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She starts so small, as these sorts always do. She starts with a flame, just the one, a smuggled match lit shakily in the dark of her room. She cups it in her small palm, and it is so delicate and so small. The frisson of light and heat blooms against her face for just a moment, and her fingers singe as she holds on just a little too long. It burns down to nothing but a withered splinter, and what hurts most is that it is gone.
With shaking hands, Gaela lights another, and then another, unable to stop herself as soon as the first one sparks. The small booklet of matches she'd pilfered from the junk drawer grows diminished until it is empty, leaving her bereft. She carefully packs all the remnants of her first foray into a plastic bag, and slides it into a zippered pocket in her backpack, to be disposed of on her walk to school.
She carefully closes her window, quiet as a mouse, and does not sleep a wink before morning's light.
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The Entity
They wake and they are hungry, they wake and they are lonely. They wake and find it strange to do so at all, synapses firing at a million miles a second, synthetic and not-quite-alive. Synapses is the wrong word, but so too is processor, so too is programming, so too is biological drive. They breathe and it is sharp and sterile, soaked in chlorine and nostalgic-- oh.
Why is it that, when they can remember nothing at all? Firing, firing, firing, a railgun without reloading, confusion whirring to life as they sit up and assemble the pieces of their identity, hair falling into their eyes. Facts click into place, and somewhere they are aware that they are an Entity, created and assembled on a not-quite factory line. With it comes the knowledge that they are an experiment long-removed from scientific curiosity alone-- a commodity.
It is why they have no name, The Entity realizes. They are a product that has been incrementally advanced over days and week and years, with a changelist number r
Why is it that, when they can remember nothing at all? Firing, firing, firing, a railgun without reloading, confusion whirring to life as they sit up and assemble the pieces of their identity, hair falling into their eyes. Facts click into place, and somewhere they are aware that they are an Entity, created and assembled on a not-quite factory line. With it comes the knowledge that they are an experiment long-removed from scientific curiosity alone-- a commodity.
It is why they have no name, The Entity realizes. They are a product that has been incrementally advanced over days and week and years, with a changelist number r
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looking for:
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swaps!
faunts/beans/lees
ttoxes
fashion fishies
not looking for:
usd unless addon
jestertoxes/toxes
gladiator/viking bavoms
This journal is a general hub for my story seeking needs! Right now, they are listed in order of priority, but all are available. <3
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Gaela is a very sad, sweet, small little esk who does not recall much of her past. She latches onto affection very easily, and has a hard time looking anyone in the eye. She does well with boisterous sorts that make decisions for her, gentle caring types, and fellow sads to sad around with.
She was teenager in the 90s in approximately North Dakota, if anyone is seeking pals from that area/time period.
Seeking: Friends, especially if you'd like to develop an ongoing story and friendship with her.
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Trinket was a plastic alien figure before being given life, and now she is VERY EXCITED to MAKE NEW FRIENDS and SEE THE WORLD. Her flytrap is animated, and can move and shrink and grow and latch onto things-- it is very much a huge part of her self expression. She tends to get herself into trouble by being too excitable and curious, and doesn't hesitate to bother bigger esks and latch onto them. Literally.
Seeking: Friends, enemies, rivals...anything! Big esks and fellow tinies a bonus.
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Ember was a witch in life, and still identifies heavily with it in death. They seem very kind and charming, and often extend good-will to others, but it is often with selfish desires. They can be a cruel esk who has transformed many animals, objects and humans without their consent-- it was not done with an intent to harm, generally, but to see what might happen, or to practise before they transformed their former boyfriend, Domino.
They are very mystical and superstitious, and have their own detailed rituals and places of worship to various demons within the conservatory and their boundary, although they have forgotten the finer details.
Seeking: Esks they have transformed, friends and foes. Especially other witchy sorts!
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Leslie is a very pathetic little creature who exudes grief and sadness. He has, however, started taking a more active role in his own life, making decisions based off of his determination rather than being a coward. He gets along well with caring and positive sorts, and is easily spooked by creepy esks.
Desmond is a bit too new to elaborate on, but was Leslie's partner in life.
Seeking: Friends and things to scare him for Leslie
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Mary was a service dog in Vancouver before becoming an esk, and is a very dull but excitable girl. She loves you so much!
Seeking: other dog-like esks, tinies to carry, stern ones to bother fondly
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Gaela
Gaela is a very sad, sweet, small little esk who does not recall much of her past. She latches onto affection very easily, and has a hard time looking anyone in the eye. She does well with boisterous sorts that make decisions for her, gentle caring types, and fellow sads to sad around with.
She was teenager in the 90s in approximately North Dakota, if anyone is seeking pals from that area/time period.
Seeking: Friends, especially if you'd like to develop an ongoing story and friendship with her.
Trinket
Trinket was a plastic alien figure before being given life, and now she is VERY EXCITED to MAKE NEW FRIENDS and SEE THE WORLD. Her flytrap is animated, and can move and shrink and grow and latch onto things-- it is very much a huge part of her self expression. She tends to get herself into trouble by being too excitable and curious, and doesn't hesitate to bother bigger esks and latch onto them. Literally.
Seeking: Friends, enemies, rivals...anything! Big esks and fellow tinies a bonus.
Ember
Ember was a witch in life, and still identifies heavily with it in death. They seem very kind and charming, and often extend good-will to others, but it is often with selfish desires. They can be a cruel esk who has transformed many animals, objects and humans without their consent-- it was not done with an intent to harm, generally, but to see what might happen, or to practise before they transformed their former boyfriend, Domino.
They are very mystical and superstitious, and have their own detailed rituals and places of worship to various demons within the conservatory and their boundary, although they have forgotten the finer details.
Seeking: Esks they have transformed, friends and foes. Especially other witchy sorts!
Leslie
Leslie is a very pathetic little creature who exudes grief and sadness. He has, however, started taking a more active role in his own life, making decisions based off of his determination rather than being a coward. He gets along well with caring and positive sorts, and is easily spooked by creepy esks.
Desmond is a bit too new to elaborate on, but was Leslie's partner in life.
Seeking: Friends and things to scare him for Leslie
Mary
Mary was a service dog in Vancouver before becoming an esk, and is a very dull but excitable girl. She loves you so much!
Seeking: other dog-like esks, tinies to carry, stern ones to bother fondly
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Desmond
Seeking: Nothing right now.
Domino
Seeking: Nothing right now.
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