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Summer couldn't come sooner
I am so damn tired and very much ready for the summer to come - if only for the reason that I'll get to sleep in later again. Unfortunately, next fall my daughter starts middle school, which begins its day an hour earlier than the elementary school, so I'll be getting up even earlier then. *cries*. Plus, my son is still going to be going to the elementary school, so I get to deal with both of them, but now at different times. Kill me now.
My personal life for the last year and a half has been a roller coaster of utter bullshit and constant instability. I miss things being predictable and stable. I really miss predictable and boring. a
Seriously...
If you're an American and you didn't vote - I hate you.
Seriously. Just... I hate you.
Absurdly low turn-out this year. Pathetic, people. I won't even get into the atrocious results.
Bunch of apathetic ass hats. The freaking lot of you. You lazy shits damn well better get out there in 2 years at the mid-term elections. I don't give a shit if it's not the 'big and important' presidential race. The other shit still counts so damn it, go out and fucking vote next time. Bad shit happens because people sit on their asses and don't do anything.
Got a new cat
Got a new cat.
That is all.
Life is suffering
Life is an endurance race. How long can you go before it breaks you. Life is defined by how you choose to deal with it when it repeatedly drops you off a cliff into the abyss of misery and bullshit. There are little tiny and oh-so-infrequent sparks of light that show up from time to time in the pitch darkness, and you just have to lie to yourself that the pain is worth it for the good things.
But the truth is that responsibility is the only thing keeping me alive right now. There is nothing good left. Even the sparks of light are dull and dim. There hasn't been a light at the end of the tunnel for a long long time now, and the one that
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It does make me sad too. I wonder if I'll live to see a man on Mars. I think I read an article on twitter about a letter Neil Armstrong wrote to a fellow astronaut about why we still need to explore the moon. It made me wonder why we don't seem so driven to explore the moon now and want to go all the way to Mars. I'm not saying Mars is not fascinating, but I think we should explore the moon a bit more. Then again, I'm getting to that age where I know my younger cousins and soon my kids will be thinking I'm super ancient.