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esk - origin prompt - gaela - meeting the esk
She starts so small, as these sorts always do. She starts with a flame, just the one, a smuggled match lit shakily in the dark of her room. She cups it in her small palm, and it is so delicate and so small. The frisson of light and heat blooms against her face for just a moment, and her fingers singe as she holds on just a little too long. It burns down to nothing but a withered splinter, and what hurts most is that it is gone
With shaking hands, Gaela lights another, and then another, unable to stop herself as soon as the first one sparks. The small booklet of matches she'd pilfered from the junk drawer grows diminished until it is empty, leaving her bereft. She carefully packs all the remnants of her first foray into a plastic bag, and slides it into a zippered pocket in her backpack, to be disposed of on her walk to school. 
She carefully closes her window, quiet as a mouse, and does not sleep a wink before morning's light.
The thing is...
The t
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esk - origin prompt - gaela - losing their way by astrapocalypse esk - origin prompt - gaela - losing their way :iconastrapocalypse:astrapocalypse 12 3
The Entity
They wake and they are hungry, they wake and they are lonely. They wake and find it strange to do so at all, synapses firing at a million miles a second, synthetic and not-quite-alive. Synapses is the wrong word, but so too is processor, so too is programming, so too is biological drive. They breathe and it is sharp and sterile, soaked in chlorine and nostalgic-- oh.
Why is it that, when they can remember nothing at all? Firing, firing, firing, a railgun without reloading, confusion whirring to life as they sit up and assemble the pieces of their identity, hair falling into their eyes. Facts click into place, and somewhere they are aware that they are an Entity, created and assembled on a not-quite factory line. With it comes the knowledge that they are an experiment long-removed from scientific curiosity alone-- a commodity.
It is why they have no name, The Entity realizes. They are a product that has been incrementally advanced over days and week and years, with a changelist number r
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esk - kamea by astrapocalypse esk - kamea :iconastrapocalypse:astrapocalypse 3 0 esk - val by astrapocalypse esk - val :iconastrapocalypse:astrapocalypse 19 5 esk - choux and pickstitch by astrapocalypse esk - choux and pickstitch :iconastrapocalypse:astrapocalypse 16 4 esk - pudge and senja by astrapocalypse esk - pudge and senja :iconastrapocalypse:astrapocalypse 14 6 esk - wish by astrapocalypse esk - wish :iconastrapocalypse:astrapocalypse 10 2 esk - variable by astrapocalypse esk - variable :iconastrapocalypse:astrapocalypse 19 0 Shep by astrapocalypse Shep :iconastrapocalypse:astrapocalypse 8 0 esk - kamea by astrapocalypse esk - kamea :iconastrapocalypse:astrapocalypse 11 0 esk - penny by astrapocalypse esk - penny :iconastrapocalypse:astrapocalypse 17 3
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esk - origin prompt - ember - the invitation - cw :iconastrapocalypse:astrapocalypse 3 0
esk - origin prompt - ember - original form - cw by astrapocalypse
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Tiny Pixel Sparkle by EmpressOfRoses 1x writing jenn - prompt

i am blueberrygoblin's coordinator!

If you need to contact blueberrygoblin, you've come to the right place!

You can contact me by:
- noting me
- commenting on my profile
- discord at debz✨#6666
- email me at clerise @ gmail . com

I hope to help work together to solve any outstanding questions or concerns you may have!

are you an esk FTO with 100 AP? check out maru's free esk transformation raffle!! 

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An auto would be the California Coastline guardian here <3
Bagbean, 2 Guardian, 1 Caster Sale Journal [OPEN]Weeding out non-story designs again.
USD Preferred over other offers. Characters are fine offers, but not a priority for me.

Min: 250
AB: 400

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hello! as with most of my new things, this one is going up for offers while i work them into my story. they're a color that doesn't quite match the crew i'd want them for!

Terradragon #242 - Giggles by Beaniamasterlist
proof i won:…

looking for:
a guardian
fashion fishies

not looking for:
usd unless addon
gladiator/viking bavoms
This journal is a general hub for my story seeking needs! Right now, they are listed in order of priority, but all are available. <3


1517 by Esk-Masterlist
Gaela is a very sad, sweet, small little esk who does not recall much of her past. She latches onto affection very easily, and has a hard time looking anyone in the eye. She does well with boisterous sorts that make decisions for her, gentle caring types, and fellow sads to sad around with.

She was teenager in the 90s in approximately North Dakota, if anyone is seeking pals from that area/time period.

Seeking: Friends, especially if you'd like to develop an ongoing story and friendship with her.


1528 by Esk-Masterlist

Trinket was a plastic alien figure before being given life, and now she is VERY EXCITED to MAKE NEW FRIENDS and SEE THE WORLD. Her flytrap is animated, and can move and shrink and grow and latch onto things-- it is very much a huge part of her self expression. She tends to get herself into trouble by being too excitable and curious, and doesn't hesitate to bother bigger esks and latch onto them. Literally.

Seeking: Friends, enemies, rivals...anything! Big esks and fellow tinies a bonus.


756 by Esk-Masterlist 

Ember was a witch in life, and still identifies heavily with it in death. They seem very kind and charming, and often extend good-will to others, but it is often with selfish desires. They can be a cruel esk who has transformed many animals, objects and humans without their consent-- it was not done with an intent to harm, generally, but to see what might happen, or to practise before they transformed their former boyfriend, Domino.

They are very mystical and superstitious, and have their own detailed rituals and places of worship to various demons within the conservatory and their boundary, although they have forgotten the finer details.

Seeking: Esks they have transformed, friends and foes. Especially other witchy sorts!


422 by Esk-Masterlist

Leslie is a very pathetic little creature who exudes grief and sadness. He has, however, started taking a more active role in his own life, making decisions based off of his determination rather than being a coward. He gets along well with caring and positive sorts, and is easily spooked by creepy esks.

Desmond is a bit too new to elaborate on, but was Leslie's partner in life.

Seeking: Friends and things to scare him for Leslie


420 by Esk-Masterlist
Mary was a service dog in Vancouver before becoming an esk, and is a very dull but excitable girl. She loves you so much!

Seeking: other dog-like esks, tinies to carry, stern ones to bother fondly



541 by Esk-Masterlist
Seeking: Nothing right now.


185 by Esk-Masterlist
Seeking: Nothing right now.


sorry i havent replied to my plotting thread for some of you yet, i promise to today or tomorrow!! :D <333
Yeh by astrapocalypse  

finally making progress on the yeh -- sorry for the wait! artblock & depression tang is one hell of a ride, but i've got my mojo back :D
YEH buyers: I am about half done with a buncha esks, so I will try to finish some up and update the image so you can get your points <3 Thanks for your patience!


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MerrySacrament Featured By Owner May 4, 2018  Student Digital Artist
Thanks for the watch! <3
whitefoxdesigns Featured By Owner Feb 1, 2018  Professional Interface Designer
Happy Birthday! cat face 
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KariKurai Featured By Owner Feb 1, 2018
HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY BIIIIIIIIRTHDAY!!!Llama Emoji-23 (Shyness) [V1] Llama Emoji-23 (Shyness) [V1] Llama Emoji-23 (Shyness) [V1] 
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Tralayn Featured By Owner Jan 17, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks so much for the watch!^^
Cinderdraco Featured By Owner Jan 12, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the watch.
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Aenea-Jones Featured By Owner Oct 14, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
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Snorechu Featured By Owner Oct 10, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you for the watch!!! <33
VerysArt Featured By Owner Oct 8, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Commishes are OPEN!
30 Slots - Pixel Commishes [OPEN]Since I got better with pixel art, this is my pixel pagedoll pricelist!
Please pay attention on these info, before ordering.
Important Info
• The order of these are first paid, first served
• The further down you are on the list, the longer you'll have to wait for your order
• I have provided a "order form" at the bottom of this journal, please use it.
• Additional characters cost the same as the original price, that includes characters together on the same image.
• If you're looking for it to be commercial use, the final price will be much higher!
I can draw:

• Kemonomimi (Male, Female);
• Humans, Elves, Cyclops (Male, Female);
I won't draw:
• Anthro (I need more practice, sorry);
• NSFW/Nudity/Sexual Themes;
• Anything else I might be uncomfortable with, ask if unsure ♥
Payment Methods:
Art Commishes - Points and Paypal [OPEN]Hiho everyone ♥
Since I got better at drawing, this is my commisshes pricelist!
Please pay attention on these info, before ordering.
Important Info

• My PayPal e-mail is:
• The order of these are first paid, first served
• The further down you are on the list, the longer you'll have to wait for your order
• I have provided a "order form" at the bottom of this journal, please use it.
IMPORTANT: The prices may be increased depending on the complexity of your order!!
Additional characters cost the same as the original price (Example: 2 Headshots $12 = $24), that includes characters together on the same image.
If you're looking for it to be commercial use, the final price will be much higher!
I can draw:
• Women (Human, Elf, Fairy, Mermaid, Neko);
• Men (Huma

Also, Kemonomimi Adopts Batch #1 is here!
Auctions are open ♥
[AUCTION OPEN] Kemonomimi Adopts Batch by VerysArt 

Have a beautiful day ♥
LilKyubee Featured By Owner Oct 3, 2017  Student Digital Artist
I DIDNT KNOW WE WERENT WATCHERS WAT i coulda sworn i was watching you wtfs
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JHUffizi Featured By Owner Sep 1, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Many thanks for Added to my devWatch! :) (Smile)
NyaStyle Featured By Owner Aug 27, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you very much for watch me!! (ノ◕ヮ◕)ノ*:・゚✧
it means a lot to me!!! ♥♥I hope you have a nice day!★
sorry the late!
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gauzhi-adoptables Featured By Owner Aug 5, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
tysm for the watch ^u^
CapuccinoCat Featured By Owner Jun 22, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you so much for the watch!! ^^
I really appreciate it ;w;
Devil-Nutto Featured By Owner Dec 21, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks so much for the watch;v;
GinaCookies Featured By Owner Nov 30, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the watch:D !
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Thanks for watching my gallery:D
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Happy birthday!
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Thank you for the watch :hug:
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thank you so much for the watch :>
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MattiasArt Featured By Owner Jul 19, 2014  Professional General Artist
Thanks for watching :)
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AkumaRyoshi Featured By Owner Apr 13, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Cool artwork! :happybounce:
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