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Temporary Relief For My Tortured Mind...
I can't take this anymore.
I don't know what to do to fix it.
I stay quiet, it kills me inside.
I express my feelings,
It causes anger,
And I'm left in the
Same.
Exact.
Place.
I try and I try
And I TRY AND I TRY
To let it be,
To ignore it,
To hope to GOD that it will
Just.
Go.
Away.
But it doesn't.
It gets worse.
And worse,
And worse,
AND WORSE.
I'm running out of ideas.
Either I lose myself to it and let it kill me inside,
Or I lose those closest to me.
It gets more and more blatantly obvious.
I try to tell myself I'm imagining it.
I try to tell myself it's a misunderstanding,
A fault in my perception,
A mistake on my part.
I'm reading it wrong,
I'm seeing things that
Just.
Aren't.
There.
But I can't try and tell myself that anymore.
I can't.
It doesn't work anymore.
Not when others try,
Not when I try...
Not at all.
She asks you for assistance,
It's given.
In depth.
To the best of your ability.
No complaints,
No excuses,
No bullshit.
I ask for the same...
I'm told you can't think.
I'
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Dream by ProdigyBombay Dream :iconprodigybombay:ProdigyBombay 5,963 266 In a dream... by DafoeofLenin In a dream... :icondafoeoflenin:DafoeofLenin 608 116 Dream Up Close by ProdigyBombay Dream Up Close :iconprodigybombay:ProdigyBombay 2,904 84 Dream by TopMystic Dream :icontopmystic:TopMystic 420 65 Ameynra belly dance fire color costume by AMEYNRA Ameynra belly dance fire color costume :iconameynra:AMEYNRA 3 0 Gypsie/Belly dancer costumes action pose by FashionKitten1412 Gypsie/Belly dancer costumes action pose :iconfashionkitten1412:FashionKitten1412 3 1 Dancing in the Flames by starduster26 Dancing in the Flames :iconstarduster26:starduster26 2 0 NPC: Lust by Aoifa NPC: Lust :iconaoifa:Aoifa 2 0 Republic City: Shaivarah by Ruby-Lament Republic City: Shaivarah :iconruby-lament:Ruby-Lament 2 2 Dance for the Elementals by Saetairo Dance for the Elementals :iconsaetairo:Saetairo 5 0 Ameynra belly dance fashion - FIRE COLOR skirt by AMEYNRA Ameynra belly dance fashion - FIRE COLOR skirt :iconameynra:AMEYNRA 4 0 Chibi Commission: Amira by Nine-Tailed-Fox Chibi Commission: Amira :iconnine-tailed-fox:Nine-Tailed-Fox 12 7 The Phoenix - Apsara by Apsara-Stock The Phoenix - Apsara :iconapsara-stock:Apsara-Stock 91 24 Tethys_retribution by Alamino Tethys_retribution :iconalamino:Alamino 69 1 Scarlet by LaceChenault Scarlet :iconlacechenault:LaceChenault 32 1 Fire Fairy Revisited by Little-Katydid Fire Fairy Revisited :iconlittle-katydid:Little-Katydid 19 2

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Hey looook, looooooooook!!! I totally wrote something! :3 After, like......FOREVER! =D
  • Listening to: Terrible Things by Mayday Parade
  • Reading: Tempted by P.C. Cast and Kristen Cast

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Alexandria Smiley
United States
Current Residence: Iowa
Favourite genre of music: Gothic
Favourite photographer: Samantha Jayne Faith
Favourite style of art: Fantasy, etc.
Operating System: MAC OS X Snow Leopard (I can't remember which number. -.-)
MP3 player of choice: iTunes
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Chocibunny Featured By Owner Aug 12, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
thx for the +favPanda Emoji-32 (Happy Blush) [V2] 
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wildcard24 Featured By Owner Mar 16, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the fave!
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Lonely-Insomniac Featured By Owner Oct 14, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you for the favorite and watch!
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tamaseraph Featured By Owner Aug 20, 2011
thanks for the fav on Love :)
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Deepest-Thoughts Featured By Owner May 9, 2011
Thanks for the watch dear :iconlawooplz:
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MAI-Koyama Featured By Owner Feb 7, 2011  Hobbyist Digital Artist
THANKS FOR WATCH!!! :dummy: :heart:
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serifinapinc Featured By Owner Jan 23, 2011
Thanksies for the watch
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Leongeds Featured By Owner Jan 21, 2011  Student Digital Artist
Thank a lot for the watch! ^ ^
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miemie-chan3 Featured By Owner Nov 11, 2010  Student Digital Artist
:huggle: thank you soo much for the da watch :tighthug: :iconkawaii-laplz:
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asylum-inmate Featured By Owner Nov 18, 2010
You're welcome. ^_^
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