willing to change myself for him? Because I'm weak, and I don't like to be alone. I fucking HaTE being alone. I need contact, I need touch. It doesn't need to be sexual, it just needs to be affectionate. And although he was a cheating bastard and emotionally manipulation he was always willing to hold me. And I need that. I haven't even gotten a real huge from someone since him and that hurts so damn much. I am in so much pain I can't even cry.  I can barely breath anymore.



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AveryCurtin Featured By Owner Jan 11, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
So this is my old account and I have no way to come back into it. So follow me here. <3
Consulting-cat Featured By Owner Oct 2, 2014  Student General Artist
Addictivemind Featured By Owner Mar 12, 2012  Professional General Artist
hey bro, I think you may enjoy this group [link]
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Kristen-Dyrdek Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2012  Student Digital Artist
you're a butt munch :3
shandab3ar Featured By Owner Dec 28, 2011  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Hi thereeeeeeee

I just wanted to say thank you so much for the fave on my work! :love:
You rock ♥

Just wanted to let you know I have just started up a Facebook Page C:
Maybe you'd enjoy liking me? C: ONLY MAYBE THOUGH :noes:
It's here if you're interested :bulletblue: Facebook :bulletblue:

No pressure though :blowkiss:

Hope your day is going well
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