Trials to Sebastian were never hard, the beginning he learned he had to fend for himself and live his own life, so he took the beginning first few trials of his very seriously, so he says. With barely any friends nor family he found himself, being on his own actually gave him confidence in who he felt he was. But after doing several trials alone, he felt as though they had no meaning, as if he was just blindly walking through the days and the trials ahead of him because it’s what everyone had to do. So he just stopped. For a long time he didn’t touch the trials, even if other strangers and beans would tell him they were good for him or important for their own personal growth, he felt no need to take the trials. Until the day he found a reason in a little bean he met. It wasn’t immediate mind you, it took several attempts for Ciel to convince him to join him in trial completions. Since Sebastian had already completed a few trials, so when Ciel had first asked him to do some of them