Hard To Say

Some things is easy for me to share with others around me

but when it come to me and you i hardly have words to say

nothing but aww and random dots come to mind

nothing bothers me more then not being able to say what i'm feeling

my feelings come to a halt when i get into a relationship

my mood becomes shy

i hide behind a smile

I use everything as a force field to getting close

i keep away from you so that i don't accidentally get hurt

nothing i do ever seems right

if anything in my life could change i wish it was how i am

i hate how i close myself off to you

but when i try to open up

i feel like a black hole where everything vanishes

nothing i do can ever repair me

but for you

i have to say

your prolly one of the better things that have happen to me