for me its like
when im normal and okay all of me is on fire
i am a galaxy and a star
and all of me burns with everything that's ever existed
if im happy i can feel every single thing
that's ever existed in the universe at the same time
and it is warm and
y'know like the very first sip of alcohol
that burns but you can feel its warmth going down your core?
it's kinda like that but all over at the same time and just
good good good
and for all my emotions its the same the same heat but different
and different colours and different places and everything
but like this it's empty
and it's just a
tiny tiny tiny
spark in the middle trying hard to reignite
but it just doesn't?
like it's trying
but it just
d o e s n t
does that make sense?