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Flower pattern by aszantu Flower pattern :iconaszantu:aszantu 3 2 Untitled by aszantu Untitled :iconaszantu:aszantu 3 0 landscape aquarelle colours by aszantu landscape aquarelle colours :iconaszantu:aszantu 7 0 Balanced Diet by aszantu Balanced Diet :iconaszantu:aszantu 8 0 Saying Hi Dillemma - AngryAngels by aszantu Saying Hi Dillemma - AngryAngels :iconaszantu:aszantu 11 9 WIP 2019 AngryAngels - long silence dillema by aszantu WIP 2019 AngryAngels - long silence dillema :iconaszantu:aszantu 2 2 Welcome pose by aszantu Welcome pose :iconaszantu:aszantu 7 2 Cover image for Little Death Story - Second try by aszantu Cover image for Little Death Story - Second try :iconaszantu:aszantu 5 2 Testing my Skelly Font by aszantu Testing my Skelly Font :iconaszantu:aszantu 4 4 Coloured lineart Chaos Angels having business by aszantu Coloured lineart Chaos Angels having business :iconaszantu:aszantu 19 12 Bigsby by aszantu Bigsby :iconaszantu:aszantu 31 8 Colouring Twick by aszantu Colouring Twick :iconaszantu:aszantu 26 4 Pattern Bunnie Seamless 300 Cleanedup by aszantu Pattern Bunnie Seamless 300 Cleanedup :iconaszantu:aszantu 33 15 Homeless angel by aszantu Homeless angel :iconaszantu:aszantu 15 6 02 Deaths Sin by aszantu 02 Deaths Sin :iconaszantu:aszantu 5 0 A hundred Llamas! by aszantu A hundred Llamas! :iconaszantu:aszantu 3 0


Fabulous Hyena (Request) by TaintedArtisan Fabulous Hyena (Request) :icontaintedartisan:TaintedArtisan 9 21 Draw this again Meme #4 by TaintedArtisan Draw this again Meme #4 :icontaintedartisan:TaintedArtisan 4 6 wrong method With the wrong technique by kovalewski wrong method With the wrong technique :iconkovalewski:kovalewski 53 15 The Dragon by kovalewski The Dragon :iconkovalewski:kovalewski 48 15 Textures pack #73 - Goodbye to the sun by lune-blanche Textures pack #73 - Goodbye to the sun :iconlune-blanche:lune-blanche 123 25 Textures pack #74 - Asking for roses by lune-blanche Textures pack #74 - Asking for roses :iconlune-blanche:lune-blanche 87 9 Textures pack #75 - A song of life by lune-blanche Textures pack #75 - A song of life :iconlune-blanche:lune-blanche 94 18 [AT] Abyss by Telescopic909 [AT] Abyss :icontelescopic909:Telescopic909 19 3 [AT] Exy Lad by Telescopic909 [AT] Exy Lad :icontelescopic909:Telescopic909 17 2 Boston Lobster from food fantasy by SaikaMangaComicIV Boston Lobster from food fantasy :iconsaikamangacomiciv:SaikaMangaComicIV 25 4 Pun by tophxomi Pun :icontophxomi:tophxomi 2 0 Strumpet by tophxomi Strumpet :icontophxomi:tophxomi 5 0 Lady of the Islands by akwildrose Lady of the Islands :iconakwildrose:akwildrose 19 9 Lady of Deep Thoughts by akwildrose Lady of Deep Thoughts :iconakwildrose:akwildrose 14 3 Family time by Revan005 Family time :iconrevan005:Revan005 8 7 Peaceful and sweet dream by Revan005 Peaceful and sweet dream :iconrevan005:Revan005 11 0


The overall character looks fine, but his clothes blend in with the background a bit too much. Lineart seems to be smooth enough - The ...

So this is a grey sheet with about thirty two grey boxes with a lighter grey in them. They're supposed to be a help for line drawings, ...



Journal History


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Sarah Rosenhahn
Artist | Hobbyist | Traditional Art
2001-2004 design student
2004-2008 self employed artist
2009-2014 computer science student
since 2014 self employed artist
2017-went keto, had one exhibition
2018-went carnivore, had another exhibition, walked about 500km of the camino trail, got a job in an office
2019-lost office job, went back to art


My Etsy Shop - Mostly printable linearts…

Buy me a coffee if you want :)

Not doing anything with it currently, but it's there if you would like to support me - I'll go back to english, when I restart it… photos and unqualified oppinion mostly, part of it german, part of it english photos and follows mostly, I find it hard to interact with this platform, better send me a note here if you would like to know something.

Music I hear, everything, mostly nightcore and melodic metal, NVN Nation God of all, was the last piece I obsessed over…

What I eat:
About 2,5 Kilo of ground beef a week, milkproducts, eggs, fish, less than 5 gramms of carbs a day

What I play: Mostly overwatch, waiting for Borderlands 1 to finish downloading

Social life: Drinking 2 Cups of coffee outside the house, visiting elderly people with my dog, looking for work to do.

Things I can do: Fix computers, draw
Things I can't do: relationships, sing, keep my space clean and structured




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Boy, has my life turned around a few times...

When depressed, nothing has meaning and everything is a grey blur. That went away for a while after changing my Diet from standard eating everything to ketogenic diet in September 2017.

When anxious, everything is a threat. That from some insect nearby, the gaze of some strangers, an alarm outside the house, barking, people laughing at the next table, leaving early from a party. That went away after January first 2018, after going the next step and cutting out vegetables from my diet as well.

When traumatized, you're thinking about the same thing over and over and you can't let it go. The mind is like a terrier. Trauma usually comes when you do something, that surprises you in a bad way, and your body was warning you with all kinds of signals but you chose to ignore it.

That feeling of not belonging in the circle of your friends? Anxiety or prophecy? Disgust towards your friend's new partner or pet? Weird feeling, but how do you act on it? Haven't found an answer to that, despite rolling these situations through my brain over and over.

In january 2018 I had an exhibition, by myself. Some people who liked me supported me really well but I was blind to that and all obsessed about the new trauma.
In March I walked for 45 days a piece of my own Camino trail in Germany. Spent all my money and had to figure out, where to find the cheapest meat on the market, because my money just wasn't enough to sustain an all meat diet.
On the camino I realized, that I would become a professional beggar, one of the dead eyed, rotten looking people who beg in the pedestrian precinct and decided that I wouldn't want to become that person.

In September I found a job in an office and lost it again in February 2019. But that's okay, because I'm applying for something calmer the very same month.

So, depression is gone, anxiety is gone, and I have lost the people I loved most in a cascade of traumatic events. Turns out, I'm still a serious person and there is nothing I want to fight for.

I know there is an ideological fight going on, where everyone is going to be pressured to pick sides. Veganism seems to fight carnivory, right against left, and poor folk against the rich. It feels like an era is comming to an end and it's not a question of if, but a question of when and how. Returning to deviantart feels hopeful. Social media was never my thing, but this community of creators is the next best thing to soften the loneliness.

Kisses to all of you out there.


What would your OC say to someone
1. Who has a tough time with life
2. Who's about to rob a bank
3. Beats him/her in a game
Star Wars - Wrong Neighbourhood
When you realize, that you parked your speeder in the wrong place and your repulsor pads already have been stolen.

Which planet could it be? :D
Flower pattern
should I do this as seemless? I'll make it seemless one day.


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Thank you for the faves and Llama!
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Vielen lieben Dank für die Sternchen. Ich hoffe, du hattest viel Spaß beim Lesen.
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aszantu Featured By Owner 2 hours ago  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
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aszantu Featured By Owner 1 hour ago  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
How do you feel when you beg for points?
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Thanks for the wath
aszantu Featured By Owner 2 hours ago  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
you're welcome :)
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Thanks for the fave! :)
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