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The Ghost and The Spirit

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The Ghost and The Spirit

Actually I havent written anything for about a month and half maybe two months now, and most certainly haven't written a poem in quite a long while either. This one just plopped right out one night, basically about how money, luxury, and authority all create the power the rules our existence. 'technologic equiped boxes and sticks televisions, chocolate, condoms, and flicks commercials of which, switch to another advertisement of bounty and whips, a horrid display of humanity at your finger tips,' (Click for Full Poem)

Autumns Cove

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Autumns Cove

Take a whiff, sniff, the rain-grilled air and fill your nostrils with a chill. of autumns cove, at shore, deep in a harbour the wind forever blows. a blade of red, a shade of change a leaf with no branch Christmas sings away hold a breath, naught, the rose shall re-blossom the sun shall re-furnace our winter clouds are not in vain. but in the midst, the fog clings spreads a sense; an invisible fence- a barrier that sings. Deep in a cove, at Autumns shore the rain slightly sinks and the summer is over.

Tomorrows Masquerade

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Tomorrows Masquerade

the mirrors cracked with jiggady jags jagged sharp pieces engraved in plain black and white sheets that forget to say every single blot that I jot on this page. the sky seems mis-matched missed havens eggs I play connect the dots the stars play an endless game hallucinating and clueless boosted the stakes no longer playing connect the dots I have a handful of aces. tomorrows just as stuck up a parading masquerade the same incisive information held with a broken syringe the codeine slips right through me to submit to the methodical play and evil grins with a twisted smile and gleams, for that ever-so-sweet victory.

A Bump in the Nighte

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A Bump in the Nighte

The lights began to flicker, a reminder of its existence, the wind outside howled loudly against the hiding moon and the windows quaked at its presence.  The small metropolitan house was yet another victim to the storms mass murder.  The house knelt down to its predator. Inside, however, the night told a different story. Alone and empty but for one soul, the house was vulnerable to all attack.  Lonely – a word created for the description of this moment.   Downstairs, in the deep dark basement of this small one story house, a house so small it resembles a cabin in size.  But the basement is where he dwells.  Between the dark catacombs of

Tomorrows Fate

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Tomorrows Fate

Tomorrow,   if my breath stopped   and my eyes shut would you utter a cry? Yesterday,   promises were broken   the peridot was pointless the black velvet sky was transparent Today,   wounds are nurtured   within a womb is tomorrow but the choices of yesterday has become fate However,   love became perilous;   and the tenure was fatal if you knew tomorrow wouldn't come - why would it change today.

Evil Twin

Kittie Forever

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Kittie Forever

\"I have never longed for sleep; to dream, but if its the only way to be close, then by all means.\" my fingers fall down your winter smooth face my arm pulls you closer fingertips circle your waist I can feel your heart beat against mine to feel your breath is to be able to smile my eyes look deeper down your peridot pupils my heart clings upon your diamond soft nails I can feel your love rebound off mine to know you\'ll be back is to feel alive my hands are in heaven as they tighten your body my soul is content to know that you love me I cannot promise that it will be an easy road but I do promise my love for you w

wingless bat of eternity

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wingless bat of eternity

a wingless bat must be encumbered to the ground lingered for eternity or was it five minutes? a sharp spasm and a needle wrenching the skin into a fetish europhia I bet its paranoia or does the mirror portray the image of all I\'ve attempted to quiet yet the mirror whispers in chaotic ramblings am I a bat with no window - or are the wings detached? why can\'t I pledge the truth? why can\'t I fly to save us just this one time tell me- what knight in shining armour would I be if I let our empire crumble into the ashes whence it was brought forth upon. my answer lies therein one question what is stronger? a hardy

blak h0le sun

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blak h0le sun

where did the sun go? the sun with the black hole deeper then hells doors, striving for a taste of emotionless words. did you feel the suns cold? a cold stronger then a lost storm deep within a forgotten cove an icy hand touches your neck your entangled in emotionless wars. have you heard the black suns plea? screeching nails on a chalkboard scream midnight it yells with an icy breeze you lay awake in the dark hours tears drench your emotionless creed. what devilry was it which blackened the sun? the yellow sun which entrapped love for so long it was incubus in disguise which unbalanced it all a weakened heart proves thus m

If I had My Way

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If I had My Way

chorus:if I had blade, [I\'d be set], I\'d beset it on the world with the jagged edge/       if I had a gun, [I\'d be happy], I\'d shoot everyone with a crooked smile/       if I had some money, [I\'d be rich], I\'d buy a pair of tweezers to cut off your dick/       but seeing as I have a mouth, [I\'ll open it], give you critics some rich shit to diss       you bitch/ verse 1:lets not attack bush, [oh no], lets attack my words/        lets point the gun to my head and say no more bad words/        lets forget all the bullshit happenin around the world/        no guns goin off, no pain in this world/        if that were true
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The Game

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The Game

The Game These voices inside me Are telling me to do Unthinkable things That I know nothing will prove These people around me Are pushing me into This unthinkable state That I know I can't prove These feelings in my gut I guess their called emotions Are telling me to listen to the voices Which are filling my head with nothing but poisons I try to get away Get away from hell I try to live my life But realize I'm just gonna fail I try to push it aside Go on with my day But sooner or later I'll be beside My soul when it gets it's pay These people that love me Are filling my head With nothing but bullshit Sometimes I just

The Incidental Suicidal

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The Incidental Suicidal

The Incidental Suicidal My body wants to stay My soul wants to go My concsious just wants to be free Blood drops fall to the ground Like bombs dropping all around The water gushes out of the tap As the water overflows the bath My arm falls lifelessly I realize I had successfully Images of my life Enter my brain Pictures of family Run through my viens Stills of friends Bring more pain The meaning of love Exits without vain Thoughts of if this is right Fill my head Thoughts of all I don't hate Make's me realize it's too late I let out a scream A cry of horror My mom rushes in With eyes of horror No mom screams With a

The Devils Eyes

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The Devils Eyes

The Devil's Eyes The day smoke rose And people froze The realization of all the lies Could only have been done through the Devil's Eyes Fear stroke People shook Of the thought of people die Could only be seen through the Devil's Eyes Buildings fell People yell The smoke filled the sky Could only been done through the Devil's Eyes People died Children cried All the warnings were there Could only prevail through the Devil's Eyes Hijacked were the planes Innocent were the people The day the world changed Could only been thought of through the Devil's Eyes Over ten thousand people Lay in the ruble The family's cry Could on

Im Running on Empty

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Im Running on Empty

I'm Running On Empty You led me into believing That there was something more You led my heart to bleeding Oh god I hope there's no more I listened to your lies Not wanting to believe I watched as you drained alive What life essence that was in me Yesterday I saw you Happy as can be Today I heard you Not wanting to ever see me My heart is fragile 'Please handle with care' You took the paper and ripped it Not ready to care I know there's love in you I saw it last night But how much love is left in me 'Cause everyday I see you is just another fight I don't know if you noticed But I'm dying inside With every single lie You

The Porcelian Doll

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The Porcelian Doll

The Porcelain Doll My body made Of glass from China Specially picked Beautifully represented My fingers finely engraved Exact Precision Handcrafted tools Coloured with a dip of the sun My face carefully imprinted All the finest tools Sent express from India Beautifully coloured with the blood of the ocean I'm as silent as the being, which created me Yet I cry As loud as the ocean bashing against the rocks I have been commanded So I stay Still as can be Like the glass that I have been carefully designed Uniquely numbered Specially packed Sent to stores worldwide With all the work that has been presented in me For some r

Loves Eruption by Attitude2k

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Loves Eruption by Attitude2k

Love's Eruption You're eyes are so warm Filled with live fire Deep and innocent You tell me what you desire I look at you with expressions of awe The look on my face has no means with withdraw I stare right through your soul and I see A reflection that could only be Aphrodite's Your beauty's amazing My heart skipped a few beats My hands trail you with fire that's blazing I will fulfill your every need My love for you is as blind as a bat Fluttering in his cave with no harm attached The thought of you leaving has left my heart detached Maybe someday I will stand a chance I love you full heartedly Some would say it's foolhardy

Limitations

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Limitations

Limitations You have limits in soccer You have limits in hockey You have limits in golf, football and tennis too You have limits when you eat supper You have limits at home, when playing video games, and playing Mr. Dressup too But you don't have limits when; Your using your imagination, dreaming, writing, drawing, painting, discovering new things, talking and writings poems All of the above have but one thing in common And this one thing has NO limitations Has no boundaries, lines, or penalties If used properly this one thing could bring you to a far off land Or let you be the first to walk on Mars Or let you go down a huge rolle

Icicles of Pain

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Icicles of Pain

Icicles of Pain Huge ice cubes, Like icebergs from the Atlantic Crushing me in ----- suffocating ----- Burning molten lava, Fresh from earth's core Burning my insides ----- destroying ----- Earths coldest force ----- Ice ----- Earths hottest means ----- Fire ----- Crushing my insides Suffocating my lungs Destroying my heart I'm left, frozen ----- yet melted Tear drops turns quickly, Icicles of pain Crushing on the surface Scatters into a million pieces The face of the, Porcelain Doll ----- a resemblance of me Falls like a rock to the surface Scattering into a million pieces Get crushed by, The huge ice cubes Get mel

Who am I ----- by Attitude2k

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Who am I ----- by Attitude2k

Who Am I? Maybe if I pretend to be someone else I'll forget who I truly am Maybe if I take the shape of someone else The world will forget who I am I try to hide Push myself away But I know it'll all catch up to me someway Who am I kidding? Myself maybe? I keep changing my look I keep changing my clothes Even my soul Doesn't look the same anymore With my so caring what others think With my heart still pounding when others blink Maybe they won't see who I really am But I have a small question Who am I? Kevin Cawley       Friday, December 14th, 2001 ---- 12:42 AM

The Hall of Eternity

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The Hall of Eternity

The Hall of Eternity The halls, Clouded in black The calls, Saying "I'll be right back" Bouncing off the cold walls The mystery of the fact ----- You've been here before Walking slow, The surroundings ----- like a horror show DING, DING, DING The clock ----- The devil's hour has arrived Listen carefully, someone's there / something Click.... Click.... Click ----- it's deprived Nails slapping on the cold floor ----- stomping ----- The clock, the clicking ----- Surprised! You run / doesn't this hall ever end Running fast As if from your past Both stop simultaneously You enter a large room unexpectedly Hundreds of people sit

ojlatrac

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ojlatrac

Maybe, if i knew why, it would make it easier btu soemthign tells me i must achieve the rabbit. Climbing black corridors, and moving, somewhat provocatively, feels like 2//5//7//frames////per///second and my head only just spining at a delicate 1//2 twisting the static, and bending the circles, makes this a metaphor for darkness. Alone, on a table top with lucy and her diamonds pinstriped stockings, and my right shoe sipping, some sort of blauqe thorn-bush punch, intoxicating the secrets, somewhat poisoning them, with an eye opening excstasy lettign the truth floodthrough. Like the tears of a girl, filling up wit

Of Sweat and Berries

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Of Sweat and Berries

Of Sweat and Berries Topography of brown, circled around my tongue, young and unsung,          Cherry, Lost in a prairie of motion, I drink her potion, part her ocean,     Dive, I'm alive with sin, slurred words on her shin, within her skin, Bent, the scent of sweat, wet sayings of a silhouette: "Ah!"      I'm left in awe, raw and bare, her breath I wear on the neck of my lair, Shiver, from her river I drink, hanging on the brink, tears I wink, Back, and forth in black clothes, it flows like with the curling of toes, Sigh, from her thigh rolls a whisper, every bounce becoming crisper:           "More" A roar to my ears, I so

Angles of Neutrality

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Angles of Neutrality

Angles of Neutrality * * * You have to be careful here. It's easy to fall in love with anyone if you watch them closely enough. Concentrate on the patterns, so you can learn to anticipate, but never contemplate motive. Motive is the easiest way to put yourself out of the game. * * *   "I need you for this," he said. "I won't trust anyone else with my name."   "I thought you were out, Jarris. Handling personal security now."   "I am," he said. "This comes straight from my new job and that's why I need you. I can't get stuck running this time."   Jarris was a large man, 6' 8", with a rapid charm and steady composure. I kept him aroun
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Taboo Lands

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Taboo Lands

Taboo Lands Tremble, rabbit, tremble, Don't the shaking leaves resemble The hungry breath of waiting fangs? Dance, leaf, dance, Keep swaying to a trance That will hypnotize the assembled, Scurry, rabbit, Scurry, Did the leaves just get blurry From the wind or something worse? Verse, leaf, verse, Let the rabbit know the curse that is every prey's worry, Sing, rabbit, sing Let the birds carry in wing A song that cherishes every leap, Weep, leaf, weep At the grim sight that is reaped by what nature naturally brings, Cry, rabbit, cry, Let a tear from thy eye Bed the harshness of life, Wife, leaf, wife, Marry this t

Spotlight

blak h0le sun

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blak h0le sun

where did the sun go? the sun with the black hole deeper then hells doors, striving for a taste of emotionless words. did you feel the suns cold? a cold stronger then a lost storm deep within a forgotten cove an icy hand touches your neck your entangled in emotionless wars. have you heard the black suns plea? screeching nails on a chalkboard scream midnight it yells with an icy breeze you lay awake in the dark hours tears drench your emotionless creed. what devilry was it which blackened the sun? the yellow sun which entrapped love for so long it was incubus in disguise which unbalanced it all a weakened heart proves thus m
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Current Residence: Nanaimo, BC Canada
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Living Poet Society

Living Poet Society

I received a couple of compliments when I wore this LESTORE. YAY!!! I'm on the head council over head over there, check it out, and joing.  As being on the team I will announce each of the winners to the poetry/prose contests in this journal. For more http://www.leads-engine.com/

Living Poet Society

Living Poet Society

 Yay Im on the head council over at the Living Poet Soceity livingpoetsociety (https://www.deviantart.com/livingpoetsociety), go over there and check it out.  As being on the team I will announce each winner to each contest on this journal. CONTESTS: 1. Obsession Contest//                     1st place batmanwell (https://www.deviantart.com/batmanwell) poem @ http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/1812431                     Runner-Up :seekingtruth: poem @ http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/1820485

Back well sorta

Back well sorta

 I haven't written in this for over five months now, yet I have somewhat been a constant member of the community. Finally after about six months of working on a peice of artwork I have finished a project which I have spent a lot of time on; a novella known as, Nonsense. "James Walsh was a thirty three year old lawyer who absolutely hated anything that was "odd".  His entire childhood was a blur, however he preferred it like that. But James is about too learn that sometimes, merely sometimes, you need oddness in your life in order to keep things fresh, in order to keep yourself sane. One night he meets a stranger in the backstreet of New Y

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You have very very original composition on your shots and I like that.
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Yeah its been a long time, nice to hear from ya and if you still write i belong to a writing community now: [link] you're welcome to visit :O take care
Yo man, how ya doing? it's been a long time eh? well see you around, take care man!
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I bit my fucking tounge ya nazi...
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4900 page views and you still have the $spyed comment? weird..........

Anyway, thanx for the comment and the acknowledgement to the contest. [crosses fingers] Here's hoping ;) (Wink)

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Wow.



Have I told you how awesome you are? Wow, thanks so much for the detailed comment and the favorite addition as well.

You always find a way to lift me up. :-) (Smile)

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