*Inhales then exhales this image.*
Before I start talking, my best friend made this gift for me. She's been pretty dead on DA though, so if you have a Drawing Amino then here's her page! aminoapps.com/p/5m4zjg
Here's her currently dead Deviant Art, she said she might return one day though if she got internet again. So please don't assume she's there right now! meerkatlover1210
Where... Do I even... Begin... Like, HOLY FUCK?! I posted a mile long response to her at seeing it it's just- just- PERFECT?!?! She was APOLOGETIC at the fact it "Didn't turn out how she wanted" and that it was "Sketchy" but WHO THE FUCK CARES?!?! DOES SHE NOT SEE HOW AMAZING THIS IS?!?!? She even told me adding a border and title was something she just threw on but I LOVE IT because okay- yes- I have more files of this (but it doesn't have her signature on it and since I don't want people to abuse her art... It'll stay with me. ;3; However she did share some on her Amino, so... Well I guess if you're really desperate you can look there, lol. BUT DON'T STEAL ART OR I'LL COME AFTER YOU...) but it just LOOKS LIKE A COVER TO MEEEEE!!!! If I knew how to add covers to submitted things (I'll probably figure it out) I'll start using this as my story cover because JHSBFJSADFNHBGDSFRJHBGFDJHDGBSDF THIS HAS BROKEN ME, AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!aminoapps.com/p/exj7vl
(The responses on Amino only let you read them if you're logged in. So if people don't have an account, I already saved this to bypass Amino's rules to share. HAH- beat THAT Amino. -3-)
I'M STILL FREAKING OUT ABOUT LAST YEARS GIFT- AND HER REDRAW OF AN OLD GHOST DRAWING I DID THAT I EVEN HAVE FRAMED NOW... (YES... FRAMED...) HOW?!?!?!?! HOW DID I MEET AND BEFRIEND SOMEONE SO AMAZING- IT'S LIKE- UNHEARD OF, AND YET, SHE'S MY BEST FRIEND- THIS IS GREAT... SHE SPOILS ME SO MUCH AND IDK WHAT TO EVER DRAW HER AS A HUGE THANK YOU????
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And get this- she also said she wanted to stick MORE people in it. MORE. But due to space she couldn't. So if i'm dying now, wtf would she have done to me with HER ideals? I don't fucking care about what it's not, i'm obsessed about what it IS. Also she stated that her favorite part would likely go unnoticed by people, but it was the little group on the left side lol. Funny enough the background stuff at the time being of a blurry sketch she gave to me? Was the first stuff I noticed. (I NOTICED, DON'T WORRY. I LOVE THEM. >3< In fact the Ghast's face on the right is my face when I look at this because my face doesn't know how to properly look under so many emotions. x'D)
Can we just appreciate, everything in this piece? I always thought my myself: 'If the title was animated... It'd probably say "The world's Balance" in Ender, before glitching into human English or something for people to read it.' So just- SEEING the title being in Ender means everything to me. And what else made my day? HER ART MADE THE FRONT PAGE OF DRAWING AMINO- AGAIN!!! WITH THIS VERY PIECE!!! Nothing short of what I would expect from her talent! ;3; Yes I know she said her laptop over saturated the colors on Steve's side of the piece but... I can't help but love all the extra colors? Yeah, a more toned down thing looks more professional, but i'm also the person who likes super sketchy things talking here, so... I think it's safe to say I love every copy I have seen of it's progress. x'D
Look at this, WA-BAM!!! *Adds useless sound effect.*
I'm just scrolling down looking at what's there and MY BIRTHDAY GIFT JUST BLENDS IN AMONG THE REST- PFFFFFFF AHHHHHH I'M STILL MAKING BROKEN COMPUTER NOISES AS I CAN'T COMPUTE WITH HOW AMAZING THIS IS!!!
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I mean yeah I got a perfect T-Rex cookie jar I wanted (Because who wouldn't want a T-Rex protecting their cookies to match their T-Rex salt and pepper shakers??) as well as some cool dragon based knickknacks, got two movies I haven't seen in ages/since my childhood and/or movies I wanted to see if they were any good since I missed them in the movie theater... BUT NOTHING YOU CAN BUY- CAN COMPARE- TO SOMETHING YOUR BEST FRIEND MAKES FOR YOU!!! OKAY?!?!?! OKAY... I have gone through SO much shit this year with people I thought I trusted that I realized when you fight with someone, it's okay, it happens. But if you seperate? Don't try to be the better person and let them back in, slam that door and lock it, then toss out the key. I don't care if i'm a jackass but people have hurt me who I tried letting them have a second take at being friends, and Monica has even been here for one of the BIGGEST ones. And out of all the time I've known her these few years? (Wow, has it REALLY been that long? oco Almost two I think now. o-o) Our single fight we had was over one of these very reasons, not sure we trusted the same person or not, and miscommunication. I can't even tell you how thankful I am that I can talk out a situation with her and move past it, because she's just one of those friends who just... Click, you know? Like you have some of your friends, and other friends you really like but they're not quite "Best" friends yet... And maybe you have a few you think are your best friend but you applied the term too loosely and things don't work? Or those besties you just lost due to life separating you two. Now, I know I freak out about- a lot of people I meet. But it's so hard to explain because Monica is DIFFERENT and I probably sound crazy for saying this but I know we do, most definitely, love each other. ;3; And nooo- not that way you dorks. *Shoves ur faces.* I mean like a sister, we care like two sisters. ;3; Because damn I actually think we've both proven we're straight but funny enough neither of us can find a guy ether that's just right. x'D Maybe that's why we get along so well because even our downs share similarities. x'D Even though we have enough healthy differences that we can share them and even try out new things so it's not like we're boring, but... If we need to sit down and get serious, or just chatter away about something we enjoy, or even make a joke? We're at the same pace.
Idk, she's just the perfect friend, okay? And she's mine. Get your own. *Pets Momica.* She's like... The best friend who knows when to mom me when my own mom might not be the one i'm listening to. x'D I adore her OC's (Even though I sorta obsess over Atlas a lot, my dear boyfriend/husband, surprisingly enough he's not the only one I love. x'D) and by the sounds of it? I do know she likes mine. ;3; And it's just... Everything to me to hear someone enjoys my stuff so much. Even if i'm really slow at doing anything.
So yeah! I had to obsess over my best friend and this most GLORIOUS gift because I know what's probably gonna be my new background to ether my computer or phone screen, lmfao. I mean I was using last years gift as an icon to chats and stuff I had, hell I might make it my Kingdom Server's icon when I stop taking a break from that... Stress lol. Idk, all I know is it's gonna be placed somewhere I can ALWAYS look at it and no body can stop me- butmaybeherifshewasuncomfortablebythat but if not then not even she can stop me, MAWHAHAHAHAHAHA...
Also I just spent like over an hour typing all of this so i'm not checking for typos other than ones I already caught. Sorry if it's a messy read butIsortofdon'tcarerightnow... I might edit it later, idk.
Btw, for those who were curious at me mentioning them. ;3;
Last years gift.~
Her redraw of my old Ghost art that is over 1,000+ times better than my old shit. (You can see why, once she mailed it to me, I got it framed. x'D Only she moved her signature to the right in pen, so mine is unique than what everyone else sees digitally.~ -3-)