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I'm going through some rough patches, in my life and in my relationships, and my art, so there's no real point of this account being up. Don't worry, I'll probably be back eventually, just,,,,, not for a while... sorry..
Yeah Im alive. Sorry. Nobody probably cares anymore tbh LOL
I'll get back to the character giveaway when Im feeling it, theres so many comments and I just dont want to deal with it

I just have NO motivation whatsoever. For anything art related. Ive been sketching in my book but I havent even opened SAI recently. Sorry for the long hiatus. :/
I think my friend is gone, and I cant stand seeing her designs in my toyhouse so I'm giving them away for free... I can't do it anymore, I get so choked up seeing them.
They're designed by @/doliface

 



 Onekind53 and TrapQveen  I know you liked this one

(has some art)
(TENTATIVE. Mintz2520 I know you liked this chara)

(1 art piece)

My chest hurts so much and I hate to do this. But I can't. My sona is designed by her so I think I'm going to change her up a bit. Idk what to do haha..

Just comment to claim.

Im alive, sorry!!

Journal Entry: Thu May 3, 2018, 4:21 AM


I'm so sorry for my continued hiatus. I'm currently still unmotivated to do art. Literally anything I've posted in the past month or two is forced out bc I'm bored with nothing else to do. 

I have work and a lot of health issues to deal with as well which dont help much,,

I just wanted to let you guys know I'm alright, just no motivation right now.


  • Playing: Dauntless
  • Eating: Cereal + Milk

Hiatus might come to stop?

Journal Entry: Fri Mar 16, 2018, 1:22 AM


Im feeling more motivation to draw, especially my OC's

I think that Im going to give my own OC's some love for a while before opening commissions or trades again

Also, I dont even know if you remember but I think Im gonna cancel our trade,, wanderdoq Im so sorry aaaa, I just dont have the drive to draw other's characters ;-;

  • Listening to: Rapture Rising
  • Reading: A Forest Divided
  • Playing: Pokemon Ultra Sun
  • Drinking: Dr Pepper

LOOKIT THIS RAFFLE OMG

Journal Entry: Thu Mar 1, 2018, 10:02 AM
  • Listening to: Dan Bull's MHW Rap
  • Playing: Monster Hunter: World
  • Drinking: Coca-Cola

Official Hiatus...

Journal Entry: Tue Feb 27, 2018, 1:04 PM


So I've been working, my mental state is getting worse, and I dont have much motivation for art anyway 
SO commissions are closed and I most likely won't be drawing much. If I owe you art I'm sorry. 

  • Listening to: Dan Bull's MHW Rap
  • Playing: Monster Hunter: World
  • Drinking: Coca-Cola

Life Update + Possible Hiatus ((SUPER IMPORTANT))

Journal Entry: Fri Feb 16, 2018, 2:15 PM


Just wanted to make a quick journal in case I basically disappear in the next month or two lol

  • I got hired at PetSmart!!! So since I have a job now, I'll have less time for art and to be on this site in general.
  • For the reason above, depending on how my starting hours are, I might not be talking to anyone as much. Sorry!
  • My mental health, for some reason, has taken a pretty big dip recently. I'm taking my meds like normal, so Im not sure whats up. For this reason I've been less social, idk if any of you have noticed that. I'm so sorry about that.
  • I might implement a hiatus soon + close commissions. I'm sorry for any inconvenience! 
If there's any questions or concerns feel free to ask. <3


  • Playing: Monster Hunter: World
  • Drinking: Chocolate milk
So a few things

  • I've gotten multiple interviews from two different PetSmarts for a job. Im pretty sure I'm not getting one of them but I have a second interview today and if I nail it I'm gonna be working, so in that case there would be a large art slowdown. Sorry in advance
  • I've been having nightmares and weird dreams recently which is making me lose sleep. It's making my depression/anxiety worse, which is also making art slow down. Sorry.
  • Listening to: Evil Within Rap (Don't Wake Me Up)
  • Drinking: Coca-Cola
FREE AND CHEAP CHARACTERS (OPEN) by Autumns-Dusk
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  • Drinking: Coca-Cola
- The Recruit by ArualMeow 
- Serenity by Miiroku 
- Eyes of a Raven by PaintedSerenity 
- Warriors: Twin Shadows by Cushfuddled 
- A Warriors Betrayal by Mizu-no-Akira 
- The Owl's Flight by OwlCoat 
- Warriors: Blood and Water by KelpyART 
- Heavens Divide by Angelpaw33 
- The Legacy by starkked
- Rapture by SanityFox 
- The Flightless Bird by TACOBELLABAE 
- Scarlet River by RiverSpirit456 

There's probably more but I cant remember
These are all in progress 
But theyre all AMAZING and you should def check them out!! <3
I'm sick rn, I'm not gonna go into details but idk how much art I'll get done while I'm like this. Sorry if I owe you art and it doesn't get done, I'll get it done asap I promise
Fire Dragon
[ ] you love the heat and the sun 
[] you have a fiery temper
[] you love to be destructive
[x] you like to play with fire 
[x] you wish you could breathe fire
[x] you love adventure
[x] you admire fire 

Total: 4

Water Dragon
[x] you love to swim
[x] you are calm most of the time 
[x] you like to eat sea food 
[x] you like to go to the beach 
[x] you wish you can breathe underwater 
[X] you love to look at fish
[] your favorite animal is a type of fish 

Total: 6

Earth Dragon
[] you love to run  
[] you are stubborn and fun
[x] you love wild life
[x] you hate poachers, hunters and such
[X] you have a pet  
[x] you wish you can talk to animals
[ ] you feel sad for beef, pork and chicken

Total: 4

Lightning Dragon
[x] You love rainy days
[] you have a hyper personality
[/] you love to hear rain and thunder 
[X] you love to go outside when its cloudy and dark
[ ] when you hear lightning you feel electrified
[] you wish you can control storms and tornadoes
[] you do things very fast

Total: 2.5

Air Dragon
[x] You love to daydream and look into the sky
[ ] you have a cool personality
[x] you love to be outside and look up to the sky 
[x] you love to feel the wind in your face
[] you are very aloof
[X] you wish you can fly
[X] you like birds

Total: 5

Darkness Dragon
[x] You like night time and the dark 
[] you are very sly and evil 
[] you are very naughty
[x] you stay up late
[x] you like evil creatures
[] you like to stay in shadows when its day time
[x] you wish you can control the night

Total: 4

Light Dragon
[x] you love light
[x] you are good and careful
[x] you have good manners
[ ] you go outside into the sun often
[] you wake up early
[x] you love peace
[x] you wish you could control light

Total: 5

Ice Dragon
[] you love the cold
[] you are cold and cruel at times
[X] you hate the heat
[x] you love the snow 
[] you love ice and snow
[x] you love playing in the snow
[x] you wish you could control snow and ice

Total: 4

I'm a water dragon looks like <3
  • Eating: Apple
  • Drinking: Coca-Cola
So I bought 3 buy on gift one core memberships in DECEMBER and the transaction JUST went through. I am now in the negative on my account and Im beyond pissed. I know this wasn't my fault, or my bank's, this was on DA's end because I got an email about it! But when I got the email there still wasnt a charge on my account so I figured "Okay well it charged already" but NOPE LO AND BEHOLD IM IN THE NEGATIVES NOW THANKS

Ive already contacted the help desk, Im just really upset and needed to vent
i am under 18. 
i am a cuddler. 
i am an only child.
i am currently in my pajamas.
i am currently pregnant.
i am left handed.
i am right handed.
i am ambidextrous.
i bite my nails.
i can be paranoid at times.
i enjoy folk music.
i enjoy smoothies.
i enjoy talking on the phone.
i have a car. 
i have/had a hard time paying attention at school.
i have a hidden talent. 
i have a pet.
i have a tendency to fall for the “wrong” guy/girl. 
i have all my grandparents.
i have been to another country.
i have been told that i have an unusual sense of humor.
i have or had broken a bone.
i have bathed someone. 
i have changed a diaper.
i have changed a lot over the past year.
i have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
i have had major/minor surgery.
i have killed another person.
i have had my hair cut within the last week.
i have mood swings.
i have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life.
i have rejected someone before. 
i like the taste of blood.
i like Michael Jackson. 
i love sleeping.
i love to shop.
i own 100 CDs or more.
i own and use a library card. (I used to)
i read books for pleasure in my spare time. (Again, i used to. I try to keep up with the Warriors series but I fell behind after moving)
i sleep a lot during the day.
i watch soap operas on a regular basis.
i work at a job that i enjoy. 
i would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
i am wearing socks.
i am tired. (ALWAYS)
i love to paint/draw/sketch/sculpt.
i consume at least one alcoholic drink every month.

i have/had:

finished college. 
smoked cigarettes.
ridden every ride at an amusement park.
collected something really stupid.
gone to a concert.
helped someone.
spun turn tables.
watched four movies in one night.
been broken up with.
taken a college level course. 
been in a car accident.
been in a tornado.
been in a hurricane. (Harvey)
been in a cyclone.
watched someone die.
been to a funeral.
ran a marathon.
your parents got divorced.
cried yourself to sleep. 
spent over $200 in one day. 
cheated on someone.
been cheated on. 
written a 10 page letter.
had a best friend. 
lost someone you loved.
skipped school. 
gotten in trouble for something you didn’t do.
stolen books from the library. 
been in a mental hospital. 
watched the “Harry Potter” movies. (only the first one, wasnt crazy about it tbh)
fired a gun. 
been in a school play.
been fired from a job.
taken a lie detector test.
swam with dolphins.
written poetry.
read more than 20 books in a year.
gone to Europe.
loved someone you shouldn’t have. 
used a coloring book over age 12.
had surgery.
had stitches.
taken a taxi.
had more than 5 online conversations going at once.
had a hamster. (Had a guinea pig before but not a hamster)
dyed your hair. 
had something pierced.
gotten straight A’s.
been handcuffed.

my hair is naturally the color:

light brown
medium brown
dark brown
blond 
black
dirty blonde
strawberry blond
multicolored
Red

my eyes are:

brown
dark brown
blue
green 
hazel
light brown
grey

people sometimes label me as:

Slut
Boyish
Colorful
Ugly
Nerd
Gay

some of my biggest fears are:

spiders/other insects
slimy things
dying/afterlife
doctor/dentist appointments
hospitals
needles
disease
being alone in the dark
heights/falling
small spaces
oceans/large bodies of water
large animals
small animals
open spaces
lightning/fire
tornadoes
clustered holes
bodily fluids 
corpses
thunder/loud noises

i have:

a friend with benefits
a laptop in my room
a television in my room
good grades.
my own car
parents who are still married
a dog
a cat
a game console

  • Playing: Monster Hunter World and FlightRising
Just a reminder that if you dont have any points you can ask for an art trade, Im likely to say yes! 

I might be cautious if I dont recognize your username though, just a warning ;v;

Im mostly gonna do icons and headshots since I still need to practice them~

Damien Icon by Autumns-Dusk Onekind53 by Autumns-DuskGreatdane45 by Autumns-Dusk
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  • Eating: Baked potato
  • Drinking: Coca-Cola
Okay so this is gonna be kinda personal but I need to vent about it, yesterday was so garbage

So I have constant headaches and occasional migraines. Like, I have to lay down in the dark for several hours migraines. And so I wanted to get an MRI of my brain to see if anything was off. My doctor sent the order in and I got it all scheduled. I was happy to get it scheduled so soon. Got a call today... "Hi we wanted to let you know that your MRI tomorrow is going to cost $1001." I was like... WHAT? And she was like "Well you can pay a minimum of half, is that alright?" and I was like "No, I dont have that kind of money!" She was like "Okay well let me transfer you to insurance and see if they can help." Phone rings for... 5 minutes or so. Then hangs up. Like for real?? I dont have $500-$1000 to just drop, none of us do. So now I cant get my MRI. Life is great.

Another thing that happened. I have hypothyroidism, meaning my thyroid gland does not produce enough thyroid, and Im really tired all the time because of it. I was given a sample of Synthroid, a name-brand medicine. It worked wonders for me. Then they started giving me the off brand, going to abbreviate it lev. Lev does not work anywhere near as well as Synthroid does. So I asked for the name brand. Ive gone to the pharmacy 3 times now to get Synthroid. Nope, only lev. The note that it needs to be Synthroid somehow didnt get through to the pharmacy and so I didnt get the medicine. Called my doctor and they were like "Okay well I will call and see what happened." Nothing since. Im going to call again tomorrow first thing and see whats going on.

Im so frustrated. Like I just wanna be healthy. I dont wanna feel like this anymore. Im so upset that Im always tired but cant sleep and when I sleep its during the day when I should be awake spending time with my boyfriend. 
  • Listening to: DOOM OST
  • Drinking: Sunkist
  • Drinking: Sunkist