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Okay, I want to get the previous entry off my front page, and I've been getting quite a few PMs asking me about this recently, a lot more than usual. I don't mind answering them but I thought maybe it'd be less effort for everyone this way.

I don't do commissions. Or art exchanges. Or stuff for people's birthdays. Or anything where someone else makes me promise I'll create something for them and then I owe them to do it.

It's not because I don't like money. It's because I can't draw or write or do anything creative if I feel like I "have" to; all inspiration automatically goes into lockdown mode, and my own self enters "sulking three year old" mode where everything my brain will say about that thing I should be working on is NO NO NO NO NOOOOOOOOO. One time some ten, twelve years ago, I tried it, promised a friend I'd draw pictures for the winners of a contest she was setting up. They're still waiting. (well no, it's likely they have since long moved on.) Then I tried it again; I wanted a book that wasn't out in my country, the girl sent it to me in exchange for a couple pics. I managed one of them and then BAM. Etcetera. That's assholish.  I don't like being an asshole if the other person hasn't been an asshole first and in this case, if I promised something knowing full well what would happen, I would definitely be in the wrong.

Also there's the fact that the block on the promised art/fic then merrily goes on to spread to all my other pics and fics that i'm writing or drawing for myself, and that bothers me for entirely selfish reasons. =D;;;

edit: 06/2016: also i've pretty much 90% stopped drawing.

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Asuka Kureru
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Current Residence: France
Favourite cartoon character: Dark Schneider, Heero Yuy, Sasuke Uchiha, Hiei, Vegeta...
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Redwitch05 Featured By Owner Aug 22, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
I've been MIA for YEARS and you're the first artist I'm visiting. Aaa.. nostalgia. I am getting back into drawing. I can't believe I have abandoned my art for so long. Work was just so time consuming that I never made time for myself. Glad to see you're still posting =))))
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GuahanZee Featured By Owner Apr 27, 2018
Hey! So this is gonna sound really weird but, I'm so happy right now to see that you've continued to make amazing works of art all these years later. I fell in love with your work over a decade ago, stumbling across them on Gundam Wing websites across the internet. I remember how inspired I was to create my own fanart so that I could be just as good as you. But here I am at almost 30, being a boring adult that only takes care of the kids and works, day in and day out. Stumbling across your work again, though, has sparked something in my heart and inspired me once again to pick up my pencil and make time to once again do what I love, like you have. You are a great artist and an awesome person and I hope life brings you happiness and love. Keep up the great work!

Sincerely,
Zee
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askerian Featured By Owner Jul 27, 2018
i'm a boring 37 year old adult who's out of a job and living with my parents tbh. it's all about finding little moments to yourself to have fun making things. i'm really glad you've started drawing again, it makes the days so much shinier. ^_^ thank you for writing me.
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Kidashi Featured By Owner Apr 16, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Oh wow I just realized it's been years since I've checked out your gallery, then the other day I re-read Teamwork and then realized I didn't even know if you're still writing it...so after reading through your comments and journals I've come to the conclusion it's dead? I just wanted to clarify for sure because that way I can stop hoping lol!


Otherwise, you have amazing artwork still!
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askerian Featured By Owner Apr 20, 2016
it's dead, yeah.

thanks!
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Kidashi Featured By Owner Apr 22, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Ah that's terrible, but thank you for letting me know! 

Keep up the great artwork!
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kidloco-alchemist Featured By Owner Mar 10, 2016
hi had be to long we dont had talk :3

how is everything

want to know you opinion of the ending of naruto

me? i hate it and the movie? more hating
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iceytoushirou Featured By Owner Nov 4, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
What Thye Fuck!?!??? i hVAe Some oF tHis art SavEd on My COmpuTEwR???? hOW DI D I nOT KNOW it wAS YourS/???????
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iceytoushirou Featured By Owner Nov 4, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
fUCK!!/!?! How Did i not know You haD A deviantART??????????????????????????????????????????????
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LadyOyuki Featured By Owner Aug 17, 2015
Hiya sweetie! Tell me I drew something for you at one point in time... I am pretty sure that I did, but my memory is total crap. XD Just touching base with a few of ya on DA after well... years gone by. But you were one of the ones in my mind that I adored and still do. *hugs*
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