This passing year.
This passing year i have learnt plenty of different things about both myself and my surroundings
I have learnt that sometimes it doesn't matter how much you love someone and give them your all, do your best, make sure you keep it healthy, have the purest of intentions you might still have your heart betrayed and broken.
Though i have also learnt that its worth fighting for it, for love that is. some people give up hope and decide it doesn't really work or doesn't exist though i truly do believe i am able to love someone truly fully for who and what they are.
And if i can do it, i am sure other people can do it =)
Almost 2 months since that its over and i have been to dates and i have talked to guys probably swiped and talked to over 10,000 profiles on plenty of different dating apps.
I really really wish i have never met you right now.. i had a much nicer life without knowing what "Might be" without this gaping black hole of loneliness.
I might start going to these trans meetings see if someone has a similar story to mine, find some answers.
Ohe wow ! really? a girl that games and also cooks!?
Marry me !
What? you painted that? that's amazing !
Game and that art? you are also really smart !
That's soo cool ! how do you do that? can you draw me?
We should totally game sometime !
How in hell are you single!?
You are soo amazing, how did anyone ever broke up with you?
Oh I'm sorry, not interested.
Do you have a ****?
Please don't feel bad, i'm sorry you really are Amazing. its just me not you.
Please don't over use the word amazing, i'm not amazing not anywhere near that.
You call me amazing but you don't really understand what amazing mea
Ohe i'd really really love to, i wish i had the time though i took a mentorship under xia taptara for the next 6 weeks or so i'll be spending 10 hours a day or so on homework. thank you a lot for the offer !
I'll try to keep an eye out for the next contest !! ^ ^